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tsuki94 · 11 years ago

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A special Chrismass

I look outside the window . Today is Christmas and it is snowing . It makes me recalled the bitter memories of my past . The past that i could never forget .

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I was still a little boy . A boy who still need to learn a lot of things about the world . A boy that always curious . A boy who always behind his sisters shadow .

" Theodore ! What did I told about eating the snow ? You might get a stomachache ! " shouted my eldest sister , Margaret.

" but onee-chan Theo just want to know how show taste like " I pouted

" We know that you are always curious about things , Theo but what if you got sick ? We cant afford to buy you a medicine right away . " said my 2nd elder sister , Elizabeth .

" alright... " I said with an unsatisfied tone .

We were orphans . Our parents died due to an accident . No one wants to adopt us . To be exact no one would come near us . In this town , we were known by the name the ' Velvet siblings ' . People thought we were the cursed children . We couldn't blame them . Maybe our physical traits got something to do with it . All three of us , Margaret , Elizabeth and I has the same characteristic. All three of us has cream colored hair and a pair of light golden eyes which is very unusual for the people.

I look out at the window .

" Onee-chan .. its snowing ! " I exclaimed .

" Its beautiful " said Elizabeth and join me at the window side .

" aah .. " said Margaret .

" Lets play ! Theo wants to play outside ! "

" well .. If Margaret-neechan allow us " said Elizabeth hesitantly

I look at Margaret and gave her one of my puppy dog eyes .

" oh ..alright .. "

So the three of us went outside . Both me and Elizabeth had fun by playing some snowball fight while Margaret just watch us from a distance . I couldn't bear the thought of my eldest sister alone so I decided to throw one of my snow ball to her and it hit directly on her face !

" Theo ..... " I could swear that I sense an intense aura from her

" opps..."

Before long , even Margaret join the snowball fight . It was fun .In this world , there's nothing I want than to be with my sisters . But our happy moments together didn't last long . It happen a few days before Christmas. I was playing alone at the park while my sisters were watching me . At that time I saw a little girl crying , I approach her to ask what's wrong but then the mother came and started to accuse me . Saying that I was hurting her daughter.

" Get out of here you cursed children ! " said one of the villagers while holding a shovel . It maybe just a shovel but it can be a dangerous weapon as well .

" We have been very patience with you but now you have crossed the line ! " shouted another villager.

" Stop it ! My brother didn't do anything ! " said Margaret trying to defend me.

" JUST GO TO HELL " said another villager while throwing a rock at Margaret .

" Wait .. you just got this all wrong ... " said Elizabeth

" Just shut up ! " The guy lift up his shovel and wanted to hit Elizabeth with it .

No.. I wouldn't let them hurt my sisters ... Never ...

Without thinking I push the guy with all my strength. Of course there's no way I could win so the guy easily pushed me away causing me to fall down into a nearby river .

" THEO ! " I heard the cries of my sisters .

I was swept away by the river. Far away from my sisters . I thought I was going to die but luckily a woman saved me and she decided to adopt me .

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Without knowing tears started to form in my eyes .

Margaret Onee-chan .. Elizabeth Onee-chan..

How I miss the both of you .

Every minute , Every hour , Every day I could never stop thinking about you .

Yes , there's nothing that I want in this world except to be with my sisters .

That is my only wish .

" Theo ! there's people who wants to meet you ! " shouted my adopted mother downstairs .

I wipe away my tears and walk down the stairs and headed towards her .

" who is it ? " I ask

" well I'm not sure but I think you might know them very well "

I walk towards the door and my eyes went wide . In front of me stood two young ladies . Both of them has the same cream colored hair and a pair of light golden eyes just like me . I knew its them ..

" O..onee-chan .. " my lips are trembling and tears started to form again .

" Theodore .. didn't I teach you not to cry ? "

" Theo .. "

All all three of us embrace each other . This is the most meaningful Christmas I ever encounter . My wish has been granted .

The end

#persona 4 #persona3 #persona 3 portable #theodore #elizabeth #margeret

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tsuki94 · 11 years ago

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This is my blog of fanfic ..its been ...erm neglected for quite some time and Im really sorry for that .. I'll try to finish the story where I left .. Please be patient with me .. I know Im being cruel for leaving the story cliffhanging like this but hey Im felling guilty too ! I'll try finish this in this one month holiday i have before Im returning for my new semester at college . But anyone who like code geass and love the pairing of lelouch and cc Im pretty sure you'll like this ;)

#code geass #lelouch #cc

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tsuki94 · 11 years ago

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Little white snow (part 2 the end )

Toushiro try to walk properly but he couldn't . With the pain he's been feeling , it's hard to just keep ignoring it . That's why he decided to sit on a bench around the school garden .

