undertalefan1111

[undertalefan1111]

How is it going?

Hello everyone, for those who have been through the rocky-road with me from 7 years from now, at the latest. My name is Disco and I wanted to make on a post towards my updates with 2020 (the year I slowly stop coming onto this app) For those who have communicated with me, I have created lots of OCs and rps with dozens of people who are also in the Undertale community, it was such great times <3 Do not get me wrong, I do not hate tumblr in anyway possible, and not the reason why I slowly quit. I wanted to stopby to update myself now but make amends since I know I commit lots of actions that I have affected those around my own community which I want to apologize for deeply.

Apology

I want to say sorry on the worries/concerns and overall nasty behavior I portray for those who cared about me back in 2017-2018. There is no denying that was not me and it was not a good way to release my emotions to the extent. As now being 18, looking at my younger-self pulling such attitude for sadness comparing to a mental illness is hard to even read; more likely to look away since it was just too cruel to read back. I have done some research through the years understanding more of the depths of metal illnesses, help people and learn my mistakes and got myself the help I needed. This cannot be changed from the past but closure can help fit this.

I wanted to thank everyone for the love and support and reassuring me for all the vulnerable times in my life, helped me, talked to me.. everything ! It brings alot of joy to me that I never got the chance to even overlook it myself/ only for granted. I admit that what I have done was incredibly unacceptable for me to do, disrespect for those who have to deal with this everyday and for that, I will do my best to change how I act and be more mature. I am sorry once again.

How are things lately?

Things have been stressful but overall alright to manage through. I am a senoir in high school so.. post-secondary is coming up for me soon in 3 months ;; soo.. thats great! I been working my bum off since hs and it seems to be working out! Just lots of work. I also made made new friends outside and even overall been into lots in the tech area! I been more frequent on exploring new things ans im doing my best!

In case with clarification, i go by she/her and still disco! My username? Still gonna be like that, it brings memories

Are you still planning to rp and draw?

Yes. I am still planning to draw different characters i designed and roleplay with other people (if they’re still down). However, I will be semi-active time to time due to the busy schedule happening irl; although, i am free mostly on instagram (@discothecrystal). I already have a bunch of oca made through the past years, just have not introduce them yet. ^^^ some of my ocs have been redesigned due to the moving through undertale , at least not obsessively like years ago// it was cool bht it means readjustments

If anymore questions about me, just hmuu <3

But hi everyone !

[undertalefan1111]

“Even amidst the hatred and carnage, life is still worth living. It is possible for wonderful encounters and beautiful things to exist.”

― Hayao Miyazaki

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AHHHHHH THE FEELS THE FEELS

tOo mUch

Guess not

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Anyone got ideas to put upon my journal or scrapbook?

I just need something to remember by eheh

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Undertakfab11111111

FAB

Omgggg hUh?!-

@gemstoneblitz

Try my friend òwó

i’m starting a game

Type your username with your eyes closed and tag 4 people

I’ll go first:

iparis-is-parjs

@warcrossheadcanons @tracywarcross @txal-sharky @that-one-goddy-trot

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Let it all out baby bean, mama's here for you *gently rocks back and forth*

Sniffff- 🥺🥺 thanks for being here for me, things have been really difficult but I’m trying my best to fight through it .////.

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oh my goodness

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CYBERPUNK 2077 | SCENERY

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My oc cameron- half Angel half hooman ;w,

I apologize for not posting much anymore, if you wanna still contact me, I’ll try my best to stay connected!

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Mama's here sweety, mama's here. It's okay *rubs ur back softly*

*sniffles and kept hugging back* uwaahhh ;//w//;

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Oh no! My poor baby! Mama will give hugs *hugs* ú^ù mama’s here baby bean

*blushes and tears up a but- Uwahh mommmyy!! ;w; *hugging back*

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How's mama's little jelly bean doing? ^3^/💙💙💙

Uwahhhhh I’m so sorry! I’m so late, things have been going through my mind lately..

But I’m doing okie, just.. feeling a bit down 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

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RIGHT BACK AT CHU UWUWUWB

a daily mood

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HAPPY BRITHDAY TO DIS HOOMAN... me ;w;

It’s been a 3-4 years since I join this app in tumblr, and I can’t express the amount of words how I don’t regret to join in this community, and I’m happy that I made so much friends in this app that are still here.. till this day! (Even tho I kinda drifted due to my hitaus in school)

But I wanna say.. thank you guys for everything.

Without you, I wouldn’t have any motivation to post my art daily back in the day; without you, I wouldn’t express much anymore and been more socially awkward throughout so much years; without you.. I wouldn’t be the Disco you known me of today.. in 2020.

You guys helped me through so much (apologize in 2018 on how I acted, a jerk.. a insult to a mental illness) you helped me inspire myself to be more creative and happy about my artwork, and that you’ve been there for me even if they’re so far apart from our world, and even to make characters exist to interact with others to feel like they.. also have a life! Now, even tho I dealt with so much for “not good enough” or just.. a replacement! Just so know, it still hurts me.. I don’t wanna lose you guys, but I gotta trust and aCcpEt to know.. what ever happens.. it happens!- oof.

I don’t wanna lose you guys, those years as a beiginner in this app.. I was alone, lost, confused.. no idea to do besides the fact, I’m just a little child, looking to express myself from people from different worlds! Until.. I slowly develop more people who like my art and that I’m grateful I have you guys!

I’m sorry for everything, I promise my future as a friend to be there.. and always be there to support, I can’t express how thankful I am

@everyone .. thank you so much!

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Get ready for February 2nd, celebrate how I’m growing ;w;

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BRITHDAY IN 2 DAYS!

IMMA BE OLD ASF 😭

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uwu

Big sister! Long time no seee!! *hugs*

*hugs back tearing up* I missed you we got a new mom @protective-mama-peachy