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 we  talk  about  the  mechanism  of  injury ,    about  where  it  all  started ,    but  the  truth  is ,    it’s  sort  of  a  myth .    we  can’t  boil  every  injury  down  to  one  single  blow .    what  hurts  us  is  cumulative .    it  happens  over  time .    we  absorb  blow  after  blow ,    shock  after  shock ,    painful  hit  after  hit .    but  even  then ,    even  if  we  know  exactly  how  we  got  here ,    it  doesn’t  mean  we  can  fix  it .  you  can’t  heal  every  wound ,    and  that’s  okay .    i  have  to  believe  it’s  okay .    i  have  to  believe            that  even  if  something  seems  like  it  cannot  be  fixed ,    it  doesn’t  mean  it’s  broken .                       independent ,    canon  divergent  april  kepner  from  abc’s  grey’s  anatomy .                                                                       written by holly.

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scalpelsuperstar.

               “and how many did you have before that? if you haven’t given someone your keys already you better give them to me.”

❛     what  are  you  the  alcohol  police ?     ❜

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scalpelsuperstar.

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     “so. how many drinks until you finally crack a smile?”

 ❛     about  five  drinks  ago ,    now  the  freakin’  worlds  spinning.     ❜

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Send ‘Would you kindly’ and a command and my muse has to obey.

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RANDOM SENTENCE STARTERS

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How well do I portray my muse? On anon or not, give me your thoughts!

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 i’m  going  to  shower  and  eat  some  yogurt  and  ice-cream  and  probably  mac  and  cheese  because  i’m  insanely  hungry .        also  laughing  at  alex  calling  april  ‘apes’  after  she  failed  her  boards ,    and  i’m  going  to  come  back  and  write  some  kickass  opens  after  my  shower  because  all  i  wanna  do  is ��write  alex  and  i  have !!        no  replies  to  do !!        also  plot  with  me  bc  ??        i  need  more  of  those .

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“ i took a test. a pregnancy test. ”

 ❛     you  took  a  pregnancy  test . . .     ❜        he  repeated  slowly ,    ensuring  that  he  had  heard  her  correctly .        there  was  a  drop  in  his  stomach  and  whether  it  had  to  do  with  nerves  or  dread ,    he  had  no  idea .        ❛     well  what  did  it  say ?    was  it  a  positive  or  a-a  negative  or  what ?     ❜

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* // ❛ i need a pregnancy test. ❜

 ❛     alright  well ,    i’m  gonna  take  some  blood  and . . .    i’ll  be  able  to  let  you  know  your  results  after  it’s  been  processed .     ❜    he  explained ,    wrapping  a  tourniquet  around  his  patients  arm .    ❛     this  could  take  up  to  forty-eight  hours  to  process  your  bloodwork ,    depending  on  how  busy  the  hospital  is ,    so  don’t  freak  out  if  it’s  been  a  while .     ❜ 

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Nonsexual acts of Intimacy - Select from the following for my muse to respond to...

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by your muse

♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: Your muse playing with their hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Your muse crying about something

♦: Slow dancing

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keepliviing.

      ❛  she’s not worth it.   ❜  after spending nigh on twenty minutes staring at him, thinking how he would be incredibly cute if he didn’t look like someone put his puppy in a blender, rosita couldn’t hold her tongue any longer. tossing back the last bit of whiskey settled at the bottom of her tumbler, she’ll nod to the bartender for a refill before moving into the seat beside him.  ❛  whoever’s got you so bent outta shape – she’s not worth it, trust me.  ❜   //  @unbenevolent   ♡’d

 ❛     trust you ?    hell ,    i  don’t  even  know  you .     ❜        a  scoff  sounded ,     his  drink  passing  his  lips  and  warming  his  throat .        of  course  he  was  dwelling ,        his  wife  had  just  left  him  with  a  pathetic  letter  and  she’d  just  gone  into  remission  for  freakin’  cancer .        to  say  that  alex  was  loosing  his  mind  would  be  an  understatement ,        he  wanted  to  drown  it  all  out  until  he  couldn’t  remember  why  he’d  gone  to  the  bar  in  the  first  place .        ❛     but  yeah ,    maybe  you’re  freakin’  right .    ------    ‘m  alex .     ❜

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 ❛     what  the  hell  d’you  want ?    i  thought  i  told  you  to  leave  me  a-freakin’-lone .     ❜        truly ,    he  was  too  embarrassed  to  face  izzie  at  the  moment .        too  caught  up  in  himself  and  his  pride  to  think  about  anyone  else  but  himself ,        a  wont  that  seemed  to  never  falter .        ❛     GO !     ❜

@fckinghurricanes .

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pregnancy sentence starters.

“ i’m pregnant. ” “ i’m pregnant and it’s yours. ” “ why didn’t you tell me you were pregnant. ” “ are you pregnant? ” “ i need to tell you something. ” “ i have money for abortion. ” “ how much is an abortion? ” “ maybe we can put it up for adoption? ” “ i didn’t ask for this to happen. ” “ what are we going to do? ” “ i think i’m pregnant. ” “ didn’t you use a condom? ” “ i’m not on birth control. ” “ it’s definitely yours, i’m not like that. ” “ i don’t know who’s it is! ” “ are you really pregnant? ” “ congratulations on your pregnancy! ” “ how far long are you? ” “ it’s too late for abortion, i’m sorry. ” “ so who is the babydaddy? ” “ how does it feel to you know be pregnant and all? ” “ are you going to keep it? ” “ do you want to keep it? ” “ did you tell anyone else about it? ” “ we can raise it. ” “ we can keep it. ” “ i am not going through with this. ” “ what are the options? ” “ what did the pregnancy test come back as? ” “ i need a pregnancy test. ” “ i took a test. a pregnancy test. ” “ did you get the test yet? ” “ get more than one test, too. ” “ it is yours! just as much as it is mine! ” “ i’m pregnant and your going to help me. ” “ i don’t want to tell anyone until i’m twelve weeks. past the risk for miscarriage. ” “ i’m so sorry this happened. ” “ this pregnancy is going to kill me. ” “ i’m ready to give birth already. ” “ how much does a pregnancy test cost? ” “ can you still get pregnant on the pill? ”

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what is ONE THING you like about the way i play my character?

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scalpelsuperstar.

     “i don’t NEED to write no HAND book. you know why? because i have a GIRLFRIEND. and okay, yes i’m bisexual but sometimes being a lesbian is NICE. alex, a little white lie to spare feelings isn’t the end of the word.”

 ❛    okay  whatever ,     i  don’t  care  about  you  being  bisexual  or  a  lesbian  or  whatever  the  hell  you  are .     screw  whoever  you  want ,     it’s  none  of  my  business .     but  wouldn’t  you  rather  know  you  look  like  crap  in  a  dress  or  whatever  than  be  told  you  look  great  when  you  don’t ?    ❜

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scalpelsuperstar.

     “i wouldn’t have expected any LESS from you karev. isn’t that your thing? being brutally honest no matter what? my gauze paws are fabulous thank you.”

 ❛    you  chicks  confuse  the  hell  outta  me .     you  either  want  honesty  or  you  want  us  guys  to  lie  to  your  face ,     i  don’t  get  it .     you  should  write  a  damn  handbook !    ❜

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 STARTER  CALL .     i  won’t  rp  past  season  11  right  now  because  i’m  still  working  on  getting  through  season  12  and  the  first  half  of  13  properly !     feel  free  to  specify  a  situation / season  if  you  have  something  in  mind .