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(/ she opens her mouth to speak, but she ends up only giving you a satisfied smile) Sometimes, you have to be selfish, just a little. Either way, you'll end up having nothing. (/ shrugs then nods) Yes, I know. You guys have them as well, right? You've had some outfits near debut which looked awful but not anymore. I especially like this ERA's outfits. (/ she points at your clothes) Definitely, we should! (/ she chuckles) I miss you actually, so it'd be great if we went for coffee or just spend time together. Sometimes I reallywish we had more free time. (/ sighs heavily then brushes a few strands out of her face) Well then, tell me, how's your love life going nowadays? (/ she can't help but smirk at the question)

` ♕ underneath the candelabra — soojung && soyeon

Of course you are, Soyeon. I’ve always known that anyways. (/chuckles softly, nodding her head slowly as she kept her eyes on the other) It won’t be all that easy to get back to that same spot once you’re fallen down, but I really don’t want to be too selfish. (/nods) Ah, jinja..? Well, you’re lucky to have them then. Not everyone gets amazing stylist unnies. (/chuckles as she remembered a few groups who were unlucky with that) Maybe we could go for coffee some time or something. Not unless you wouldn’t want that. I’d totally understand. (/nods once, wondering if she was doing the right thing, considering the past they share with each other) It’s been awhile since we last spent some time with each other, don’t you think so?

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Soyeon couldn't help but smile when the other one told her she missed her too. Knowing that her friends were missing her or her presence always felt great, especially when it was about someone who she treasured very much. Amber and her have been friends since their trainee years and even though they couldn't spend as much time together as they wanted to since they've become idols, they tried to enjoy their free time as much as possible. "Let's buy the tickets then!" She smiled and stood in front of the woman who was now asking how many tickets she wanted. "Two for adults, please." She's already decided that she's going to buy Amber's tickets as well even before they had arrived. She gave the money to the woman and took the tickets, showing them to the other girl while a smile played out in the corner of her lips.

"I'm curious about this amusement park. I don't even remember the last time I've been here. Or anywhere else that's similar to an amusement park." She sighed and then laughed, her eyes suddenly wandering to the CD Amber was holding. Soyeon bursted out, laughing and she put on an egoist look. "Mhm, well, I don't even know... should I sign it? You know, I'm really busy..." She giggled, shaking her head. "Joking, of course. Why wouldn't I?! Since I'm your biggest fan as well! But I already have some of your signature." She winked and took a pen out of her pocket, quickly writing her signature on the case. "I feel honoured, Miss AJ. Did you like our album? I hope so."

` ♕ girls just wanna have fun — amber && soyeon

Amber smiled unconsciously hearing the girl was singing from afar, surprised with the sudden hug she wrapped her arms around the girl as she patted her back. “I missed you.” She mumbled into the other’s ear, with a soft chuckle. “Yes, it is. I kind of wanted to meet you since I really miss hanging out with you.” She sighed in relief, “Ah, I thought I really took that long that you were already singing out of boredom..” she scratched her head, “Alright.” She started to walk beside Soyeon.

The tomboy couldn’t help but to wander off her eyes to the whole place, she hadn’t gone to this place before, and it seems like it was really pretty. As she heard the other spoke up, she shifted her sight to Soyeon, “Well, I’m working on my next album and comeback. Maybe that’s why. You should definitely watch out for it.” She grinned, “That reminds me!” she suddenly pulled out something from her bag. “I really like the songs on your new album so… tadah!” she showed jayKAY’s album that she bought a few days ago. “Can you sign it for me?” she laughed, showing off a puppy eyes. “Please, Soyeon-ah? I’m your number one fan..” she grinned jokingly. 

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Of course I'm right, I always am. (/ rolls her eyes to the side dramatically) Exactly. And that would be... awful. Really. I loved working through our way to the top, but if I had to do it again... (/ shakes her head) No, thank you. (/ nods two times) Yes, though we have great stylists as well as our lovely visual unnie who's great at clothes, so. (/ chuckles softly) And continue it that way. That's one thing every idol should learn: not to let the stress take over you and your body. Stress can ruin everything. (/ shakes her head again) I'm great, thank you dear. How about you? (/ nods slowly) Well yeah, hectic schedules... (/ chuckles, shrugging once. Her mind is suddenly filled with thoughts and memories about the past, when both of them met on a regular daily basis. Especially when they were still dating... It was quite long ago. Soyeon still thinks back of their relationship as good memories, even if it didn't end very well. She's glad that they still talk and well, we could say that they are still friends. Which makes things so much easier. She imagines how the situation would be if they were enemies,rivals,who shared a past together. It would be... hard. Soyeon is sure about that.)

