unlikelymilkshakedream

[unlikelymilkshakedream]

A/N: apologies for distant lately, this was somewhat of a meaningless free write, didn't expect it to be anything but thought I'd share it nonetheless. Let me know what you guys think <3

In the bustling morning, I passed a small Cafe on my way to work. Peering inside the cozy location, I wondered to myself if the fast pace atmosphere was worth the three dollars for an energy boost in my bland schedule. I decided it was worth it and as I heard the jingle of the bells atop the now open door, a shrill voice called out,

"Welcome to Jamisons!" I offered a small smile followed by a wave as I examed the scene in front of me before joining the queue of busy travelers. As I looked upon the menu for the first time, I decided to keep it cheap and simple and ordered a medium sized cappuccino for three dollars. It wasn't an overly long wait as I occupied a small table.

I checked my phone as I waited to no avail and became bored upon glance. I decided to study the scene in front of me instead of an electrified screen. I looked up and saw that the cafe was not only comfortable, but instead seemed to offer a trip back in time to the 90s. It wasn't expected but it was also welcomed. I felt as though a pair of orbs were resting on my shoulder as I shifted my gaze from en elderly couple to the table next to me.

There, I saw a younger woman looking around until our eyes eventually met. A blush dusted her cheeks as I let out a chuckle. She looked up from where her eyes had fallen to the sketchbook in her palm until they met my hazel occulis.

I looked her over, she had blue eyes that seemed to be the brightest part of her face, followed by a small nose with a ring on the right nostril and red cheeks that were aflame as she seemed to be trying to find something to say to me. She had short hair once brown, now died purple and was accompanied by a grey overcoat lounging on the back of her chair.

I looked down to the sketchbook in her hands and could safely say I was impressed. Drawings littered the page l, small bubbles floating from a fish's mouth with a hook through it.

"Thats a nice drawing you've got there," I said with a smile. She returned the smile as she seemed to light up.

"Thank you, I've been working on it for about a day and half. The only thing I can't seem to get right are the eyes," she said with a chuckle to which I returned.

"I draw as well and I agree they seem to be tricky to master. Some say they show people's souls, if you believe in that sort of stuff I guess," I say with a laugh as I stare into her piercing blue eyes.

"I've heard that as well, so how bout you? Do you believe in that sort of stuff?" She asks as she bits her lip, looking into my eyes.

"More of a two part question I suppose. First, if someone believes in souls, second if someone believes eyes show them. For me, I like to think that souls are based on who people are, and that comes straight from the heart," I offer a smile.

She gazes at my and for a moment, we just study each other. It's not at all tense, it's just.. nice. Silence speaks volumes and I can't quite figure out what hers is telling. Just as she's about to say something in response, I hear my number called. I look down to the sheet of paper in my hands before I rejoin her line of sight.

"That's me I suppose," I say as I hold up the number and begin to stand. I walk to grab my drink to go, mentally trying to prepare myself for the say ahead. Throughout my walk to the counter, I ponder on the conversation I just had, intriguing and amusing.

As I turn around to leave, I see her lean over the chair with a piece of paper in her hands, I look at her and she smiles.

"I know we just met but, if you ever want to do something, I dunno, draw eyes or whatever, have at it." She says with a giggle. I smile and take the note from her.

"Thank you," I paused, realizing I haven't learned her name yet.

"Melanie." She confirms with a smile to which I mirror.

"Melanie," the name feels like honey rolling off my tongue and past my lips, she's intriguing and I can't help but wonder if I'll ever put what I assume is a phone number on the other side of the note to use.

"Hopefully I'll see you around sometime," with that and a smile, I depart from the coffee shop, knowing that was the highlight of my day as I cannot for the life of my seem to get my mind off those blue irises as I continue my journey to my mundane life, knowing the girl in the coffee shop has piqued my interest.

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Teasing Him Part 2

That's exactly how Friday passed, anytime I would see Sapnap in the halls, I made sure to smirk at him or give him an excited little smile, enough to make the waiting that much longer.

Eventually, the end of the day was starting to roll around. I had one last period before I would enter a very long, undoubtedly pleasure filled weekend with my lover.

I was just about to enter my last class when once again, Sapnap pulled me aside in the halls.

