uhjules

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remind me not to eat pls i gotta wear a bikini in front of my bf and his friends on sunday thanks

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the urge to kill myself everytime i say im tired and my mom says "u did nothing today"

[uhjules]

im getting the fuck out of this house as soon as i can

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i actually hate being here

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when i get home from having fun and im immediately hit with passive aggressiveness

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i hate living here

[uhjules]

somebody get rid of alcohol i ahge coming home wnd smelling it

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why do i have a feeling that my moms gonna take half my money to go buy alcohol

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why does my mom do that passive aggressive thing where my grandma asks if im gonna sleep all day tomorrow and my mom goes "well she did that all of today" like omg you do the same thing and ive never yelled at you for it

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so shes allowed to cancel stuff when shes tired but im not allowed to when i do it. okayy

[uhjules]

i love my mom but i just wanna live with my dad sometjmes

[uhjules]

feeling fatter than ever, constantly looking at other girls, trump just got elected, doing bad in school, binging almost everyday, rewatching euphoria and having a talking stage that u know wont work out bcs ur parents wont let u hangout 💗

[uhjules]

please god get me out of this body

[uhjules]

shes so skinny and perfect im gonna cry when is it my turn

[uhjules]

i smell the ed coming back

[uhjules]

somebody get me out of here i was born to be in california and having fun

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me when my mom ignores what i said and continues to talk about her situation and doesnt even look at me when i walk away