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“The Punisher” comic series sentence meme

❝ You kill because you like it. ❞

❝ And every one of them deserved it. ❞

❝ I keep telling you, I can fix it for you if you’ll only say the word. ❞

❝ This ends like it started. In blood. ❞

❝ I don’t know who they think they’re kidding ❞

❝ Don’t think the past means shit to me. ❞

❝ There is a great beast loose in the world of men. ❞

❝ They aren’t coming back no matter what you do. ❞

❝ Someone’s been watching war movies. ❞

❝ Note the restlessness, the constant need for violent action that characterizes the true adrenaline junkie. ❞

❝ Pretend it never happened. Deny, deny, deny. ❞

❝ Don’t even know what planet I’m on. But I think I’m about to find out. ❞

❝ You can kill every single one of them. That’s the gift I’ll give you.❞

❝ Every night I go out and make the world sane. ❞

❝ Trying to pretend you’re just an ordinary Joe. Spare me, will you? ❞

❝ Don’t lose it. You lose it, and you’re no help to anyone. ❞

❝ I went as far as I ever want to go, this time. ❞

❝ This ‘real America’? It’s a fucking dream, man. ❞

❝ I don’t work for or with anyone. Eventually they let you down. ❞

❝ You made it, you silly son of a bitch. ❞

❝ Still seeing triple here. Not good at all. ❞

❝ You know, he is in great shape for a guy his age. I wonder if he’s got a big dick? ❞

❝ Crime never ends. It claims its victims. ❞

❝ In the end I guess it’s easy after all. ❞

❝ That’s an M60. He just put an M60 in the back of that Subaru. ❞

❝ You really going to beg? ❞

❝ That’s when I knew I was getting desperate. ❞

❝ I think you’re still a human being. ❞

❝ Seeking without realizing. Into the nightmare again and again. ❞

❝ I believe some… darkness reached out to you. ❞

❝ I’m a fucking people person, aren’t I? ❞

❝ If the moment comes, pal, don’t kid yourself you’ll last a second. ❞

❝ All you did was lose control. ❞

❝ When the time comes, I can put him down like a rabid dog. ❞

❝ Go to hell where you belong, you cock-sucker. ❞

❝ A war that lasts forever, a war that never ends, but you have to say the word. ❞

❝ Was there a time you weren’t so certain of yourself, that your life wasn’t a foregone conclusion? ❞

❝ You take no pleasure in what you do, take no pleasure in anything that I can see. ❞

❝ You get the other guy on the ropes, you keep him there. ❞

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Gundham,      as   you   would   expect,      self   -   identifies   as   a   vegan.      He   won't   use   any   animal   products   that   were   not   given   unto   him   freely   by   the   animals   he   cares   for,      &      he   really   never   cares   for   animals   in   an   agricultural   setting.   

Commercial   products   are   out   of   the   question.      He   doesn't   tend   to   lecture   other   people   about   their   choice   whether   to   consume   commercial   products   or   not,      but   bringing   it   up   to   him,      asking   him   about   it   or   trying   to   tease   him   about   it   is   a   surefire   way   to   get   a   very   in   -   depth      &      uncomfortable   talk   on   the   cruelties      &      lack   of   oversight   of   the   meat   trade,      which   of   course   comes   wrapped   in   his   peculiar   dramatic   manner   of   speech.      It's   enough   to   make   anybody   lose   their   appetite   !

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❝   ‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒   She   got   that   Wuthering   Heights   pussy. ❞

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SAIHARA.

Nerves, he could handle. The two of them had quickly formed a bond that included a certain level of trust, of course. There was something nagging him more than that, though. Shuichi shook his head, offering a shy smile. He reached up to rest a hand over one of Kiyo’s own. How could someone mention that happening so casually? It just didn’t sit right when it hit his ear. 

“No, it’s not that. I think doing something for the first time is always going to make me a bit hesitant.” He swallowed hard, doing his best to come up with a way to bring things back to that topic without seeming insensitive. “But now I have to admit that I’m curious about… your first time?” Oh, how he hoped he didn’t just sound like a pervert that wanted the whole story, gruesomely perverted details included. 

“It’s just… you mentioned it like… like you would talk about cleaning a display case. Are you sure that you’ve moved on from it?” The last thing he wanted was to set off some terrible memories for the other, but it was necessary to make sure that Kiyo wasn’t just trying to push through things for the sake of experience – or if he were only doing things because he thought it was what Shuichi wanted for them. “We can talk about it if you want?” 

‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒   𝐈𝐓      𝐖𝐀𝐒      𝐓𝐇𝐄      𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓      𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆      𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓      𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐔𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐘      𝐆𝐀𝐕𝐄      𝐊𝐈𝐘𝐎      𝐏𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄.      Unexpected,      but   also   touching,      like   ...   like   Shuichi   had   reached   in      &      brushed   his   fingers   along   some   hidden,      secret   part   of   the   student   of   anthropology.      Like   an   anthropologist   himself,      discovering   something   lost   to   uncover      &      study   it.      Learning   its   forgotten   truths.      How   clever   Shuichi   is.      How   compassionate   !

Slowly   Korekiyo   lowered   his   ropes.      There   was   a   look   in   his   eyes   like   he   was   waking   up   from   a   dream,      or   seeing   something   for   the   very   first   time.      It   seemed   effortless,      the   way   that   Shuichi   disarmed   him.      He   had   questions   he   needed   answered   ;      perhaps   Kiyo   should   have   expected   that      (      the   anthropologist   had   a   habit   of   getting   carried   away,      though,      especially   with   Shuichi      ).

❝   You   present   a   good   point   ...   I   suppose   if   you   feel   I   am   rushing   into   this,      then   there   is   something   to   be   said   for   that.   ❞            His   soft   voice   sounded   almost   wistful.      Not   ashamed,      but   markedly   unsure.      He   hadn’t   doubted   his   own   intentions   before   Shuichi   called   them   into   question.      Yet,      his   faith   in   the   detective   had   grown   to   be   such   that   he   was   reluctant   to   simply   deny   there   might   be   some   truth   in   what   the   other   was   saying.

❝   I   wouldn’t   mind   going   into   it   more   if   you   wish.      Despite   the   𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄   of   my   first   experience,      I   always   thought   of   it   as   having   been   a   good   thing,      because   of   the   door   it   opened   inside   me.      Still,      I   confess   it   was   ...   very   painful.      I   have   always   been   grateful   for   the   hospitality   that   taught   me   how   to   see   the   person   I   lost,      but   that   was   also   the   first   time   I   ever   truly   feared   for   my   life.      I   suppose   I   felt   that   it   was   something   to   be   welcomed,      if   I   had   been   to   pass   from   this   realm   that   night.      The   more   I’ve   gotten   to   know   you,      though,      the   more   I’ve   thought   that   I   had   been   wrong   to   feel   that   way.   ❞

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GOKUHARA.

       ||       “ HOW DID KOREKIYO KNOW!? “ 

Gonta is soon in front of Korekiyo, hands gripping the others shoulders as he leans over. accidentally , he is towering over the other. 

               “ Gonta has many questions about the strange Human world. None of it makes sense to Gonta. Please tell Gonta what humans do! “ 

‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒   𝐎𝐇   !      It’s   a   bit   startling   to   be   grabbed   so   suddenly   by   his   massive   classmate.      But   that’s   OK.      Korekiyo   takes   it   pretty   well.      He   never   was   too   protective   of   his   personal   space,      in   all   honesty.      Nor   does   he   mind   being   touched   unexpectedly.

(      It’s   as   if   he   simply   never   learned   those   sorts   of   boundaries.      )

❝   Ah,      have   no   fear.      It   will   be   my   pleasure   to   help   you   learn   !      In   general   terms,      birthdays   are   days   of   celebration.      One   spends   it   with   friends   or   loved   ones,      traditionally   taking   a   meal   together.      The   guests   often   give   gifts   unto   the   person   whose   birthday   it   is.      Because   of   Western   influence,      it’s   also   common   to   eat   cake   or   other   desserts   after   the   meal.   ❞

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MERFOLK.

His  nervousness  gives  them  a  sense  of  having  the  upper  hand  over  him.    That fact makes them more calm about being face to face with the likes of a human,  which every merperson knows is a dangerous position to be in.    To maintain that upper hand is a simple matter,  and therefore they’re grinning at him,  affecting an appearance of being completely unconcerned.

They rest their chin in their palms,  tail curling up as if for effect,  glittering in the late afternoon sunlight.    There’s a mischievous gleam to their eye,  like they’re about to start something and know it.

