tsukicogitate

[tsukicogitate]

Turning playlist povs into a paragraph, day 1

She managed to keep the neutral face but her hands were uncontrollably shaking. She hid them slowly behind her and took another apologetic glance at the turns of events.

 Five minutes ago 

 She was nervous but enthusiastic for finally being able to understand her emotions, she was willing to confess to him although the last time he confessed his feelings for her, she couldn’t say anything back. Back then, she wasn’t ready to embark on an emotional rollercoaster and she never deemed it important to speak her heart out however as time passed and she talked with him, she quietly realized how comforting his presence was. She’d feel as in a soft ghibli movie with him and she wanted nothing but to cherish those moments.                       She took courage and headed towards him, she was inexperienced but she decided that he was worth it and that he needs to know her feelings whether he’ll reject her or not. 

 She uttered the magical words to herself and let her heart out for the first time but little did she know that this would be her last time too. Nervousness crippled but she was awaiting some news he was willing to tell her. 

 I’ve been meaning to ask you someth… 

 I have been too!! Oh you go first 

 No no you do, please 

 Alright, It’s just that I started dating someo.. 

 A cold feeling rummaged her thoughts and she felt dissociated from what he was saying shortly after.                                                                                    She plastered a forced smile and took his hands.                                                  -I’m sorry.. I was just no expecting it, I’m happy for you                                      He asked her what she was willing to say but she shook it off as if she forgot that. 

 She managed to keep the neutral face but her hands were uncontrollably shaking. She hid them slowly behind her and took another apologetic glance at the turns of events. A whole formed itself inside when it was bursting with all sort of elated sentiments. 

 She muttered a “we can’t have it all, right?”, he looked perplexed but she only gave him a bittersweet smile.

The playlist : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xX9nzyeD2O0&t=1093s