"Baby, you seriously don't need to go to that class. It's just economics." I laughed at this.

"Oh Sapnap, don't say it like that, it's not just economics, and it is too an important class. Why are you so desperate to get out of here?" I asked him innocently.

"You fucking know why I'm so desperate to get out of here." He said a little too loudly, as fellow classmates passing by turned to look at Sapnaps little outburst. However, this outburst would catch the attention of his friends.

I giggled as they called and whistled at him. "One more class, I'll see you later." I said, giving him a parting kiss of the cheek.

"You're not getting away with this." Sapnap practically had steam coming out of his ears. I giggled as I started to walk away.

Later on, I found myself sitting in my economics class, just staring at the clock, waiting for the bell to ring. Maybe I had been teasing sapnap all day, but that didn't just affect him, it also made me crave his touch that much more. As soon as the bell rang, I booked it out of the classroom and into the parking lot, where unsurprisingly, sapnap was already there by my car.

When we got home, Sapnap pushed me up against the door and started to feverishly kiss me. I moaned at the sudden contact because I hadn't been expecting it, but soon enough I kissed him back with just as much force.

As our tongues wrestled for dominance, Sap rubbed his bones against me, causing me to let out a needy moan into the kiss. Sapnap chuckled quietly and picked me up, carrying me to my room. Just before he set me down on the bed, with our clothes still in tact he slapped my body against his crotch and threw me on to the bed.

If I was horny before, that just sent me over the edge. I lay there trying to catch my breath from watch just happened, which caused my already soaking cunt to get even more wet.

Sapnap crawled on top of me and began making out with me again. He soon moved to my neck where I'm sure he left so many marks by the amount of kissed he put on my neck, rough and harsh, just like I like it.

Lower and lower he went until he was in front of my soaking shorts, my cunt eagerly waiting beneath.

He liked a long stripe up my shorts which caused me to let out a moan and arch my back. I was so horny I might die.

"Sap, ughh, please," he smirked as he looked up at me.

"Please what?" He asked innocently.

"Please, please touch me," I moaned out. He reached up and undid the button to my shorts. He stuck his hand in and rubbed me through my underwear.

I let out a string of loud moans until he pulled both my underwear and my shorts down my legs and discarded them on to my floor.

"Uhh, Sap please use your mouth," I begged as he kissed my cheek.

"Nuh uh, sit on my face." I stopped.

"Wha-what?" He smirked as he climbed on the bed.

"Did I stutter? I said sit on my face." He grabbed my hip and yanked me towards him as my face went unbelievably red.

"But, won't i- what if i-" He cut me off, knowing I was insecure already. It was no secret that I wasn't the skinniest person and Sap knew I was worried about it.

"Baby, I promise you won't hurt me. I want you to sit on my face so bad, I've wanted it for so long. Please sit on my face," I paused before I reluctantly agreed.

I made my way up his body and cautiously hovered over his face, incredibly unsure of what to do. Sapnap started with his fingers by running one up and down the length of my pussy. To this I let out a small whimper and when he smirked, I knew he was enjoying this.

Sap reached up and roughly grabbed my hips, pulling me on to his waiting tongue, and leaving no room between his face and my pussy. I let out a loud moan at this and he started eating me out like a mad man.

The new angle of sitting on his face was causing me to reach my high much faster, that and the way sapnaps tongue kept running circles on my clit, causing me to reach down and pull his hair, which only encouraged him further.

"Sap, oh my god, oh daddy it's so good." The words were out of my mouth before I could stop them and it wasn't until Sapnap was looking up at me grinning that I was brought out of my pleasure.

"Say it again," I blushed profusely. He put his mouth back on my roughly, causing me to let out a loud, high pitched whimper.

"I said l, say it again baby" I bit my lip and he continued to eat me out.

"Daddy, please" I said as I tipped my head back, knowing I was close.

"Please what?" He asked.

"Please, I wanna cum on your dick daddy, so fucking hard." He smirked as I felt the pit in my stomach growing rapidly.

"I want you to cum on my face baby." I moaned loudly at this.

