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12.24.22
You are standing up by yourself and waving!
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11.21.2022
I don't wanna forget how obsessed you are with me. When you see me in a room you start scooting as fast as possible to get with me. Your breathe gets faster and you start squealing when I go to pick you up.
I don't even want to forget Atreus screaming "I'm coming to see you mommy! Mommy where are you! Mommy I'm here!"
I love that my kids love me so much. That shows I'm doing something right.
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10.13.22
I am so grateful I've been able to nurse for 9 months. I'm not even remotely ready to let this relationship go. This has been a blessing to nurture you in a way I've never been able to before. You are the cutest little babe.
Atreus is moving to a new daycare in two weeks. Beaux is already there and he misses him so much. It's been a really stressful time tbh. This has kinda solidified me not wanting another kid. Its just too much. My two littles are enough for me and it's all I've ever wanted.
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8.26.22
Today is the first day I felt your teeth while nursing!
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8.14
Weekends are special. Atlas sleeps on me almost every nap. Atreus is fun to watch. I love spending time together as a family. I can't believe Atreus turns 3 in 3 months it makes me incredibly sad and happy. I am seriously enjoying everyday with Atlas knowing he's most likely my last baby and it makes me sad everyday. I'm grateful some days that he's so small because I get to have a baby longer. The sitting up and crawling we'll get to and then never again, so I'm okay if it's a little delayed. It makes me sad the weekend is already over. We didn't even do anything this weekend besides go to publix and it was very rewarding and my heart is fulfilled. I seriously have the perfect family and I am so grateful.
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8.11.
Today is the day Atlas write a 3-6 month onesie and sleeper for the first time. Here's to growth! Atreus is very clingy and thinks we leave him when he can't see us.
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7.26.22
We had your 6 month old check up today. You're doing so so well. 25th percentile for height. But you're weight is still only 12lbs 10oz. I really try not to beat myself up over your weight because we're doing so well. I just want you to thrive, and I hope you are. I love you so much. I had no idea I could live two children so much. Praying for you to gain weight these next few months now that we're doing solids.
Atreus, you're so incredibly smart. You're starting to love your tablet and understand how to use it. You're vocabulary is flourishing. You still amaze me every single day.
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7.20.22
Today you are 6 months old and you have two teeth coming in. This is such an exciting day. You are sick today. First crazy fever I was worried about but it's gone down now. You're coughing and very very fussy. Today may be the last first teeth I ever get to see on my babies.
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7.15.22
Atlas, you're almost 6 months old. I stare at you everyday mourning this time in my life as I don't want it to end. I don't want you to grow up. I love having you as my baby. It's been such a great journey with you. Nursing you for 6 months has been the biggest blessing. To be able to nurse you when you really really needed it and struggled feeding from the bottle. Having you and Atreus both with me brings me the most happiness. Sharing you with your father and the love of my life is all I ever wanted. Two kids, a loving husband, two story house, good jobs. I have it all truly. I don't take it for granted. I really don't.
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6.22.22
I got to sirens the whole day with you today because you had a fever. It was such a wonderful perfect chill day. I'm very upset that it's over. Like I wanna cry because I wish I could spend everyday with you.
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6.21.22
I never wanna forget the way you search for me when I dreamfeed you. You open your mouth for comfort desperately searching to nurse. I love that I can comfort you. Today I picked you up early because you had a fever. You wouldn't take a bottle. You just wanted me and to nurse and I'm so grateful for this bond that we share. I never want it to end.
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6.6.22
It was a rough weekend. I've never seen Atreus so attached to me. Constantly hugging me. Saying "Mommy mommy what you doing mommy" like every 5 seconds. Brad was taking it kind of rough because he thinks Atreus wants nothing to do with him, but it got better. Atlas has slept the past 6 nights through the night so I've been getting good sleep. I miss the kids today even though over the weekend I wanted time away from them. Brad got a plane that they played with outside. I always feel like Atreus is in a better mood if he can get outside.
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5.23.22
It was a rough parenting day yesterday. Atreus is defiant and Atlas started leap 4 and it could not be more int rack. His sleep is shit, he's so cranky. Yesterday I didn't want to be a mom. Today is a new day and I miss my kids, even though yesterday I would've given anything to come to work. But I live for my family. I love them so much.
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5.21.22
You were 4 months old yesterday. I'm very emotional
You've slept through the night the past 5 nights. I almost miss the newborn days which I can't even believe I'm saying. I was watching an episode of Bluey that made me just tear up because I know I'm living in the good ole days right now and one day I will wish with all my being to be here today with my kids. 2 1/2 years old and 4 months old. I know the years to come are going to be better than I ever imagined with our family. I know this. I'm excited to live those years, but I know they're going to fly by faster than anything.
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4.29.22
You slept 5 hours last night! And we are officially fully in 0-3 month clothes.
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4.24.22
Life is getting good. It's getting better. I killed it this past week. My first full week back to work and making dinner for everyone! I'm doing great! Nursing for 3 months now which I never thought I'd have the pleasure of doing. Atlas is only waking up about twice a night now. He slept until 730 & 7 this weekend to get me some much needed rest. In the morning I'm taking a pregnancy test just because I've been feeling quite awful. I doubt I am, but it's just a precaution. I don't know. I can't imagine like with 3 kids honestly, but if it happens, it happens.
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