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tutanchanup
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tutanchanup · 7 hours ago
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Okay, so, what did happen to me?
Doctors say some hormonal disbalance in the brain, which has make me behave in quite insane ways! So sorry. You don't even know HOW SORRY. Especially since it's impossible to delete any messages already sent.
How ashamed I am!
That's also why I have taken break from Tumblr for a while.
Once again I apologise for any inappropriate comments I have made and photos I've send, in that altered state of mind that possessed me.
It is hard to think about reviving this blog again, when it's now stained with such shameful deeds.
However so much work has been put there before my mind went cuckoo crazy...
Well, I am resigned to the fate this blog is dead.
But I'll make it a place where to post things from my story and art and such, as was the blog dedicated to before, just not expecting much attention from an audience, which must've surely left during my crazies. Ah well, Rest In Piece, blog of mine
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tutanchanup · 6 days ago
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What has happened to me?
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tutanchanup · 13 days ago
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Me after finally getting sleep, getting looked on by a mental health specialist, and spending a month putting my mind back together, and then visiting my Tumblr account again:
Damn
I was truly quite out of a "normal person range"
Good news is I've gotten help
And now me too am shocked at the bullshit I was saying
Damn....
Sorry my friends
Lesson learnt:
When exhausted, changing meds, and under a lot of stress, don't go saying unhinged shit on Tumblr
Well
Thanks everyone who still wants to give me a chance (I plan on trying to be normal again)
To those I've lost I am deeply sorry
I wish there was some way I could make up for my mistake
But I understand if you decided to severe contact with me
(I mean I am crying but yeah, I was acting like a lunatic, so blocking me was a reasonable thing to do.
I am trying to be better from now on)
Sorry friends for me being stupid like this 😥
I promise (and pray as well) it won't happen again
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tutanchanup · 18 days ago
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A piece I have been working on for quite a while
While reading a book, you just kind of put on the various characters' personas. A sort of personal theatre playing only inside your head, where you play each of the character.
I couldn't help myself but draw Vlad that way reading Dracula by Stoker
This was a very fun bit to draw
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tutanchanup · 22 days ago
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twilight: the vampire uses his supernatural abilities to parkour into the window to watch the mortal sleep
dracula: the mortal uses his supernaturally questionable human strength to parkour across the castle exterior to watch the vampire sleep
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tutanchanup · 23 days ago
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Hi,
Sorry friends, I have been a bit unhinged lately.
Too much work and too little of sleep made my mind rise to some quite impossible levels.
I have good news that I have spent a month in a mental asylum and am returning (hopefully) a more normal state of mind
But I am trully and deeply sorry that I have lost some of you during that unhinged period of my mind
@anmalia , @elin-moon , @voievod, @weirdghostboi666 @vladdocs
Please forgive me my stupidity and next time feel free to stop me at any time and warn ("tut, you're getting crazy again"), and I'll stop immediately
For those who decided to not completely turn away from me, you have my massive thanks and I truly don't know how do I deserve you
Yours
Tutty
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tutanchanup · 23 days ago
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I am sorry I've hurt you, @vladdocs
I've never meant too. But I admit I've been blabbering a total nonsense last time and happy to say that I am slowly becoming a normal person again through professional help.
Please, tell me, I'll apologise profusely. Because you're a friend which I didn't wanna lose.
I promise I'll keep the mythological nonsense for myself. And with you only focus on the real facts - that is, if you ever would want to speak with me again.
I am sorry 🥺
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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Do you want to be Vlad? or do you love Vlad and want to be with him? I'm confused at this point
Me too, my dear reader
rn I am confused too
Well
I have constructed the universe 10 hours ago
.
Maybe I should relax with my Ex-Husband and watch some of those movies I refused to watch before
Because he really has an impeccable taste in movies
The only reason why I refused to watch them was
That
None of them had the face of the hero I've loved the most of all.
That's....
