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If you see carefully I tried to make a heart A heart in which there was a lot of blackness but still there is a good amount of purple in it.

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This was the time I started to slowly improvise on my drawings. Usually you do not have to lift up your pen till you're don making the figure but I tried something different.

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I can still remember what I thought while filling the colours. The black part shows how tough school life had been for me at that time but the yellow at the bottom represented hope, ( a little cliché,I know) hope that i can do better. The skin part indicates that I'm only a human and that it's okay for me to take my time to understand things well.

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I still remember the first time I tried these types of drawings. My counselor told me to get more hobbies and according to youtube this is supposed to be "art therapy." I am not really sure if this improved my mental health but it sure calmed me down so I guess that counts.. Anyways I'll be sharing a lot of my drawings from now on. Thank you.

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IDK

see the point is I don't know if I will be able to go to harvard or any good college, I don't know if I'll be able to do anything I think I can do its bullshit thinking about it this is gonna be messy and you'll probably think what weird ass shit is going on inside y head but I don't know anything. I can't ask for help anymore and I am too overwhelmed to do any thing what will happen to me

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This is so true🖤

You get a strange feeling when you're about to leave a place. Like you'll not only miss the people you love but you'll miss the person you are now at this time and this place because you'll never be this way ever again.

- Azar Nafisi // Reading Lolita in Tehran

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shatter.

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Why can't everything be perfect?