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This is our system trauma and kin blog. All those are rolled in together because this started out as kin stuff and grew.
Currently fronting is Lyric, Agent 8 shift
Lyric, the host, is 20 and white
There are 11 alters in the system, Lyric included
that trope where the gay character spills their heart out to the friend and the friend gets hurt that they didn’t confide in them first/didn’t tell them straight away is dumb and needs to die
This website sure does love to set up wlw and mlm against each other… We’re friends, we’re siblings, we’re in this together, reblog if you’re a mlm who supports wlw or if you’re a wlw who supports mlm
sometimes i stop and remember the fanfiction that lyric use to write in middle school. goin under a cut because child sexual abuse rape and incest both real and fictional.
the fic was called pray my soul to take and it was a next gen harry potter fanfic. it was from scorpius's pov and had a lot of graphic depictions of him being raped by draco. like there was at least one every chapter until the chapters where scorpius ran away.
at the time lyric had no idea why he was writing it or where the idea even came from. he would just share it with his roleplay friends at the time and they would eat it up and pitch in their ideas.
theres a lot of correlation between the treatment of scorpius by draco and the way lyric was treated by his brother (herein referred to as bastard). bastard was never as violent as draco but to someone trying to process their trauma it seemed the right step to take to keep themself distanced as to not have it all crash down on them (at least imo). especially someone so traumatized that they literally shattered into pieces. the draco of that fanfic is super out of character but hes practically exactly bastard and it took lyric a long time to realize that fact.
Dissociating can be such and insidious thing sometimes. You can go weeks thinking you’re fine until One Thing happens and suddenly all the emotions from those weeks are crashing down on you and all you can do is cry and wonder how you hadn’t noticed