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in metro

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Sometimes I hate gays.

Genuinely though, there is soooo much hidden symbolism in this one! Comment what you find please :))

ALSO THOUGHTS BELOW THE CUT BECAUSE I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING!!!

Okok so I might be over speculating things but someone has to agree with me on this right?? And of course if this is the implication then call me TF OUT because media literacy is truly dead if I missed this.

If you've been following my page for a minute I assume you can remember the ADHD Kokichi headcanon post that I made last year (if not go check it out here 🙏) but REGARDLESS I have something new to add onto that. I wish I could do a video rant to something about this because I'm livid I didn't notice it before. But I believe that Kokichi's absolute worst fear is being boring.

Now hear me out for this. Of course, referencing my ADHD Kokichi hc, we all have a deficit of dopamine which is why it makes it hard to focus on things we find boring. I can BET YOU ALL that most people you approach that have ADHD can agree that they'd rather keel over than be bored (because me too), and the same applies to Kokichi. The reason why he bothers people is because he's bored, and that's frankly one of the worst feelings in the world for him. But if we reference basically all his interactions with the rest of the DRV3 cast, they can all be tied back to, in one way or another, with the fear of being boring. BECAUSE QUITE LITERALLY, ONE OF HIS LAST LINES OF THE GAME WAS "at least... I wasn't boring, right?"

Now why would he say that? If he was really that flamboyant for the sake of saving his classmates, and went out with a big final show, why would he say this in his very last moments when he was most vulnerable? In fact, aside from the fact that he bothers or annoys people for the sake of a dopamine chase, why does he bother to put on such a show? Because all of it is compulsive. His lying, his crocodile tears, his entire personality is literally compulsion in every sense of the word because he cannot stand the thought of being forgotten. Of being someone boring, who isn't worth remembering. In fact, I could even go as far as to say the reason why he crafted his plan like he did was BECAUSE he wanted to make a lasting impression so big that literally no one could forget him. Because he didn't have to go through making that huge of a show at the end when he was claiming to be the mastermind, which eventually led to his death. He could have absolutely kept quiet about his intentions until the very last second because he always intended to die. He was smart enough to have done it that way. So why big and boisterous?

"Well he was trying to draw attention to himself" you might say. EXACTLY. That was always in his benefit. He was smart enough to have revealed Tsumugi as the mastermind without all of the extra everything. It was his plan. His idea. His influence on Gonta, which ended up in both Miu and Gonta's deaths. His dying by his own terms. His effect that it had on the remaining cast. Even if his plan had to speed up in the end, he made an impression on everyone. Which was his compulsion all along.

I could literally go on and on about the implications of his actions throughout the entire game, but in the end I'll limit it to this. Please interact! Repost with your own ideas, comment, anything! I'd love to see what you all have to say about this idea.

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Hey… play with me more. More and more… Let’s do lots of things together.

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whoopsie…. they slipped….

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saiousai doodles

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Saiouma yuri? What the hell, sure

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Can you show me your heart? Show me the truth behind the mask?

There's no body left here for you anymore.

(guys I messed up and drew on a really small canvas and didn't realize until I was practically done with it and it was super bad quality, so I tried fixing it but it's still rough sorry bout that 😭😭)

this is the drawing on my usual canvas size I wish I was joking

h e l p ITS SO TINY

before attempting to fix it lol

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I'm being held at gunpoint by my online oomfies to post this old saiou DTIYS entry. It's unfinished and will probably stay unfinished 🫰✨✌️ Thanks for looking

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This is what I do while watching new eps of the drv3 game grumps playthrough

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Whatever

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happy pride month to my favourite fags

(pic creds milesofstar on tumblr!!!)

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Scene from one of my fics that I willlllll NOOOTT spoil

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“The Family Pet” Postcard from my collection, copyright 1902, mailed 1910.

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Lovelies

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Fancy bébé. Postcard from my collection, ca. 1910.

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I *love* the blank stare that you draw for the Rantaro effigy! He looks kinda like a Ditto and it's perfect! He's literally just chilling

just vibing ! :)

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later:

based on this ask!