` ♕ underneath the candelabra — soojung && soyeon

(/blinks a few times before shaking her head) I guess you are right about that. I think. (/shrugs) I know. If you lose, might as well have it at the start. Not now when you’ve already accomplished so much. I really wouldn’t like it if that were to happen. Every little thing would count too. (/sighs softly) Every outfit, song, dance, video. I’m just glad I haven’t let the stress take over me just yet. (/laughs as she smiled) Anyways! I’d rather not lower the mood anymore. How are you though? I haven’t exactly seen you like this for awhile now. (/chuckles, leans her back on the wall) 

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★ three different entertainments are constantly at war- fighting to reach the top. which side will you choose to be under and will you be able to succeed?

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{ ❝ i’ll stop being lazy and reply soon — people who are waiting for me

sooyoung

amber

{ ❝ don’t worry, i can wait — people i’m waiting for

daehyun

hwayoung

suzy

soojung

taeyeon

minho * starter

qri

jieun

min

{ ❝ yes we should definitely hang out - or not — people i’m plotting with

you?~~~

myungsoo

say

minzy

nana

kikwang

gd

serri

zico

zinni

junhyung

// sasdasd i’m going to steal your idea guys and going to randomly message people because fun fun fun~~~ //

{ ❝ aish, yes, i still wanted to say… — the notes

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A relieved smile lightened up her face again, covering half of it as she was just too happy that she wasn’t found by some gangster or creepy old man but an acquiantance from the music industry. She’s already heard some things about Minx, since jayKAY’s another member, Qri shared a good relationship with her. But other than that, Soyeon didn’t really know anything about this person and that made her think only for a few seconds. If she was a cruel and unreliable person, Qri surely wouldn’t be friends with her. No way.

„Alright, Min is it then.” She smiled and nodded, tucking a few strands of hair behind her ear. „It’s nice to finally meet you. Well, the situation isn’t quite pleasant, but I guess that’s not really a problem.” She chuckled, covering her mouth with her hand. „If I know correctly, you are good friends with Qri?” Soyeon raised a brow and while she was waiting for an answer, she took her mobile phone in her hands. There still wasn’t any signal. But hopefully, she didn’t even need that anymore now that Min has found her.

Soyeon unconsciously stuck out her tongue. „Actually, it happened just like so. I wanted to take a walk in the forest, but when I reached the end of the path, I ended up here, in this endless field or what is it.” She looked around, lifting her arm and moving it to the side. „By the way, I’ve had driving lessons, I just didn’t like it so I stopped doing it.” She shrugged. „Interesting? Well, I wouldn’t really call this… interesting. It was at first, but now that I’ve been running around in circles for, I guess, more than two hours, it really isn’t funny.” Soyeon made a face.

Somehow, the younger girl had a feeling that maybe Min wasn’t the best person to show the way out of this middle of nowhere. As she was studying her, there was something suspicious and mysterious about her that made Soyeon shiver but she hoped it was just another stupid theory of hers. She used to have many of those. It didn’t matter how desperate Soyeon could’ve looked, Min didn’t move, not even a bit of her body. She just stood there, her eyes stuck on the younger one like she didn’t have any intentions of helping the girl.

Soyeon couldn’t help but frown at the hearing of her question. „Well, it is. It would be if I could stare at the stars from home.” Actually, that was a lie. Soyeon had to admit that the sky was so beautiful now that there were no clouds or fog to hide the stars from their eyes. But still, she knew that if she said what she was really thinking of then Min surely wouldn’t want to take her home. Which was something she needed very, very much right now. Soyeon grimaced again when she spoke. „Mhm, yeah. Anyways-”, she turned to Min, „-could you please bring me home somehow? Or at least show the way to the city. I’d be very, very grateful. And I promise I’m going to pay it back for you.”

lost and insecure - soyeon + min

Min waited patiently, even though the weather was getting colder. She wondered why she hadn’t taken a thicker coat, but only for a fleeting moment, as she realised there was more fun for her to have than worrying about coats all night. She stood with the hands in the pockets of the one that she did bring, hopping from foot to foot to keep the blood pumping all the way to her feet, as she waited for the strange familiar voice to respond to her. She replayed it in her head, trying t o work out who exactly it belonged to, but her memory was kind of fuzzy and her brain was uncooperative.