“ Oh really ?    That’s pretty brave of you.    Most humans have more sense than that !    It isn’t often one will approach a shark,  either,  after all.    I’d be careful if I were you,  though.    If you touch me wrong,  you’ll die.    That’s because of the kind of merperson I am,  see ? ”

‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒   𝐓𝐇𝐄      𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐍      𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐖𝐒      𝐇𝐈𝐒      𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃      𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊      𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃      𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅.      The   merfolk   in   front   of   him   doesn’t   look   dangerous,   but   it’s   not   as   if   there’s   never   been   a   darker   side   to   all   those   stories.      Not   only   the   magical   powers   of   mermaid   flesh,      but   the   insatiable   appetites   of   the   merfolk   themselves,      &      the   cruel   things   they   do   to   humans   foolish   enough   to   heed   their   promises   of   wishes   granted.

Maybe   it’s   not   wise   to   get   too   close,      like   this   one   says   ...   but   maybe   they   aren’t   telling   the   truth.      Kiibo   quite   frankly   isn’t   sure   what   to   think.      What   to   do.      He’s   never   come   into   contact   with   their   kind   before.      Shouldn’t   he   seize   this   opportunity   before   it   slips   away   ?      Nobody   would   ever   believe   him   if   he   doesn’t   have   any   proof   this   happened,      right   ?

❝   Why   is   that   ?   ❞            the   young   man   asks,            ❝   What   will   you   do   to   me   if   I   touch   you   wrong   ?      &      what   does   that   actually   mean,      anyway   ?      I   don’t   have   any   reason   to   hurt   you.   ❞

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HAGAKURE.

tired eyes peered at the scraggily young man. this was the ‘ demons’ leader? this man who was so ready to be defeated because some child outsmarted him? that another young lady had showed him up and been a better leader for the demons than , that was enough to get him to sulk? 

“ Honestly, Leader-kun. I’m real disappointed. I thought you were a stronger man than this. I guess I was wrong about you. “ 

“ By ‘ Lil’shit , You mean your little sister? She might be dead… aren’t you upset about that? “ 

‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒   𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐆      𝐎𝐅      𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆      𝐃𝐈𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐓      𝐓𝐎      𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄.      He   didn’t   feel   like   a   stronger   man.      He’d   tried   to   be   everything   for   everyone,      but   he   wasn’t   blind   to   the   facts   of   where   he’d   ended   up.      Ultimately   he   couldn’t   even   say   with   any   certainty   whether   his   hesitation   to   fight   had   really   been   the   best   call   or   not,      because   for   all   the   ground   they’d   gained,      had   it   ever   really   been   in   their   interests   to   fight   without   a   weapon      (      so   much   for   that   trump   card      ),      much   less   in   their   power   ?      Yet,      on   the   other   hand,      it   really   was   some   girl   just   a   little   younger   than   himself   that   had   come      &      saved   the   adults.

Suppose   that   was   what   left   him   to   sulk.      Wouldn’t   it   have   been   nice   if   the   others   could   just   have   left   him   to   his   own   devices   ?      It’d   probably   all   be   easier   if   he   was   ignored      &      faded   away,      if   not   peacefully,      then   at   least   quietly.      Goddamn,      he   was   full   of   impotent   frustration      &      bile.      He   wanted   to   rise   to   Hiroko’s   challenge      &      yet,      that   was   all   that   could   come   out.

❝   Yeah,      I   do   mean   her.      What’s   it   matter   if   I’m   upset   or   not   ?      She   ruined   the   lives   of   everyone   here.      She’s   responsible   for   killing   my   father.      Does   it   make   me   a   better   person   or   a   worse   one   if   I   feel   sorry   she   might   be   gone   ?      Hmph   ...   you   can   think   I’m   a   poor   leader   all   you   like,      but   I’m   just   accepting   the   outcome   here.      I’m   not   ...   needed,      anymore.   ❞

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grrgngbn old man

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PERMISSION FROM ARTIST

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I   know   I   said   I   had   as   many   muses   as   I   needed   but   I’m   adding   Gundham. Please   feel   free   to   send   things   to   Gundham.

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SHSL [DISNEY] PRINCE ISHIMARU

bringing back talentswap prince ishimaru because janelle that’s why

i so desperately want this to be a thing tbh and if you draw prince ishimaru 4 me i’ll probably cry and love you forever just saying;;;;;;;;; yeah„„i’ll design animal breeder mondo eventually„

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Send “Make Me Feel”

for me to randomly generate a number between 1 and 100 to write a starter based on any of the prompts below!

A mix of fluff, angst, sadness, and anything to make you feel if executed right. proceed at your own risk! Some content might be triggering.

