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None will come to a waste, nothing. Even the time you sacrifice to help others, the loyalty you give when everybody leaves, the empathy you show to others when no one showed you the same, the hand you lend when you yourself needed it your own. Nothing will come to a waste. Everything that you take care of, will take care of you.

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next time you tell me I'm crazy for having such dreams, ambitions, and perseverance, please keep in mind am I the crazy one or are you just incapable?

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one day you'll sit on the porch with the love of your life, watching your children play with the cats under a warm cozy day. everything feels alright and you'll thank God that you made it here.

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My daughter will be raised by a mature, gentle, feminine, soft spoken, emotionally intelligent, patient, optimistic woman.

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"if it's not like that, i dont want it"

at some point it sounds selfish. but i came to realize that it's not selfish when you actually can offer what you're asking for. i mean, if you have an American Express card, it's not selfish for you to ask for rare things because you can afford it

what's selfish is asking for something you cant even afford, asking for something you cant even offer. you deserve what you offer

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once upon a time.

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me when i say im doing just fine

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i just realized today that not everyone’s ready for a healthy conversation,

not everyone’s ready for you to convey the truth of how you’re feeling,

not everyone’s ready to solve a problem without fighting,

so if you find people who’s ready to face everything together, keep them.

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been a really long time i didnt post here, hope you're all doing well!!♡

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promise me your children wont hurt the way you did.

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don't forget that Allah had helped you through it all,

He had helped you through it all.

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I was in pain and it stays with me until now. It's like a monster living in my head and sometimes it comes out to scare me and anyone around me.

I really wanted to tell you that I haven't fully trusted anyone ever since, but I don't want to hurt you with my pain.

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قَالَ رَبِّ بِمَآ أَنۡعَمۡتَ عَلَيَّ فَلَنۡ أَكُونَ ظَهِيرٗا لِّلۡمُجۡرِمِينَ

He said, "My Lord, for the favor You bestowed upon me, I will never be a helper to the wrong-doers."

[Surah Al-Qasas: 17]

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"Oh, dear. The words 'honestly, maybe, and almost' are the scariest. Not because the words themselves, but what came afterwards either brings you joy or brings you sorrow."

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and when I headed to the West - where the sun sets - I told you that the sky looks beautiful. For minutes I was enjoying the sunset, until I asked myself - why does it remind me of you?

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وَكَذَٰلِكَ جَعَلۡنَا فِي كُلِّ قَرۡيَةٍ أَكَٰبِرَ مُجۡرِمِيهَا لِيَمۡكُرُواْ فِيهَاۖ وَمَا يَمۡكُرُونَ إِلَّا بِأَنفُسِهِمۡ وَمَا يَشۡعُرُونَ

And thus We have placed within every land the greatest of its criminals to conspire therein. But they conspire not except against themselves, and they don't realize.

Al-An`âm: 123

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we dont always have a full free day and it seems hard to push ourself in this holy month. but nothing is an excuse to not try! here are some simple things you can try this Ramadhan!

1. reading surah Mulk before going to sleep (you name it, we all know the benefit)

2. doing Tahajjud prayer, you can pray Tahajjud before suhoor or even after suhoor while waiting for Fajr

3. try to read more of the Quran, why not? this is the month where the first aayah of the Quran is revealed! if you werent used to read Quran, you can try 2 pages a day and increase it every week!

4. try to pray Duhaa before starting your daily activities

may we all be blessed in this holy month🌾