                As the figure moved closer (the field was high enough to at least reach Min’s waist, and she wasn’t short, so she could hear whoever was moving by the swish sound that the grasses made when someone moved through them) Min shook herself to attention and focused on the direction that the sound was coming from. As the girl approached until she was right in front of her, Min raised an eyebrow to find that it was in fact the maknae of her friend Qri’s group… Soyeon, was it?

                “Yup, Minx is the name,” she said, dragging the words out with a lopsided smirk and a tone that suggested she was taking intent delight in being recognised, and recognising the girl opposite her. “Although, I invite you to address me as Min. Much more… friendly, is it not?” she gave the girl a long smile which reminded her faintly of a certain Cheshire cat. “And JP Entertainment, yup, that’s it. Represent, right?” she chuckled, kneading her left hand against her right to keep it warm.

                “So… how was it exactly that you ended up out here in the countryside? I don’t remember you ever having driving lessons or purchasing a car… it couldn’t be that you walked all this way, right?” she tilted her head with another raised eyebrow, looking the girl up and down and deciding that she couldn’t have walked all the way here, or she would have been more sweaty… more distressed as such. “How… interesting,” she tapped her foot along to the rhythm of her words, again just to keep warm.

                “A beautiful night, is it not?” she looked up to the stars. “I quite like the stars on a night like this… no clouds… so clear… it just makes you want to spend more time outdoors. I don’t know if I’d quite take it to the extremes of hitchhiking at least thirty, forty miles down the road to stand in the middle of a random field in the country and scream though. I don’t know, I was going to join the Standing In Fields and Screaming club back in high school, but for some reason it really just didn’t float my boat…” she mused drily, shrugging slightly.

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(/ tilts her head) Well, I've never really had problems with working too hard so I don't know if you're right or not. (/ shrugs and smirks) Isn't that all of us are? Everyone in the music industry is a form of entertainment, for the fans, for each other. (/ nods) Thanks for your sturdiness. Don't worry, I'd do well. (/ raises a brow and chuckles) (/ nods) Yes, you're absolutely right. It would be hella disappointing. If you lose, lose at the beginning, not when there are so many things to lose. I've been thinking about it a lot... (/ pouts) What if things weren't going as great and there has to be only one bad concept, one wrong move and all of it would be gone. (/ shakes her head) I'm not sure I could be able to accept that.

` ♕ underneath the candelabra — soojung && soyeon

Well, things can get pretty easy for us. Too much work wouldn’t make it as fun as it is for us now. (/laughs softly before crossing her arms, her eyes still raised) Oh? So that’s what I am now, huh Soyeon? A form of entertainment. (/chuckles softly as she shook her head) I’ll just go ahead and take that as a compliment, but you’ll do fine..I think. (/laughs as she shook her head, wanting her to know that it was just a joke) I know what you’re saying though. It is competition. I really don’t want to just…lose. I mean, we’ve been working hard for this for years now and I guess if we lost to them…won’t that be a little too disappointing? (/blinks a few times before sighing softly, nodding her head) 

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` ♕ there's plenty time to sleep when we die — jieun && soyeon

(/ It's finally the night. It was so hard to convince the manager to let Soyeon have a sleepover at one of her friends' place – who isn't even in the same company as her – but she succeeded in the end. The elevator's doors open and Soyeon steps out to the hallway, immediately turning to the route which leads to Jieun's dorm. Her face is covered with a wide smile, her hands fully packed with a huge bag containing different kinds of sweets and snacks which are going to come in handy during the night. Since she's become an idol, Soyeon rarely had girly nights with people outside from her group; and she was missing it. Laughing together, having a pillow-fight, sitting on the couch and watching some romantic chick flick Soyeon hates so much. But still, sleepovers always have that great atmosphere to it and that's what she loves.) Jieun-ah, I'm here!~ (/ she shouts after she presses the doorbell, waiting for her friend to come and let her in)

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I envy you, I wish I could just chill and watch other groups as my schedules. (/ snickers and brushes a few strands of hair out of her face) Oh my, of course not. Who would keep me entertained if I made you leave? (/ dramatically sighs, placing her hand on her chest) Yeah, I know that. I know you well enough to be aware you're not the type who gives up. (/ tilts her head, studying your expression) You're a great leader, Soojung, you've always been. I wish I could have that strength of yours. But as a maknae, I don't think I need it. (/ chuckles softly then nods) Indeed, you can see that they are still new. But last year's rookies were much worse than they are now. Of course, those groups have improved since then. (/ puckers up her lips) I don't know if I should be happy about it or not. Not that I'd be jealous, since our group is popular, so I don't have a reason for it, but... (/ shrugs) Too much good groups aren't great either. We'll see, I guess.

