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Love letter from Beatrice.

BEA IS A LESBIAN, BECAUSE I SAID SO {I was gonna make a “ITS CANON IM THE AUTHOR”…but I am the author… so..hehe..

I think I love you. Which feels were saying considering a love a lot of things like cats and bugs and Halloween, I’ve always used the word to describe fondness of certain things so you understand how minuscule it feels to say I love you. I have yet to meet someone who evokes the same feeling you do. The feeling of warmth consuming the entirety of my thoughts. Its a feeling I tend to and care for. It feels innocent, pure. The feeling that I feel is so strong, intense its merely laughable to imagine it housed by a body. In which my foot is the exact same as my forearm that my height is the same as my wingspan for how could something so normal so symmetrical and so beautiful house such a polarising line between despair and euphoria, perhaps is best not to question the hows but to question the why. It’s such a strong feeling that it feels as if my body cannot handle it. anger and sadness all feel so small when I feel this way. It’s like I wish to see nor hear anything but you anymore, But like a bullet with butterfly wings, I’m still a rat in a cage. No matter what pain I am enduring to see you’re alright makes me feel bliss.

I love you, I really do.

Beatrice. <3

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Happy international women’s day!! We may have a post coming soon.👹

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Y'ALL I'M FUCKING DOWN BAD FOR RIDGE MY GOD

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I'm gonna scream if people actually see my posts💀

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Bea's Talk Show!

Beatrice's thoughts on Black Butler characters

More shall be added once I finish them,but for now here's these.

Sebastian - I don’t like him. He’s really annoying. Even if SOMETIMES he can be cool most of the time he’s not. He just steals attention away from me, I think it’s because he’s pretty. But I don’t think that should matter he still steals attention away from me. He doesn’t even get mad at me when I poke him. When I do that to Ridge hell tells me to stop or something along those lines. All Sebastian does is stand there. He looks like a coat rack. So still… does he even breathe?

Mey-Rin -  Ah, Mey-Rin is so fun!! She gives me good prank ideas even if it’s unintentional, shell fumble a little once she sees the ‘I am so doing that’  face. She tells me not to but do I listen? No! Hehehe.. She joins in sometimes but only when I tell her it’ll help one of the other servants. I don’t get why she wears glasses, they don’t help her see one bit. I wonder what she looks like without them on. She’s probably so pretty!! I should try taking them off her… if I’m quiet enough she won’t notice me and I can take them off while she’s not paying attention! It’s a plan. >:D

Ciel - huh. I don’t really have an opinion about him. He’s just so boring I  just never really talked to him besides trying to scare him to death there’s not much for me to talk about.. I suppose I could try to talk to him? I don’t think he’ll pay attention to what I’m saying or he’ll just send me away... Oh well!!  I don’t think he’ll have anything fun to say anyway.

Finny - Finny!! He looks so huggable. He never lets me hug him tho, he said something like “I could crush you” but he doesn’t look very strong… oh wait… he’s picked up a massive pillar before.. Forget my last statement. I wonder why he’s so strong. I could ask SeBaStIaN but I don’t like talking to him. >:[ {you haven’t really tried Bea…} RIDGE MIGHT KNOW!! :D wait why don’t I just ask Finny himself. I’M SO SMART.

Baldroy - baldroy is funny to mess with! He can get a bit loud though… well I suppose all the servants are loud at times… except the coat rack. I don’t like that, loud noises make my head feel funny. Ooo! He’s also very kind to me. Even after I “accidentally” poured water on him. Overall he’s great and nice to be around, especially because of how chaotic he can be.

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Clarification.

I’ve realized I never made a post on who Beatrice and Ridge are…

Beatrice, a 14-year-old rat on cocaine. {don't take that literally}  is a Black Butler OC made on a friday night ot of pure boredom. Shes a lovesick little shit, which is why she acts possesive over Ridge. Hes the first to treat her with basic human decency so as you can imagine how much she would hate to lose him. Ridge is sort of a caretaker towards Bea. for some reason he puts up with her antics. Not much is known of the both of them, Beas backstory will be discovered as the story continues. Ridges backstory hasnt been made so for now hes a spoopy man thing. If my friend allows me I shall put a post about ther little snippet I’ve gotten for him.

I apoligize for any spelling/grammar mistakes I’ve done this four times because something would go wrong… it was a mess and I’mcompletely over it. Enough of my ranting ill let you go now. Ask box is open if you have any questions.

                                                       Love, Vivi.

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Beatrice’s diary entries.

Part two.

He’s so annoying. Why does he have to take Ridge’s time away from me? {she def pouted while thinking that, I mean it Beatrice} oh well, hopefully, he just goes away. I can’t murder him I mean I did try and it didnt really work, he just doughed me… maybe with more careful planning instead of just impulse. I don't think that’ll work well he’s really quick {and the pout is now turning into a frown. Oh, lovely Beatrice when will you learn.} oh well, at least the others are fun, Ooo like Mey Rin she seems so fun. A bit clumsy but that’s ok she’s nice. :D

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Beatrice’s diary entries.

Part one

“ Unusual ”...” strange ”... I’ve heard it all my fucking life I could care less, but when they heard it… hell broke loose. At least I got out of there.. I wonder what would have happened if I hadn’t.. If I hadn’t have ran fast enough, if Ridge wasn’t there.. Would I have died?

I don’t remember how it happened.. I just stopped being cared for? Maybe i was forgotten from the beginning, had one of the maids take care of me until I was old enough to dress myself, and then all they’d do is give me food until that night I ran away. Honestly, I don’t think I can remember back past that night I meet Ridge. I wonder… is he awake?