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Thanks for sharing.

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i like to think durge and orin used to be close before the lobotomization incident

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Durge Companion AU - Masterlist (Updates frequently)

Chapter 1 - The Beginning

Chapter 2 - Meeting Astarion

Chapter 3 - The Mindflayer

Chapter 4 - Gale

Chapter 5 - First Night at Camp

Chapter 6 - Companion Banter 1

Chapter 7 - Withers

Chapter 8 - Aftermath of Bloodshed

Chapter 9 - Entering the Grove

Chapter 10 - Bloody Habits

Chapter 11 - The Blade of Frontiers

Chapter 12 - Camp Talk

Chapter 13 - Scars

Chapter 14 - Auntie Ethel

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Staying alive was never Jason's strong suit

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June 30, 2023

a few days ago, I had an outburst of anger and I did not know where it came from. every small inconvenience that I get, I get mad easily, and my mind is also gaslighting me in a way, I don't know if that is the right term for it but it adds to fuel my anger by thinking of something that will help the anger to grow for no reason as if my mind is against me instead of helping calm down. it lights my ass on fire more, it riles me up more. and me being a gullible piece of shit, gets angry more. I punched our concrete wall consecutively just to feel pain and ease the anger. I'm looking up for tip advices and tips on how to manage my anger. and most that I see helps other people is that they exercise their anger away. some meditate but I think that will not help me though, me and my mind alone, staring at each other. I think ia have a mental illness that is undiagnosed, I don't know, I don't want to jump to conclusions. I think I scared my boyfriend in the process when he witnessed what happened to me suddenly. I don't want him to think of me as a mindless, uncontrollable piece of meat that just burst out of nowhere, I don't want him to think that I might hurt him.

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Dark Light Tales // Jan Erik Waider

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january 22, 2023. 2:21 am

i promised to come at this party that was planned two week ago, but i didnt go. even though i have said that i am going, i cancelled out the last minute it, i felt guilty and ashamed, that i was planning on leaving the group and just wanna crawl underneath the earth so i would not feel the shame anymore. i wanted my partner to come with me but he has his work. but seeing now that i am feeling ok with the decision i made. i should always think about my feeling first before doing something rash. being indecisive isnt bad. it just means your are taking it slow and rationalizing everything first before making a decision. i do hope in the future i can manage my feelings more. i dont want my partner to think that i m going crazy. he is patient but i dont want to test his patience. i want to be also like him.

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I miss my dad

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this is the only place who knows what i feel inside, today is my birthday, and i was expecting at least food prepared, but it was my fault for expecting something. i shouldn't have. Happy Birthday to me.

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I love summer so much, and had some thoughts about the end of it 🍃

This is a part of a much longer comic that’ll be on my Patreon, and you can read it and loads more for $2 a month!

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a little update. i joined a DND server in discord, im a total newbie but the people there were so nice and helped me thru the gameplay. we even had a trial battle just to help me with the mechanics of the game. it was pretty fun and entertaining.

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I dont see the point in living anymore. Everything is pointless.

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I dont feel like moving today. My body and brain dont have the motivation to move or eat. I just want to sleep. Sleep away the feelings.

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when the cute guy at the cafe catches ur eye and then u accidentally catch his eyes. multiple times. on account of the staring 😌

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Free to use Sumeru icons I drew! Just be sure to credit me! These are also previews to my next batch of Genshin keychains that will be coming out soon!

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I wish I could experience what books has to offer. Escaping the real world. Get me isekaid.

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if you didnt guess already, I play genshin by the amount I reblogof genshin art.