` ♕ underneath the candelabra — soojung && soyeon

This is my schedule, for your information. I think I can be here, don’t you think so Soyeon? Or would you rather make me leave instead? (/blinks a few times, still frowning at the other as she chuckled softly) It would absolutely embarrassing for me, the group and the agency. You know I won’t let anything like that happen to my group. I’m one competitive girl. I hate losing. (/smirks before she had moved her eyes to the screen, watching the rookies performing on stage) They are really good, better than what I expected from the rookies this year. That freshness is still there though, like when we debuted but they’ve got..an edge. I just can’t get a grasp from it, but I’m pretty sure most of them are going to make it big by next year.

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For a few minutes Soyeon didn’t do anything but standing, her eyes stuck at her friend. The she bursted out, a short but cheerful laugh leaving her lips.

 „Mhm, for what occasion did you buy it? Or did you get it as a gift? I wonder who could give you such things as a present.” Soyeon chuckled. „Too bad I’ve never seen you wearing it, I’m sure it would fit your body perfectly.” The girl covered her mouth with her hand, trying to dissemble her wishful look as she was imagining the nightgown she was now holding in her hand on Qri. A wonderful and rather sensual picture showed up in her mind; she didn’t try to erase or deny it anymore, it wouldn’t have made sense. She knew herself very well how badly she wanted the girl, in every meaning and that wouldn’t change even if she repressed this fact in herself.

 „You promise me you’re going to wear it? At least once so I can say it?” There weren’t any hidden meanings or ulterior motives in her voice, she tried to let her know about her interest in seeing that chemise on her as indifferently as she could. She wasn’t sure if the girl would agree to it, in fact, chances were quite low but she couldn’t miss the opportunity to somehow be able to catch a sigh of the off-stage Qri. Even if the older was always hot in Soyeon’s eyes, this occasion would’ve given a brand new meaning to the world 'sexy' and the maknae wanted to be there when it happened.

The pale pink blush on her unnie’s face didn’t help her removing her smile, especially because it was such a rare occasion to see Qri embarrassed. But Soyeon was able to do it. The girl was so proud of herself for the reason she could extort so many seemingly impossible emotions from the woman standing in front of her – who had just torn the clothing out of her hands – and that she got closer to the goal with every single moment. Because the fact that she was able to achieve it had to mean something, right? Soyeon wanted to believe it and she did. Suddenly she started thinking about how much the one we love is capable of when it comes to our behaviour or quirks. Soyeon had experienced it too: only Qri was able to make her unsure about herself and her emotions, not to mention the storm which was raging in her mind whenever these so-called feelings flushed through her body. And only she was able to bring it forth, no one else.

As the girl came into the closet to hide the freshly discovered textile, Soyeon turned to face her, putting one hand on the side of the door while resting the other on her hip. „I chose the outfit. The problem is that you have too many great clothes.” Well, the problem is rather that you look great in everything, she added to herself. She walked to the clothes she had put aside before and grabbed a white high-waisted shorts with cheetah prints on it, a dark grey sweater and a faux fur vest, handing them over to Qri. „I was thinking that it would look great with those grey ankle boots of yours, so I recommend wearing them.” Soyeon flashed a genuine smile at her. Her gaze unintentionally drifted towards the closed wardrobe which was hiding so many extremely sexy clothes she couldn’t pick for several reasons. One of the most important was that there were minuses raging outside, and the other one was that she couldn’t just dress her unnie up like she was going to a „Going Crazy” performance. Because, no matter how absolutely fabolous and great they looked like on her, they could’ve been scarcely worn in public, for Soyeon’s biggest disappointment.

I’m going to make her wear that nighty no matter what.

If Qri was satisfied with the set then Soyeon didn’t hesitate to unbutton her jeans and take it off only to replace it with another one (the one Qri had picked). She stopped for a moment, thinking if she should continue removing her clothes; it wasn’t the first time they were changing in front of each other, hell no, they were both females after all and had seen the other half-naked or even more naked several times already. But Soyeon still paused, thinking that the current situation was different. Her teeth gently drilled into her lower lip and after a few seconds of delay she shrugged, pulling her shirt off of her upper body as well.

