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2022 NY Resolutions:

If I am fortunate and privileged enough to pass, I will have to do the following:

1) I have to be more serious about my fitness. I will have to create a fixed gym routine to become stronger and healthier.

2) My diet will have to become healthy. Yes, I can still enjoy food; but I will not neglect the nutrients for my body and skin. I will eat more greens and less junk.

3) I will have to be wiser with my money. More spending on experiences, travel, and long term investments. Save more, make more.

4) I will take care of my beauty. I will try to maintain a proper appearance and not run around without makeup and unkept hair. I will take care of my appearance and wardrobe and wear real clothes.

5) I will stop comparing myself to others and judging. I will focus on myself and bettering myself as a person. I will need to be a better person, nurturing, kind, positive.

6) I will try and make new friends. I need to be friendly and interesting, but will not be desperate and pathetic.

7) I will find new hobbies to pick up. Maybe try kick boxing, tennis, painting…expand my horizon of interest. Learn better Greek. Be more interesting.

8) I need to become more organized, prepared, and on track. I will start studying for step 2 immediately when my clinicals begin. I will do UWorld every week and keep learning to be the best doctor I can be.

9) I need to check in with my mental health more often. I need to learn healthy breaks and coping skills. I need to find my peace with everything.

10) Mature gracefully. Begin my 30s wise, wealthy, healthy, and inspirational.

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God help me.

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Places to go:

Iceland

Egypt

Croatia

Japan

Australia

Moracco

Kenya

Argentina

Brazil

Hungry

Czech Republic

Russia

Romania

Switzerland

Antarctica (just fucking cause)

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Help me, god.

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let go of what wants to leave

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“When you feel perpetually unmotivated, you start questioning your existence in an unhealthy way; everything becomes a pseudo intellectual question you have no interest in responding whatsoever. This whole process becomes your very skin and it does not merely affect you; it actually defines you. So, you see yourself as a shadowy figure unworthy of developing interest, unworthy of wondering about the world - profoundly unworthy in every sense and deeply absent in your very presence.”

— Ingmar Bergman

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💔

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"While you are hoping that I fall down, I'm praying that you get on your feet. We are not the same."

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Should’ve left me alone if I wasn’t what you wanted

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Person: “I’m here for you”

Person: *leaves*

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I'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. I just really want to lay in bed and never get up. I'm just so tired of life.

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“I do not think I have it in me anymore to struggle and fight and suffer; I want to be quiet and happy.”

— Martha Gellhorn

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