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Kim Addonizio, from Lucifer at the Starlite: Poems; “You Were”

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May you attract a love that is considerate and gentle with your heart.

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I am giving up on romantic love. I will lean into my many hobbies, interests, get sex toys, and hang out with my friends.

I think I'm okay with being an old maid.

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“I am tired, I have colossal need of you.”

— Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares written c. June 1944 (via violentwavesofemotion)

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Alignment in August. Unlearning in August. Growth in August. Unity in August. Success in August. Thriving in August.

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You deserve a life that feels good for your nervous system. Do whatever it takes to get there.

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Marcin Gorsky

Beijing, CHINA, 2012

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Even if he did come back, it's not going to work. We're fundamentally two very different people and I can't see it working for long-term.

He's more nocturnal. I'm an early bird.

He's politically disengaged. I'm a community organizer.

He wants to trip with Shamans in Peru (ick). I want to be grounded in reality.

He's not that intellectually stimulating. I am smarter (lol).

He's a bad communicator which is another ick. I've worked hard to be an effective one.

He's not over his ex. I'm ready to lean into opportunities of love wholeheartedly.

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This is just divine redirection.

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This celestial season of my life, my main focus is healing my feminine energy wounds.

It is safe for me to be in my feminine energy.

slow down

walk barefoot on the earth

tap into my sensuality

positive affirmations

nightly ritual

take baths

10-30 min in nature / connect to mother earth

say 'no' when i want to say 'no'

show compassion

be creative

dance - fluid motion

elegant attire

journaling

aromatherapy

practice gratitude

i radiate grace, sensuality, love, beauty and confidence.

i nurture myself and others with compassion and love.

i am connected with my inner goddess and her powerful energy.

What do my inner goddess look like, and how does she move through the world?

long hair

lace

white, black and red colors

red lips

clear, glass skin

smells nice

soft skin

She moves through the world radiating a quiet confidence and magnetism that draws opportunities and people who uplift her and the community. She is gracious, kind, but strong and knows how to say no.

is willing to fail in order to learn or experience life What practices or rituals make me feel most connects to my divine feminine energy?

sticking to my skincare regimen

sticking to my wellness supplement regimen

getting flowers at the farmer's market

wearing perfume

wearing a nice lip color

gold jewelry

listening to LDR lol

What aspects of my life do I need to let go of to fully embrace my feminine power?

trying to be in control of things I cannot or have no business controlling.

holding onto old lovers / delusion and fantasy

fear of failure

inserting myself in other people's affairs

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7.16.24

I don't feel your energy anymore. Your attention is elsewhere.

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If he wanted to, he would.

He's not coming back.

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I swallow morning sun

drive down the lane

the wind strokes my hair

don't feel the same

my thoughts, they wandered

my thoughts, they wandered

i spent long hours without some sleep

lost like Ophelia

lost like Ophelia

drowned in waters, in so deep

the rays are pouring out

coming from my mouth

happiness spreads like fire

i didn't think i'd feel this way

the feelings vanished

i woke, they vanished

i went to sleep and they disappeared

the truth came out

the truth came out

i loved no more, the pain is gone

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date 1

how did your body feel? distant, on guard / tense

felt drained

lightly laughing

did i feel respected? yes

did i feel heard? yes

did i feel attractive and confident? yes

did i feel captivated? no

did i feel bored? yes

did i feel somewhere in between? no

date 2

how did you body feel? distant, on guard / tense

felt drained

not really laughing

did i feel respected? yes

did i feel heard? yes

did i feel attractive and confident? no

did i feel captivated? no

did i feel bored? yes

did i feel somewhere in between? no

date 3

comfortable, at ease

felt energized

laughing

did i feel respected? yes

did i feel heard? yes

did i feel attractive and confident? yes

did i feel bored? no

did i feel captivated? yes

did i feel somewhere in between? no

date 4

anxious, excited, horny

felt energized

laughing

did i feel respected? no

did i feel heard? yes

did i feel attractive and confident ? no

did i feel bored? no

did i feel captivated? yes

date 5

anxious, on guard, activated, tense

felt drained and angry

light laughing

did i feel respected? no

did i feel heard? no

did i feel attractive and confident? no

did i feel bored? no

did i feel captivated? no

did i feel somehwere in between? yes

what side did they bring out of me?

my feminine side

communicative

anxious

activated

i couldn't fully be myself.

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The Los Angeles House: Decoration and Design in America's 20th-Century City, 1995

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