Matsumoto was disappointed . Was she imagining things ? But it felt so real . Then again , it can't be true . He was just a baby when she sang him that song . Besides , this is a high school . He couldn't be here . Her boy was just 10 . He should be in elementary school unless he was a genius . She was indeed imagining things . As she wanted to brushed off her mind away from the topic , her eyes went wide with the sight that was just bestowed upon her . A boy , probably around ten , was sitting at a bench . This was no ordinary boy . His hair was white as the snow and his eyes , was the same as hers , beautiful sapphire . She couldn't help it but thought that he was her son but she needed to make sure . As she approached the boy , she noticed that he a little injury on his body . Did he hurt himself ? she thought .

" What happen to you ? " she ask him giving a worried look .

She startled him of course . Who wouldn't ?

" its nothing . " he said monotonously

Matsumoto didn't like this . She knew very well that those injury giving him a lot of pain just by looking at his face. She took no time and pick up the boy and walk towards her car .

" hey ! what are you doing ?! that hurts ! put me down ! " he struggle .

" and just now you said its nothing . Im going to take you to see the doctor whether you like it or not . "

Soon they arrive at Matsumoto's private doctor's clinic . Toushiro's injury was treated .

" Where did you get all this wound ? " ask the doctor , obviously she was curious .

" I fell down " Toushiro answer .

" there's no way you get all this injury just by falling down ! This injury is way too serious for that ! " the doctor was furious .

" ..."

" doc , let him rest . Don't pampered with too much question " said Matsumoto

" sigh .. I'll give you two days off . Remember , rest don't go run around " warn the doctor .

After that they left the clinic. Matsumoto decided to send Toushiro to his house . To her surprise , he lives alone . There's no way she could leave an injured child alone , so she forced Toushiro to stay with her . Toushiro try to decline her offer but somethng inside him told him not to make the woman angry .

Eventhough Matsumoto was a CEO for a huge company , but her house remains normal . Infact it was th very same house she lives 10 years ago . As Toushiro enters the house , he felt something nostalgic . As if he had been there before .

" why do i feel this way ? " he thought

" Chibisuke !! hurry up and come here ! " Matsumoto called him .

Chibisuke .. yes thats what Matsumoto called him . Toushiro didnt understand why did this woman treated him nicely . First she send him to the clinic , then allow him to live with her until his wound recover and now even making him a dinner ? he didnt understand .

" ara .. dont you like my cooking ? " Matsumo gave him a look .

" no ..its just that .. " Toushiro was deep in thought

" Chibisuke .. "

" dont call me that ! I have a name you know ! Its Toushiro ! "

With that , Matsumoto's eyes were wide open . Her son was right infront of her . Although the might be a chance that he isnt but with the resemblance and her mother's instituition , she was sure that it was him . She smiled at him and pated his head .

" allright ..Toushiro-kun . . "

She said it . The name she was longed for . How she miss her son .

" .... " he was silent

" what wrong ? "

" whats your name ? " he ask .

Her heart shattered again . It hurts the fact that her son didnt know that she was his mother but then she couldn't blame him for that . Not for what happend 10 years ago .

" Matsumoto . Masumoto Rangiku "

After dinner . Matsumoto brought Toushiro to his bed . He caress his hair and bid him good nnight before walking away . Toushiro didnt understand . Why would a stranger like Matsumoto treated him nicely ? He didnt get it at all . No one besides Yamamoto had taken a good care of him . He was hapy but at the same time confuse . Why do he had a feeling that Matsumoto was someone really important to him ?

There was a woman . She was carrying a baby in her arms . The baby was crying . Instead of trying to calm the baby like the other normal mothers would , she sand him that song .

Sun goes down

and we are here together

fireflies glow like a thousand charms

everything that I could ever dream is right here in my arms ..

It’s magic, when you are here beside me

Close your eyes, and let me hold you tight

Everything, that I could ever need

Is right here in my arms

At that moment the baby giggled . Signifying that he love the song . The woman smiled at her baby .

Toushiro woke up . What was that about ? He thought . Somehow his dream was trying to tell him something . At that moment , he heard the door opened and saw Matsumoto came in .

