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it's pouring rain today and that feels right .

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strawberry wine and all the time we used to have those things i miss but know they're never coming back

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i'm putting this here because 1 it's probably gonna be incoherent and 2 it's so obviously part of me that has influenced the backstory of this muse and why it's been so hard to write here but i'm just so ??????? i don't know . i found out that he is / where he is buried today and i just . i don't know i've been looking for answers for almost a year exactly and i just feel like i can breathe again and i'm still so fucking angry that he's gone but the fact that i can see him and be that close even if it's not the same it's something and that's just . yeah . it's something .

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YES he's an spn muse . YES he is canonically connected to emma somehow . i'll MAKE IT WORK

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𝗗𝗬𝗟𝗔𝗡 𝗛𝗔𝗚𝗔𝗡 𝗦𝗖𝗥𝗔𝗣𝗕𝗢𝗢𝗞 : 2 / ∞ featuring summer hawthorne .

— 𝙢𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙨 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 —

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i need him to drop the great divide more than i need the air in my lungs

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𝗗𝗬𝗟𝗔𝗡 𝗛𝗔𝗚𝗔𝗡 𝗖𝗔𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗔 𝗥𝗢𝗟𝗟 : 3 / ∞ dylan performs an unreleased song . ( x )

— 𝙢𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙨 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 —

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Day 04: A song that makes you sad

Why by Rascal Flatts

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                      your  𝓵𝓪𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓮𝓻  haunts me like a   r i n g i n g   in my ear                              you left me long ago   YOU’RE STILL EVERYWHERE

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The worse part about losing someone isn’t the exact moment or day you lose them. It’s later when you have exciting news to tell them, or see something that reminds you of them, or even achieved something worth telling them, only to realize that they are no longer there. I think that’s the hardest part about losing someone, it’s the aching feeling that comes when they go.

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so pack up your car , put a hand to your heart , say whatever you feel , be wherever you are we ain't angry at you love you're the greatest thing we've lost

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you inched yourself across the great divide and we drove aimlessly along the twin state line .

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𝗗𝗬𝗟𝗔𝗡 𝗛𝗔𝗚𝗔𝗡 𝗦𝗖𝗥𝗔𝗣𝗕𝗢𝗢𝗞 : 2 / ∞ featuring summer hawthorne .

— 𝙢𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙨 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 —

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𝗗𝗬𝗟𝗔𝗡 𝗛𝗔𝗚𝗔𝗡 𝗖𝗔𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗔 𝗥𝗢𝗟𝗟 : 2 / ∞ you settle down , you're feelin' lost getting stoned , and kickin' rocks .

— 𝙢𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙨 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 / 𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨 —

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        ANGER   WAS   :                                      BETTER   THAN   TEARS                                     BETTER   THAN   GRIEF                                     BETTER   THAN   GUILT

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