"Daddy, it's so fucking good, eugh, please I wanna cum on your dick. Please, oh my god, please can I cum daddy?" He only seemed to eat my out harder at this. I was a moaning mess, so close to the edge, but I wanted to cum with him inside of me.

"Daddy, please, please can I cum on your dick?" I was begging, trying so bad to not tip over the edge and cum yet.

"Don't worry baby, you'll get to cum on my dick eventually, but you're gonna cum on my fucking face first." He smirked as he starting eating me out again.

I was practically suffocating Sapnap at this point, but it just felt so fucking good, I couldn't stop myself from arching my back harder and pushing myself down on his face more.

"Daddy, i- oh god, daddy im cumming." I got out between breathy moans. Sapnap only increased his pace as I fell over the edge and came hard on his face. I was a shaking moaning mess, pulling sapnaps hair so hard I don't know how it didn't hurt him, bucking my hips while I rod out my orgasm.

As I came down from my high, I leaned over, slowly making a show of dragging myself down his body until our crotches lined up.

"Oh daddy, that was so so fucking good. Thank you," I smiled as I started making out with him, until he started lining up with my hole.

"Your welcome baby, but tell me, does this mean you'll sit on my face more?" I breathed out a laugh as I could only nod. I started kissing him again, until I felt him push into my hole, to which I broke off and let out a shaky moan.

When he was all the way in, I sat up with my hands on his chest and started riding him as his eyes rolled back into his head.

"Fuck, baby that feels so good." I smiled as I leaned down to suck a hickey on to his neck, my hips never faltering.

"Tell me how good it feels daddy," I whispered in his ear. He let out a deep moan, one that brought me that much closer to the edge.

"Fuck baby, you like riding Daddys dick huh? Such a slut like you no wonder you're so good at riding this dick." This only caused my moans to increase along with the speed of my hips. Sapnap started thrusting up to meet my hips and I swore I saw heaven at this point.

"Oh, daddy, you're gonna make me cum. Oh fuck." I screamed, he was fucking me so good I couldn't stop moaning.

"Baby, pull my hair, please," oh.. so that's how it didn't hurt, he likes the pain. I gently pull his hair, some what teasing him but also seeing if he did like the pain.

"Harder baby." He said in a more demanding tone, at the same time he sped up his thrusts. This caused me to let out a loud moan and pull his hair hard.

"Oh fuck, daddy, can I please cum? You're fucking me so God damn good, please can I cum?" He moaned at this.

"Yeah, is daddy fucking you good baby? Huh? You wanna cum?" I nodded as I moaned

"Yes daddy, I wanna cum so hard, please daddy." Sapnaps thrusts were so fucking good I was gonna die.

"Cum on my fucking dick," Sapnap said straight into my ear which caused me to tip over, cumming so hard I saw stars. My orgasm must have triggered Sapnaps orgasm because quickly after I started cumming, he flipped me over on to my back and thrusted so hard I almost came again. Sapnap thrusted into me until he went practically limp on top of me, the only sound was the sound of us catching our breathe.

Saonap pulled out agonizingly slow until he crashed on to the bed next to me. I was so blissed out I didn't realize that Sapnap had left to get a washcloth to clean up with until I felt a cool sensation between my legs.

I flinched away from it so hard with a whimper.

"Shh, baby, let me clean you up," Sapnap said, knowing how sensitive I was. I reluctantly agreed for him to clean me up and again flinched when the cool rag touched my pussy, but way less than the time before.

After Sapnap was done, he gave me some water to drink and then he climbed in bed next to me. I rolled on to my side, curled up next to him as I began to press gentle kisses to his chest, leading up until I reached his lips, to which I kissed him with so much love and passion and I could feel it reciprocated in the kiss he gave me.

"Thank you, Sapnap." I smiled as I hugged him closer to my figure.

"Thank you baby, although I should make you go again for teasing me all day." He smirked as I laughed.

"Not again, you can get back at me tomorrow," I smiled as I buried my face in his chest.

"Oh I will, for now rest." I smiled as I kissed him once more and then fell asleep in his arms.

[unlikelymilkshakedream]

Teasing him

A/N: felt inspired to write so here ya go. Like for part 2!! Hope you enjoy 😉:)

It had been a long week, finally Friday was here, and me and my boyfriend, Sapnap, could not be happier about this little detail. I had barely seen him all week and I've been stressed beyond words due to finals and my job.