" are you awake? Lets go down and have breakfast . I took a day off today . " she told him .

At the kitchen , he saw his plate was full of happiness (?) There was 2 sunny side up eggs , some bacons , a little bit of salad and some sosej . Combine all together and you can see a face .

" its cute no ? make sure you finish it and after that you can take your medicine "

" why ? "

" whats wrong ? "

" why are you being so nice to me ? we've just meet yesterday "

Matsumoto was taken aback by the question . How could she told him that they already meet long time ago . To be exact , she already meet him ever since he was born . She didnt know how to answer that question .

" is it wrong for me to do such a thing to a lovely boy ? " she look at him .

" Im not lovely . Everyones hates me . "

" no . why would you say that ? "

" I got this wound from some big bullies from the school . They dont like me . I dont have any friends . No ne would want me in their group . Even my parents hated me . They left me alone. They didnt want me thats why .. "

Before Toushiro could finished his sentence , Matsumoto hug him .

" people may hate you but trust me .. your parents never did hate you . They loved you with all their heart ." she said .

There was a bit of tears escape from her eyes . Was it her fault that he felt that way ? How could she attoned her sins .

Toushiro was taken aback . The woman who he had just meet yesterday hug him and now telling him that his parents loved him . How did she know ? They never meet before . How can she tell ?

As time passes , Toushiro wounds healed . Eventhough he was suppose to go home , but Matsumoto insist to take care of him . Matsumoto decided to make an agreement with the school authorities to be Toushiro's guardian which gave Toushiro permisions to live with her . Now Toushiro have move to live with Matsumoto . This is how they should be right ? Evenso , Matsumoto got her own trouble. How on earth is she going to tell Toushiro that she was his mother ?

With Matsumoto as his guardian , the bullies didnt bully Toushiro as often as they did in the past . Nothing is better than this right? Lately Toushiro keep having the same dream over and over again . It was the same dream when he first arrive at Matsumoto's house . That dream kept on repeating as if wanted to tell him something . Just as he thought the bullies had decided to stop their schemes against him , he was dead wrong .

One day while he was trying to use the music room , he was captured by the bullies and was locked up inside the stor room . Night fall , and the room became colder . Toushiro could feel his body shivering . Before long he past out .

Matsumo was worried that Toushiro didnt come home so she decided to went out and look for him . She ask help from another teacher to help her search for Toushiro . She knew he was around the school somewhere . When they reach the stor room and unlock it , Matsumoto became panic . Her son had past out and he seems to have a fever . A high fever . She quickly send him to see a doctor .

" Is he going to fine doc ? " she ask the doctor

" I've gave him all the thing I can afford . Its now up to him "

Matsumoto squeeze his hand .

" Toushiro please .. get better .. I cant aford to lose you twice .. " tears started to fall from her eyes .

Toushiro could hear her . Infact He could see her too but the image was blur . He couldnt figure it out who. Suddenly , that word came across his mind .

" m..moth..er ? " he called weakly .

" mother ... is that you ? "

Matsumoto was shocked to hear Toushiro called her mother . It was too emotional for her .

" I'm here , Toushiro . "

" I thought ... you hated me .." Toushiro said weakly .

" no ..I could never hate you . You are my little angle "

" mother .." he started to cry .

Matsumoto sang him a song . The song that always calm him down . The song that she would only sang for him .

Sun goes down

and we are here together

fireflies glow like a thousand charms

everything that I could ever dream is right here in my arms ..

It’s magic, when you are here beside me

Close your eyes, and let me hold you tight

Everything, that I could ever need

Is right here in my arms

The next morning Toushiro woke up . He felt a little better than yeterday .

" are you feeling batter Toushiro ? " Matsumoto ask in a gentle voice .

He just nooded . he just look at her and he remembered what happen yesterday .

" I've cooked you some porridge . You better finished it.Its for your own good "

" Mother ? " He wanted to make sure that it wasnt just a dream .

Matsumoto look at him with wide eyes .

" Are you ... my mother ? "

Her shocked expression was replaced with gentle one .

" yes ..Toushiro . I am your mother .. "

With that confession , Toushiro hug her and burst into tears .

" I love you mother ..:"

" I love you too my son "

Finally the family was reunited . Nothing is more powerful than the family bonds . No ?

