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reaching out. holding on. praying to god or begging for more. longing to be held. struggling to let go. is there a form of yearning that our hands alone can’t show?

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U ever catch urself clenching the living SHIT out of your jaw for no reason ....calm down queen nothing's happening.......yet

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tgcf is like if xie lian was faced with the trolley problem every single day and every day he said "i'll choose a third option!" and that option was throwing himself in front of the trolley to stop it but instead it flips over and kills/maims everyone on both tracks and xie lian himself

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the universe will always find a way to gently remind you to kill yourself

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THIS IS SO FUNNY LMAO

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“It hurts…”

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Something about the whole "Eming is born of Hua Cheng's desire to live and Rouye is born of Xie Lian's desire to die," and then how Xie Lian wears funeral colours and Hua Cheng wears wedding colours. God oriented towards death and stillness and self-denial. Ghost oriented towards life and hope and happiness.

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the flesh is unwilling and honestly, the spirit isn't too keen on the idea either

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Rodarte | Fall/Winter 2023

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hualian wips from last summer 😭 idk why I never finished them

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thank u season 1 and 2 for giving me screen caps that match this text post perfectly

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If you fall in love with a ghost person (thing?) in the world of tgcf does that count as necrophilia or what-?

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happy birthday to all goth and emo characters whos creators in strokes of genius made your birthdays on halloween to symbolize how goth and/or emo you are. and to frank iero who this happened to in real life somehow 

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unpopular opinion but tgcf is the weakest of all of mxtx's novels

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xie lian as tumblr text text posts

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THE QUOTES 😭😭😭