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Nothing feels real.

I feel like I'm floating through time.

I feel like I've died and now I'm in purgatory.

I'm stuck waiting for something but nothing with ever come.

I walk through fields of white grass only to be met with no sunset.

I understand why the clock is a circle more now.

Everyday is a loop. Every week the same thing scrambled. Nothing is new. Every morning is just a restarting of the cycle.

If i want to stop the waking in this circle I'll have to walk off the edge.

I'd rather be pushed.

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I just want to die.

If I annoy even him then what's the fucking point.

If I'm nothing but a burden on him like I am everyone else why am I still fighting.

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I really just want everything to stop. I get yelled at at home, I get yelled at at work, I am TRYING MY BEST to exist as a normal fucking human and yet here I am, sucking so badly at it. Everything HURTS. I just want to feel okay.

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"You're so mature for your age" is barely a compliment. What it really means is: you were forced to grow up too fast. You had to act like an adult before you even got to be a kid and as a result you barely had a childhood to begin with.

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"You're so mature for your age" is barely a compliment. What it really means is: you were forced to grow up too fast. You had to act like an adult before you even got to be a kid and as a result you barely had a childhood to begin with.

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You told me think about it, well I did

Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore

I'm tired of begging for the things that I want

I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

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I’m getting a tattoo for my boyfriend and I don’t care if people think it’s impulsive. If I don’t do it with ink, I’ll do it with a blade. This is my way of showing love. 😌🖤

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how could anyone be attracted to me sexually or physically i hate the way i look, what the fuck??

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"im not that tired."

1 hour

3 hours

5 hours

10 hours

15 hours

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i don’t want to kill myself but i do want to die

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Having BPD and not knowing anyone else with it is the loneliest road, because wdym everyone just looks at me like ima crash out?

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I need to go back to sleep and never wake up