The end

#toushiro hitsugaya #rangiku matsumoto

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tsuki94 · 11 years ago

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Little White snow (part one)

Note : This story was written by me some long time ago .. I think I've posted it somewhere in wattpad( i forget my account name though) and my facebook acoount . Please enjoy reading this . :) comment are really welcome ..ut pleae no flame kay ;)

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There was once a woman . Her beauty was one could be compare to a goddess . Orange blonde hair which is not too straight and not too curly either - just perfect . Her eyes are dark sapphire which could melt any men's heart . but hey , don't get your hopes too high . She was married . Married to a very decent man . A man that could love her with all his heart and protect her with all his might . That man's hair was white as the snow and just as his hair , his heart was the kindest of all . They live happily together . Yet happiness that they share didn't last long like they want it to be .

On that fateful day , the man died due to a car accident . The woman was heartbroken but she stay strong because her husband didn't left her alone . He left her with one of the world's greatest gift . The gift of life . Yes , she's having a baby .

even though it hurts a lot to be alone without her husband , but she still tried her best for the sake of her baby ..no ..not just her baby .. their baby . After a long nine months of waiting and struggling , finally the baby was born . It was a boy . A boy with his father's hair and a pair of a beautiful eyes just like his mother . The woman was happy because she knew that as long as her son is with her , she won't be alone . She named her son Toushiro which means little white snow .

Sun goes down, and we are here together

Fireflies, glow like a thousand charms

Stay with me, and you can dream forever

Right here in my arms

It’s magic, when you are here beside me

Close your eyes, and let me hold you tight

Everything, that i could ever need

Is right here in my arms

That was the lullaby she always sang for him and he like it a lot . He may not be able to talk but a mother institutions tell her that he love it . The woman was happy with the presence of her son . She thought that she and her son will live together but she didn't know that fate has something else store for them .

One day she was bringing little Toushiro for a walk . At this time , her little white snow was just about four months old . She made him dressed up in a teddy bear suit . The special thing about the suit was there was his name knitted at the tummy area . Anyone who saw him squeal in delight because he was too cute . The woman went towards her car and put him in a cradle with was located at the back seat . Just as she went to driver seat , she was attacked by two man . Terrified and fear was written all over her face but she try to fight back resulting a knife being stabbed at her at the abdominal area. She fell to the ground , trying her best to fight the pain that she was feeling . Her only thought was to her son . She wanted to save him but she was too late . The two man had took her car away . As seeing her car disappear from her sight , tears started to form in her eyes .

" no .. Toushiro .. "

Not long after that , she was send to the hospital and the police has been informed about the incident .

" inspector ..please .. I don't care about my car .. they can destroy it if they want to .. I just want my boy back .. save him inspector .. he's the last gift that my husband gave me before he died .. " she burst into tears as she pleaded the inspector. She was desperate . She wanted her son back more than anything .

Meanwhile the two man who stole her car didn't notice Toushiro presence since he fast asleep during the incident but that didn't last for long though . He suddenly let out a loud cry due to hunger which had startled the two man . Due to that the driver lost his control over the car and this lead to an accident . A really tragic accident but miracle always happen no ? Even though the two man was badly injured but little Toushiro was saved . He was saved by his cradle . During the accident , the cradle was flew out of the window , and fell onto the ground near a forest which located quite near with the road . The cradle act as the shock absorber which saved his life . Later , he was taken by an old man , who happen to pass by the forest .

As the police informed the woman that they found her car , she though t that her little boy was saved but how heart her broken into pieces as they informed her that her car involved in an accident . The two man who attacked her died on the spot and her son was no where to be found . She broke into sobs . Now she had lost two important person in her life . After that day , she tried to find her boy yet her hard work end up with nothing . Her son was never found . Even so , deep down she knew that he is alive . It was her mother institutions that makes her strong and keep on believing .

10 years later

Sun goes down, and we are here together

Fireflies, glow like a thousand charms

Stay with me, and you can dream forever

Right here in my arms

It’s magic, when you are here beside me

Close your eyes, and let me hold you tight

Everything, that I could ever need

Is right here in my arms

It was a song . A song that he just knew by heart . The song that always appear in his dream . He didn't know why but he felt attached to the song . As if someone really important always sang for him .

A cough could be heard from a room not far from him . He quickly ran towards the room's direction .

" Grandpa , are you alright ? " he ask warily .

The old man just gave him a smile and pat his head . He knew that he wouldn't last much longer . He just knew . He didn't know what he should do . He was raised by him . The old man was Yamamoto Genryusai . His age was way older than any human could possibly imagine yet he still manage to take care of him well .