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25.      my   muse   sings   yours   a   song

❝   ‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒   𝐀𝐑𝐄      𝐘𝐎𝐔      𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆      𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒   ?      Perhaps   I   can   be   of   some   use   to   you   ...      would   you   mind   if   I   sing   for   you   a   song   that   my   Dear   Sister   used   to   sing   to   me   ?   ❞            Korekiyo   touches   Shuichi’s   arm   lightly,      feather   -   light   brush   of   the   fingertips   that   belies   his   own   boldness   ;         as   if,      in   this   moment,      he   isn’t   quite   sure   if   he   ought   to   make   such   intimate   contact.      Still,      he   doesn’t   exactly   give   the   detective   much   breathing   room   between   them      (      it’s   not   intentional,      exactly,      but   he   likes   Shuichi,      &      he   likes   being   close   to   him      ).

He   does   not   await   an   answer,      none   forthcoming.      It   is,      it   appears,      wordlessly   agreed.

Deeply   he   breathes,      readying   his   lungs      &      voice.      The   song   he   promises   is   a   folksong,      appropriately   ancient      &      steeped   in   tradition.      What   else   would   he   choose   but   a   Japanese   lullabye   as   passed   down   through   the   ages   ?      It   would   hardly   be   like   the   anthropologist   to   select   something   newer   or   less   storied.

Yet,      there   is   a   particular   melancholy   to   the   song      &      its   lyrics,      &      the   way   that   he   sings   it,      so   impassioned,      draws   out   that   longing   such   that   it   seems   almost   to   be   his   own   as   he   sways   in   gentle   time   to   the   tune   he   carries.      It   comes   to   be   a   private   concert   just   for   Shuichi,      rife   with   private   messages.

❝      おどま盆ぎり   盆ぎり      /         As   soon   as   Bon   comes, 盆から先ゃ   おらんど         /         I   will   leave   for   my   hometown. 盆が早よ来りゃ   早よもどる         /            Let   it   be   soon,   so   I   can   go   home.

おどまかんじん   かんじん         /            I   am   no   better   than   a   beggar. あん人達ゃ   よか衆         /            They   are   rich   people, よかしゃよか帯   よか着物         /            With   good   obi   and   good   kimono おどんが打死だちゅて         /            Who   will   cry   for   me 誰   が泣いてくりょか         /            When   I   die   ? 裏の松山   蝉が鳴く         /            Only   the   cicadas   in   the   mountains. 蝉じゃ   ござんせぬ         /            No,   it’s   not   cicadas. 妹   でござる         /            It’s   my   little   sister. 妹泣くなよ　気にかかる      /         Don’t   cry,   little   sister,   I   will   be   sad   for   you. おどんが打死   だば         /            When   I   am   dead, 道端いけろ         /         Bury   me   by   the   roadside. 通る人ごち   花あぐる         /            The   passers   -   by   will   lay   flowers   for   me. 花はなんの花         /            What   flowers   would   they   lay   ? つんつん椿         /            Cam   -   cam   -   camellias 水は天から   貰い水         /            Water   falling   down   from   above.   ❞

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77.      your   muse   accidentally   kisses   mine

‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒   𝐇𝐄      𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘   ...   𝐈𝐒𝐍’𝐓      𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐆𝐀𝐍𝐓      𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇      𝐓𝐎      𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊      𝐈𝐓      𝐖𝐀𝐒      𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋.      It   shocks   him   still,      &      there’s   a   strangled   sound   from   him   that   he   does   his   best   to   smother   before   she   can   hear.      Comes   out   as   something   of   a   squeak,      not   quite   a   gasp.      It's   just   the   fact   that   he’s   such   a   handsome   piece   of   tech,      that’s   all.      That   he   was   supposed   to   be   in   stasis.      Lying   vulnerable   on   her   table   awaiting   her   genius   touch   to   change,      alter,      fix,      upgrade.

Static   electric   jolt   shoots   through   him   when   her   lips   touch   him      (      &      probably   through   her,      too,      with   him   being   a   robot      &      all      ).      He   doesn’t   dare   say   a   word.      That   would   be   far   too   bold.      To   say   nothing   of   the   awkwardness   that   would   cause   were   he   to   acknowledge   it.      If   anything,      he   almost   wants   to   run   away   just   to   spare   her   that   embarrassment.

Because   that   cannot   have   been   intentional.      

No,      it’s   a   fact   ;         it   was   not   intentional.

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