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Me and my son are NOT your property.

We're NOT your status symbol

Your pet, your thing to own, control or you to arrogantly live through. We're not toys or possessions. We are not here to serve you,your ego or your appearance. We're not here to fill your void of humanity and connection. Your lack of love and warmth. The Lord will fight for us. No matter how conniving, how vindictive, how beguiling and deceitful you are; He WILL fight for us. You think you can manipulate your way in with us or God and think you're above reproach like a God? Well buddy you got a rude awakening. For Yah is not deceived. We're in His hands and His plans rule over yours. He will not be mocked. You will be uncovered. He will have His way. And its greater than ours. Prey all you wish, but wolves are fed to the Lion.

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You seek to rule over a woman like a caged dog. Beating the dog if it wags it's tail. But I ain't no dog and even so, some dogs bite their abuser back.

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I traded you in, yes I replaced you.

Your childish ways for adult responsibility.

Your cowardice for bravery and dignity.

Your lack of integrity for morals and authenticity.

A selfish boy for a real man not afraid to die for me.

I traded your crazy making and gaslight for love, peace and sanity.

Fear living with you for my Rock and Shield.

I will be free.

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You think your a saint and everyone else is crazy. Women are high maintenance and weak, powerful women are bitchy. But heaven forbid a woman being unmoved by such an unstable guy.

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Another reason I can't fathom being with you..

Again today you hide yourself. Why do you hide your phone if you have nothing to hide? Why do you tense up like a person who's guilty and shady? You are proud and lofty and the biggest con artist i know. Farwell. Good riddance. You can fool others and yourself, but not me.

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I see you behind the mask. The mysterious persona you claim without integrity. Lack of emotional and moral connection. Stuck in a false reality with you as the objective. How well the wolf hides like a sheep. So charming, so fake. Cognitive empathy playing people, using them and mirroring them for gain. So meek, so humble, feigning as a kind and courteous person. Just so naive, the beautiful doormat, the martyr, the victim. The fool who has no common sense and so easily forgets. Selectively choosing what he remembers that's only important to him. With false apologies and never ending excuses for his behavior. How can you stay angry at this childlike gimmick? What are you to believe? The hot and cold, prince charming turns into the beast ever devouring your heart and soul. Always hungry, never satisfied. Your turn to give! More! More! Demands the beast! You shatter and faint. He melts back to play hero! Rely on me! I need you! You need me! Now be quiet and happy! Am I not enough for you? But you see, I know now the truth and I'm not falling back into this dark captive story. I'm neither Repunzel in a tower, Belle to save the Beast and I'm not losing myself to save the entity that consumes you and is destroying me. No longer will I love or serve what's slowly killing me like arsenic. I ran away and I'm my own hero in this story. I'm not a damsel in distress who needs saving, I'm the Queen you tried to hide from her throne. But now I know and thank you for reminding me of my strength. If not for the weakness, I'd never reclaim my God given power.

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Dear Narcissist,

I think I scare you and anger you because I put a fortress around me this time and I'm not letting you in. I'm done with your games and protecting your appearance and ego. Today I stood up for myself and it's just the beginning. My boundaries are solidifying. Call me a bitch, say how you really feel. But I'm done living in this cold prison with you. I'm breaking free. I don't need you. I'm capable and strong. I'm not fragile like a flower, I'm wild and a warrior. I'm a free spirit and a fire. I'm independent and competent. My weakness as you covertly call it, is my gift. I'm whole by myself. I'm sorry I misunderstood before, but I understand now. Thanks for helping me realize my strength, fighting for myself away from you. I'll be okay if I'm alone and if I do find love, it will be reciprocated. I'll find a real man not afraid to fight for me. Not a coward who lives for himself. Goodbye my dear and hello newfound me!

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You are center of your universe

You are king of the world

You are ruler and authority

You're a legend in your own mind

You're all that matters

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Lucifer was the first angel of light

And the first to beguile and insill doubt or gaslight.

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I hear the CONTROL in your voice as you tell me what to do, to do or your way.

I hear the JUDGMENT in your voice as the topic is drawn on me and others, the ridicule and snobbery.

Everyday I see clearer, the ego and heartlessness.

Your not righteous, you beguile and are evil, like seed of the serpent.

God will rescue me from your grip, and one day there will be hell to pay.

Remember, you reap just what you sow.

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I am not enough for you because you don’t know your own worth. You have to be whole ALONE first. Leave well enough alone, I’m not coming back and I won’t be your prey anymore. Step off. Tearing me down won’t build you up. And it won’t affect me anymore. 

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RESPONSIBLE FOR OURSELVES

Love DOES NOT SEEK TO CHANGE ANOTHER HUMAN BEING. Period. God didn’t create us to CHANGE or FIX each other. We are to become one with HIM. We aren’t created for each OTHER. We are created for HIM. You are not my lord and savior, HE IS. End of story. 

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You shouldn’t have to fight

You shouldn’t have to fight 

To be heard

To  be understood

To be validated

To be supported

To be protected

To be stood up for

To have consistency

To have stability

To have reliance

To have honesty

To have respect

To know someone’s boundaries

To know your partner

To get an emotional response

To have empathy

To have passion and soul

To have equal ground

To have reciprocity

To have commitment

To have devotion and whole heartedness

To have mutual sacrifice

To have love

Ultimately, you shouldn’t have to fight your partner

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“I’m proud of who I am. No more monsters, I can breathe again. And you said that I was done. Well, you were wrong and now the best is yet to come. ‘Cause I can make it on my own. And I don’t need you, I found a strength I’ve never known. I’ve been thrown out, I’ve been burned. When I’m finished, they won’t even know your name.”

— Praying, Kesha

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You can say you changed, but we know you live a lie and delusion. As you sit there on your mighty throne and talk like should worship the ground under your feet. Talking to me like I'm a child. You ask me what I need to get only to spit in my face. Don't matter anyway. I'm through with you and I see you for who you are. Lie, lie lie. I'll never trust you. Buy me nice things but I ain't coming back. I don't need material, but substance you never reach for unless it's to attack someone you claim to love. It's not love but power you seek. Not devotion, but control. Fuck you and your conniving ways.

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All the powerful women in the Bible never backed down or quieted down. They were strong and compassionate both. They WORKED. They served. They GAVE. They FOUGHT. They chose God over men. They didn’t submit to cruelty or control. They USED THEIR VOICE. And some of them LED people too!