" Toushiro .. I want you to know that whatever happen .. do not blame yourself for it " Yamamoto advised him . He knew well what it means .

He was told by Yamamoto that he was found near a forest when he was just a baby . Toushiro always thought that his parents didn't want him and that's the reason why they left him there . Yet Yamamoto begs to differ , he said that his parents love him very much . The name Toushiro came from his own parents not from Yamamoto. Maybe there's been some kind of incident that causes him to be in that forest .

Yamamoto's cough started to get worse . Even though they are not related by blood , but Toushiro though Yamamoto as his own father or maybe a grandfather should be more appropriate . Yamamoto didn't have any children and was always alone . Thats why Toushiro always try his best to make him happy . Toushiro is 10 but his mind is the same as a last year high school student . He is a boy genius . He's now studying in a very prestigious high school under a scholarship.

" Toushiro ? " Yamamoto called .

" yes ,grandpa ? "

" Remember your parents love you very much . I'm sure of it . "

A few days after that , Yamamoto passed away . Toushiro maybe a 10 years old boy but he knows how to manage himself . Yamamoto had already teach him the basics of survival for life . Even so Toushiro knew that he was lacking something that everyone had that he didn't. That is parental love.

Meanwhile , in a office at the city , a woman with orange blonde hair was signing some of her paperwork . It was busy day for her . Heck , everyday was busy for her . Being the CEO of the famous music cooperation wasn't that easy .

"Matsumoto-san" called her secretary .

" ara .. Mirai-chan . What's brings you here ?" she asked her with a smile .

" well a very prestigious school wanted to you to come and give the student some lessons or perhaps some motivation on music " she explained

" well not bad . when is it ? "

" anytime you are free . "

" alright then , I can come tomorrow if they want me too ! " Matsumoto exclaimed happily .

" I'll inform them that " said her secretary but before she walked away she praised Matsumoto . " I wonder how did you manage to keep your optimistic , Matsumoto-san . Its awesome" and she walk away .

" optimistic huh ? No matter how I tried , the pain inside this heart never did heal. " her face change into a sad one .

" Toushiro .. I hope you are healthy . I always miss you . Will I be able to see you again ? " she look up to the shy through her window .

Time pass quickly and the sun rises , initiating a new day . At the assembly hall , the principal gave some of his 'speaches'.

" Today we will be expecting a very important person that Im sure that all of you must have been exited to see her in person . Therefore I'll expect all of you to be in a good behavior . Is that understood ? "

With that the assembly ended . Being a boy genius has it's own advantages but it also has it own disadvantages . Being the only 10 years old in the school makes Toushiro a very easy target for school bullies . Besides , many people didnt like him much since they were fear of his intelligence or hould I say envy ? Sadly to say , Toushiro never had any friends .

He was being bullied again but he gave expression. Even when the bully hit him , he still make no sound . He was used to it .

" Say something will you ?! " shouted the bully .

Toushiro didnt said anything . Instead he was just giving him a glare which resulting him to be hit harder . When the bullies left , he was left lying on the floor . The class with the "important person" will be starting any seconds but with his condition he couldn't barely move . Instead , he just lie down there to let the pain ease . Time flies quickly without he notice and before longs its already sunset . He stand up , and something caught his eyes . A piano .

Matsumoto had just finish giving her lesson and the teacher came to her to said their gratitude to her .

" please would you mind spare your time and come again somewhere near the future ? with your help , Im sure these kids will do perfectly well for the exams . " ask the principal .

" I'll be happy too . "

" How about every Wednesday and Friday ? Is that okay with you ? "

" I'll check with my scedule and give you a confirmation later . "

" Thank you very much "

" Do you mind if I take a few strolls around the school ? "

" sure. Its a pleasure to have you here . "

With that , Matsumoto walk around the school compound . She though that the school was perfect for a child . How she wish her she could send her son there . Suddenly something caught her ears. It was the sound of the piano . Its not about how beautiful the song was but the song was really familiar to her . Its the song that she used to sing to only one person .

Her son .

" Toushiro .."

With that she ran around the school trying to find where did the music come from . Her heart was bating fast . She knew it was him . He's the only person she could possibly think of . Before long , the song comes to an end . She was sad but her hope went up high again when she finally saw a room .

" This is it ..no doubt .. "

But as she open the door ... the only thing she could see was a piano and with the orange ray of the sun shines throughout the room .

" Toushiro ..where are you ? "

To be continued ..

#toushiro hitsugaya #rangiku matsumoto #family

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