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Stretchy Sethy

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like I swear I have ADHD but I also need to account for the fact that I don't remember a time when caffeine wasn't in my life cuz I've been on this shit since I was a kid. and maybe the reason why I feel like I need amphetamines is because I've had stimulants so long that it's completely destroyed my focus. I don't think I've had a sober day in a decade it's literally been caffeine caffeine caffeine my whole life

gues who's gonna try quitting caffeine again soon or maybe at least quit coffee. limit myself to a red bull a day which is like half the caffeine I usually have

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gues who's gonna try quitting caffeine again soon or maybe at least quit coffee. limit myself to a red bull a day which is like half the caffeine I usually have

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I think cringe culture is still alive inside me and I will do whatever it takes to drive it out of me

honestly maybe I am afraid of liking things. like I can think of a lot of things that I hesitate to talk about liking because I just feel threatened. maybe that's the next thing I work towards. maybe I should just let myself like things

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honestly maybe I am afraid of liking things. like I can think of a lot of things that I hesitate to talk about liking because I just feel threatened. maybe that's the next thing I work towards. maybe I should just let myself like things

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alright maybe I can admit that actually I still need to get over the last guy cuz any time I think to myself hmmm maybe I should pursue someone romantically it never stops feeling like a rebound instead of a fresh start. which is dumb because I blocked them and really really do not want to speak to them like at all so it should be easy to get over it right. maybe it's a consequence of being the first time I've ever really liked someone but I gotta figure out how to do resolve this

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It's like expensive and it means I stream a little less cuz I don't like streaming the day after but I might drop 20 bucks on a bag of weed gummis cuz I need assistance in relaxing and actually taking the day off on my day off I'm soooo spread thin energy wise. I need to mentally clock out for a day

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i also forgot i was autistic and i’m like crashing hard from the constant socialization between working customer service and streaming every day I need a rest day I need to just not speak

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god being like actually aware of your behavior actually kinda sucks because now you have to actually admit to yourself when aspects of you are part of a false persona you’ve built for yourself

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what if we jerked each other off tom and jerry style

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I miss gay flirting but the last guy fucked me up bad enough that I think I've lost any sort of security I felt when doing it. like now it's just scary and makes me feel like a creep again we literally went back 2 steps after the last guy

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Commission for @/caliburtiger on Instagram

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streaming more hgss. shiny lugia hunt and then the rest of the game. come hang out with me