❧ ;; the effect she can have || soyeon & qri

As Qri made her way toward the bed, she let a soft sigh escape her lips. Curling up on herself and pressing back against the cold wall, she almost felt like hiding from Soyeon’s view. She didn’t want the younger girl to notice anything odd about her behaviour, even though she had already been beyond odd earlier on. It was odd how unrestrained she was around the girl, and it was beginning to slip from weird to mildly discomforting. Habits die hard, and Qri’s habits of being a statue toward even the people she loved was definitely a difficult one to kick. But for now, she would have to stop her over-thinking - perhaps, she could allow herself to immerse in lack of control for once in her life. It would be hard, and it would be a strange sensation for herself as a whole, but the sacrifices she made to just be around Soyeon was enough. She had even volunteered, over the other girls, to join Soyeon in creating their soon-to-be-released duet comeback - a whole bunch of ballad songs that Qri definitely would not be able to sing.

There was always a sense of inferiority when Qri was around the other girls - she was trained to be pretty, gracious, and someone the cameras would love. She wasn’t trained to discover undiscovered talent, like Soyeon and her voice. She wasn’t trained in anything special besides dance, and that was mostly overlooked in girl groups. The only advantage she had for herself happened to be her pretty face that attracted the most attention - 1 plus was that she got to be at the front of photo shoots and shows; 1 minus was that she was still hidden toward the back of performances at times, especially whenever it wasn’t a dance break. It was a difficult process to balance - the pros and cons seemed to consistently weigh each other out, so how could she decide if this was the right idea for her?

Of course, it was far too late to turn back on her word and possibly escape the business. That just wasn’t a possibility at this point - she would just have to endure the lack of love she received whenever she was too ‘statue-like’, the pain of twisted ankles and broken wrists whenever she worked too hard (in which, she still performed, even if one half of her body was covered with bandages). It was her passion, but it was a dying one at times. It was hard to not only keep up with the fame their group was descending upon, but harder to deal with the backlash they were often offered. Especially toward Qri herself, who already had low enough of a fan base to risk it dissipating entirely.

She almost had to stop and think about why she was considered so unpopular within the group, if she was the face of the group.

Soyeon’s voice snapped her back from her thoughts and Qri lifted her head suddenly, eyes blurry as they focused on the silhouette by the door. She blinked in surprise at the attire that dangled from the younger’s fingers, only to become hazy with confusion. “No, I don’t think…” she mumbled slightly, trailing off as she slid off the bed and padded slowly toward the latter. What use did she have for such flimsy items? Why would she own anything like th—

Oh god.

“Yeah, that’s mine.” Qri blushed as she muttered under her breath, snatching the ‘clothing’ item from the young girl’s grasp, well aware of the broad grin the other donned. It wasn’t exactly a plan for Qri to own such skimpy items - to be very honest, it had been a gift during her modeling years. She wasn’t one to throw away gifts (no matter how inappropriate, or merely useless they were), and so she had stowed it away without another thought. It was pretty embarrassing to see it again as she stashed it toward the back of the closet once more, wordlessly.

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(/ she chuckles at your sudden cold behaviour) Yeah, I can see it. Why are you here then? Don't you have schedules? If you're so busy... (/ tilts her head and the wide grin on her face just can't disappear. The way they interact with each other after the break-up still can surprise her because it always changes; sometimes they are like best friends, but sometimes they just tease the other. And sometimes, they hate each other. Not literally, of course, since it doesn't matter that they were once lovers, all of that happened in the past and they completely moved on – hopefully. But people can never forget their first – lesbian – love so easily.) Ah, someone's quite big-headed, isn't she? I'm glad you have that many awards though. It would be funny if you didn't after 4 years. (/ laughs and points at the screen) They are good. Very good. I'm surprised that they are rookies. I can't wait to see where they end up after a year or so.

` ♕ underneath the candelabra — soojung && soyeon

That’s why I like this. They’re a motivation too. (/blinks before laughing softly as she shook her head slightly) Well, that’s not a problem for me. I like working hard. (/eyes widen at the sudden contact, staring at her a few moments before taking a few steps back. taking in a deep breath) I’ll check it out when I hear it on the radio. I don’t exactly have time right now as you can see. (/blinks, frowning slightly before she turned her head to the television, watching the next performers) I can’t exactly tell you how many we have because I’ve already lost count of them. So, I’d just tell you that we have a cabinet for all of those awards.