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I know you said that you'll be more active on your other blog, but will you even return to this one?

Short answer: Maybe? Hopefully.

Long answer: I'm kinda hesitant to. A while back, I reblogged an ask meme, basically asking a review of my RPing/Blog. I often worry about things like my blog being difficult to read/navigate, grammar errors and not giving my RP partners much to work in replies, ect. Whatever complaints I'd get, I would focus on ironing them out and progressing towards the better. (New year, New goals. Ya know?)

I got only one ask, basically stating that "Your idea of the character is great, but your execution is lacking".

I'll be honest, that stunned me for a bit. I wasn't (still not) too sure how to tackle that. What specifically was lacking? Was it because they talk? Takes the 'feral' out of the creature? Was it how I have them talk, how they interact with others without going to immediate violence? What exactly was lacking? Everything, or just bits here and there? I wish I asked, instead of letting it sit in my inbox for months.

So, for a bit, I dabbled in musings and brushed up on what makes a monster a monster. Maybe I wasn't making Carrion intimidating enough? But they wouldn't really care for intimidation, they don't rely on it. Maybe I wasn't hitting too far into the 'Horror' aspect. So I mused, and I dabbled, but none of it felt right anymore.

I felt like I was going in circles trying to find something that I was missing, but I didn't know what it was. All I knew is that I didn't have it or that I had it, but couldn't perform it properly. And I think that ultimately killed my muse for my pile of worms.

I still wanted to try and RP, so that's part of the reason why I'm (only a little) but active over there. I'm not going to delete Carrion anytime soon (I like my url too much) but I don't know how to really come back. I still can't figure out how to make Carrion interesting if my portrayal was lackluster. I'd just be doing the same mistakes

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The socially akward brains of the team

Socialization doesn't come easy to you. You might struggle to be heard or seen by the ones around you so you prefer to avoid it all together, as frustrating as it can be sometimes. For that reason you might be selective with the people you blend with, and at times it might seem that nobody will truly understand you. But when you find those who resonate with you, you're an extremely kind and loyal friend. Most importantly, you're smart, and people always value that about you. They will constantly rely on you, ask for your guidance and advice, and you're happy to provide it. You like being the reliable friend. You don't get crushes easily, but when you do you don't really know how to handle them. They feel overwhelming and like a waste of time. There's no way they like me back, is it? What if I ruin it? What if I'm reading way too much into it? Remember to relax enjoy the feeling once in a while, chances are that your crush sees that intelligent and kindhearted person everyone else seen in you as well

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Tagging: Anyone who hasn't done this yet

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The Earth shall shake, the Winds roar, the Skies weep and Pest rise. The souls of Men shall be tainted with Rot, and the waters shall be dyed red with the blood of the King of the Gods.

An independent RP blog for Miyako Kajiro (2003) from the game Siren/Forbidden Siren. 20+/Non-Affiliated/Low Activity.

Rules/Muse/Verses

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The Earth shall shake, the Winds roar, the Skies weep and Pest rise. The souls of Men shall be tainted with rot and the waters shall be dyed red with the blood of the King of the Gods.

An independent RP bog for Miyako Kajiro (2003) from the game Siren/Forbidden Siren. 20+/Non-Affiliated/Low Activity.

Rules/Muse/Verses

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Shapeshifter

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TEETH

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Bug lady

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“ it looked kind of beautiful in a fucked up sort of way. blood on snow. the kind of thing you usually only see in stories. ” - Jake

Their own body became damaged from their last hunt. By now, they've taken a different form, one suitable for such freezing temperatures. As snow and blood clung to their dense fur, the crunch of ice and frozen dirt could be heard beneath them. It appears that they were looking for something.

"Blood is blood."

Short, quick and to the point. Humans and their useless glorification of life never cease to amaze them, moreso annoy them. Blood ment life as well as death. It served many a purpose, but for beauty? Beauty meant nothing.

A low grunt could be heard from the creature as it continued to dig. "We would assume that you would be more... accustomed to such scenery." A hint of annoyance could be found within their tone. However, it pressed onwards to a more curious question. "Or maybe...you are more drawn towards blood?"

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Omen

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Meao-ixuí teeth concepts

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“Another question for you. How long have you exactly been alive?… I knows it’s been sometime but how long? How you’ve always had to deal with those pesky white-coats?”

@black-ward Erron

(At this point Erron is asking a damn questionnaire lol)

"...You know that we do not hold the same concept of time, nor date as you." They are very well aware of the passage of time. The change in temperature, weather, day or night. Humans, however, used a more numeral system. Less 'knowing' and more 'rule'.

"As for being pursued... too long..." Their voice held obvious distain, but also something else. An emotion that was lost, even to the creature. "...You know what it is like to be...an oddity, to attract unwanted attention." To be hunted, shunned or studied; they were used to it all by now. With each attempt, they only grow more knowledgeable.

"They can be very... tricky. Be well advised in avoiding them, if you can. ...Not without us, as least."

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Wishlist! 💝 Just a small list of things that I'd love to plot/write later down the line w this lil blob! This list can/will change.

Carrion being mistaken as 'just an animal' and being treated as such, until it is revealed way too late that 'Oh No, there's More.'

Someone, please teach them Fun. Please show them how to have a Good Time. The very idea of it is absurd to them, they are very focused on the grind. They can't technically burn out, but i am the mun so i will make it so for this interaction.

On that note, the thought of Carrion being seen in some kinda familial way opens a secret unknown thing. I love it.

They are able to heal injuries. I hc that Carrion is able to numb limbs or areas of the body. Which makes it easier to just...open ppl up and do whatever needs to be done. Just make sure that they've eaten first. Helps prevent... temptation.

Carrion being introduced to a giant jawbreaker and just easily taking a giant bite outta the thing w ease. While in human form, mind you.

They don't care about the concept of Money, they WILL be stealing shit. Catch them going to the store and leaving with a bunch of shit in their hands. Do Not send them to the store.

Carrion bringing new Animals into the Fog, but they will be equally Fucked Up. Deer you swear had antlers that moved, coyotes that almost sound as if snickering at you while you become even more lost within the fog, hares that have No Fear and slowly start to crowd you for Their meal. (i also want a Unicorn that chooses Violence and will absolutely gore your ass.) These could act as different forms that Carrion has taken in the past. Hell, they may even be forms that Carrion takes.

Someone mistaking them as the fuckin fae/cryptic/alien. I like the concept of them being mistaken as something otherworldly, but they are very much a part of the world.

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Guess who got sick as shit and made another rp blog?

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BASKERVILLE 

by krgc

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If Carrion kills someone or if someone killed Carrion, they really wouldn't hold a grudge against them for it, nor see it as something to hold against someone. At most , they'd be annoyed. Death, much like a lot of things within The Fog, is redundant.

Since Carrion isn't something that the Entity 'controls', they don't 'revive' like it's Killers nor Survivors. Carrion has to revive themselves each time one of them is killed. It's not much of a difference than before they were in the fog.

Attempting to eat any of the Entity's pawns doesn't help fill them too much, instead they'll eat whatever other wildlife that ended up trapped in the fog. Because of this, they'll rarely attack unless provoked.

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Demons and monsters that torture people because they feed on human suffering are so dumb. People are suffering everywhere my guy go literally any place and take a deep whiff.