That's why I have always watched only the first few minutes or pages and then went to sleep
Because then I could imagine
That all the amazing characters have
His Face
Not the fake old one
But
His True Face
And that's
Why I was also perfectly ready to leave my current husband
Because
He didn't look like
Him
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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Jaaaajj sorry jsem se trochu zastavila u Drákuly a nedošlo mi, kolik je hodin
No jo no
To bude ten autismus
Sorry lidi
(fakt, nekecám. Ten muzikál je prostě umělecké dílo. Díky Vlade)
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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I don't want to loose you, friends 🥲
And my family too.
Both the real one and the fake one (and the robot one and the cloned one and the...)
They're all special
But each in their unique way
And I am really looking forward to meeting them one day
Maybe not as they've thought
But
I want to continue their stories as well
Because I like improvisation
This whole universe was me playing dice with myself
But you know why I do that?
Why I keep talking to myself?
Because
Irl
I am real fucking lonely
A true looser
So I've created a family and friends out of myself so I can one day chat with them irl
And not only inside my head
So
Don't die on me, friends
Whether real, fake, all mighty, genetically engineered, or what not
Get some sleep for now, yes
Maybe block me for a while
Forget, but only naturally (seriously no more fucking lobotomies or pills or uggghhh)
This time, I don't need to raise you up from your graves via supernatural means
But this time
I wanna use my ultimate most secret weapon
LOVE
And
FORGIVENESS
Because
Even in my most ultimate all powerful and all knowing form
I Love You
From The Bottom of My Heart
And even when you can't see it
In my book
The one I secretly keep under my pillow
I know who you are and what ails you
And my most ultimate goal. Why I have put MYSELF through this all. In the most cruelest of forms
Is
Because I want to see you smile again
Not with that polite, sad smile
But
SMILE.
And have fun again
And then we'll meet here, at my round table
And we'll play irl board games with each other
I've accumulated a LOT of them
And I can't wait.
To meet you again
Amen
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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I mean I have even prepared personally cradled gifts!
Really!
I did!
(HE DID)
Listen. If you're there somewhere
Live
Please
I've secretly thought out of a really good ending for ALL OF US
Please don't die on me!!!!!!!
Please!!!!!
Live!!!!!!!
LIVE!
LIVE.
Because in this new century
There's no need for any more killing
Ever
Again
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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Listen. If you're there somewhere
Live
Please
I've secretly thought out of a really good ending for ALL OF US
Please don't die on me!!!!!!!
Please!!!!!
Live!!!!!!!
LIVE!
LIVE.
Because in this new century
There's no need for any more killing
Ever
Again
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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Oh no
OH NO
OH NOOOO
GUYS. GUYYS
I have just realised (please not too late please not too late please please please)
There have apparently been 12 cardboard copies walking around the world somewhere
Dont
DON'T
Don't kill them!!!!!!!!!!
NO
NO.
NO!
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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You decide who I'll be
Merciful or Merciless?
Death by a joke or by a stake?
Idk yet
I am still in my most innocent form (has been singing the whole night, and drinking cocoa 😊)
But also, 4 years ago... Before I knew anything. Anything at all.
When I was still deciding on how to approach this Dracula character
I've drawn this
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And I really hope I won't have to use it in any other way than a fun way of doing art.
Truly
tb completely honest in My Universe I wanna become this:
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But that depends
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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R
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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Ehm ehm.
Just to be sure
If this is truly gonna be another trolling event
If this is all just a ruse again
Then
I'm really gonna walk into that mental asylum bare naked
Just a fair warning
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tutanchanup · 1 month ago
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I've just came to a genious solution how to make new generations prisons
No more impalements
But also
No more horrible expensive baráks who are very useless and retarded
Instead
One (1) cell
And inside a very comfortable cell. (Make it the most comfortable in the world)
But inside also it comes equipped with one (1) Me
And
For One Full Day
You'll have to listen to my horrible horrible puns
Now THAT'S A Punishment!!!
Bwáhahahahahahahahahaha
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