but in an attempt to keep myself from fading -- even to my own eyes -- as i age, i’m going to stop leaving this tumblr thing as just a dead inactive waste of a url and start putting things here.
the things will not be interesting, most likely. they will be embarrassing, and awkward, and personal.
Kinda sucks actually but then again all I did was cover myself in gravel and lie down. It's fairly uncomfortable. going to revise initial plan. Will provide further information as tests proceed.
WASH YOUR OILY FUCKING FACE BEFORE RUBBING IT AGAINST A WINDOW NOW I CANT SEE BECAUSE OF THE NASTY-ASS RESIDUE FUCK BEING MADE OF OOZE AND FLESH I AM QUITTING LIFE TO BECOME A ROCK
Today is the day of St. Valentine. Saint Valentine, as we all know, was born with a chronic condition -- namely, of course, a crippling lack of mustaches.
However, he rose through the ranks of the smooth-skinned, becoming one of the most powerful men in the nation of Gibsonia -- and God rewarded his devotion and spirit with a goddamn motherfucking beard.
Valentine is the patron saint of brilliant facial hair. Don't believe me? Google is like two clicks away. Google "Valentine Beard."
The end has begun. The Hunger had been unusually quiet for some time and I thought I could control it. But my hubris won, in the end. I ate my computer. Upon realizing what I'd done I fell to my knees, sobbing, crying to the heavens. "Why have you forsaken me," I cried. "Why, god? I'm almost out of things to feel upset about! I have so many YouTube comments to read!"
"Beggs" Hang on, didn't I pretty much just try this?
"Boxes"
"Bigns" NO
"Nigbs" ARE YOU EVEN TRYING
...for example.
ANYWAY.
It's twelve-thirty at my grandmother's house (it's been that time for a few hours, I'm visiting family, the clocks don't move) and I'm typing this on a Mac so old my grandmother got it when she acquired her Epix email address.
If you don't know what that is, you missed out, you're too young.
SO
The fucking grandfather clock here keeps clicking, the last time I heard it chime was at seven o'clock and that was days ago. I don't know what I'm doing; I was supposed to leave Friday morning, but it's been Thangskiving for four days now.
Time has crawled to a stop. Spelling is abandoning me. Grammar mocks me, like one would a small child that just dropped its ice-cream.
I shaved my face before leaving and I have four days' beard-hair on it now. What do I do?
I can't think. I can barely breathe (but that's unrelated, that's because I ate like half a pie at dinner). I