I saw him in the halls Friday morning and went up to him with exciting news.

"Hey, I have big news," I told him to which he looked at me suspiciously.

"Mmkay, what's up?" He asked me cautiously.

"Well, since you don't have plans tonight, and it's my off weekend at work..." I took a step closer to him, "and my parents will be gone for the entire weekend, I was wondering if you wanted to come over," I whispered.

To this, he smiled and his eyes seemed to have darkened a shade.

"Is that so? Well in that case I would love to come over tonight." He said as he took a step closer to me and put his hand around my waist, pulling me into him. "And what exactly will we be doing?" He smirked

I bit my lip. "What do you wanna do? I figured we could play some board games, watch a movie, maybe," I said.

"Well, I wanna do whatever you wanna do, and oh, so much more," I giggled quietly.

"Well, what if I told you, that, I-" I put myself right against him, leaned into his ear and whispered, "I want you to fuck me until I only know your name, and I want you to use me for your pleasure," I bit his ear and sucked on it as I heard him take in a sharp breathe.

"Fuck, baby. Why don't we skip right now." I pulled away and saw his pupils were almost completely dilated. I didnt even need to look down because I could feel his raging hard on against my thigh.

"Haha, nice try." I said as I let my arms fall away from him. "I unfortunately have to go to chemistry today, otherwise maybe I would." As I was turning to leave, he grabbed my arm and pushed me against the lockers behind me, not harsh, but enough to know he was aroused.

"You cannot say something like that to me just to leave right away." I giggled as I bit my lip, pouting slightly.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I promise it'll be worth the wait." I smirked at him just as the bell rang.

"Whats going on here?" Mrs. Norberry came into the hallway and Sapnap took a step back from me. "You're both late to class," ratty old bitch I thought in my head.

"Sorry, I'm on my way there now." I smirked and gave Sapnap one last kiss and I snuck past him to go to class. He just stood there and glared at me.

"And you?" Mrs. Norberry turned to Sapnap.

"Yeah yeah, I'm going im going." I giggled as I made my way to class, knowing the hell I just put him through. This was going to be a very long weekend.

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I feel like it is only time I make a stoner fic🤗hope you enjoy!!

*tw*: use of marijuana, stoner thoughts(im so sorry😵‍💫), if there's any more pls lmk and I'll add them!

It was no secret amongst the school that sapnap smoked weed. He talked about, he posted on social media about ut, he even got caught once smoking it in the back parking lot.

So when my mind was desperate for a chill out moment, he was the perfect person to help. I messaged him in search of a good time.

Hey, do you think I could buy from you?

What are you looking for?

Quarter ounce

Meet me here

2848 hasbul drive

He set the date for tomorrow night at 6pm. I requested enough that I could use tomorrow as well as this weekend so when j went to the location, and saw his car I climbed in with the money.

"Hey you got the cash?" I nodded as I hand him the money in exchange for a green bag.

"Quarter ounce?" He nodded as I opened the door and returned to my vehicle. Before I could even open the door he was gone and my phone rang.

Let me know how you like it

I left the message opened and didn't bother with a reply as I got in my car and headed home.

Upon arriving I see that all the lights are off which is good because it means everyone's asleep. I soundlessly slip inside my room and pull out the bag along with my pipe. I proceed to pack it and grab my lighter.

The first hit always hits the hardest so I have to take a minute to not let my coughs get too loud.

After about 3 or 4 hits, I sit back for a minute and just stare at my lights which are colored red.

I wonder what it would feel like to be floating right now. I bet it would feel nice. I have to make sure to thank sapnap for getting me this weed.

Wow, sapnap is such a great guy, his hair is amazing, he's so fucking cute but I can't tell him that because he'd never feel the same way. I wonder what he's doing right now, I wonder if he's thinking of me.

As I continue to think about him, I just feel myself getting happier. I want to talk to him right now and be with him, I want him to be with me. He would make this experience so much better. I should call him and tell him.

I dont need to call him, I can see him right now, he's in the room with me. That's concerning how'd he get in here, oh shut up logic. Come here lover boy. And if that doesn't work.

*I was gonna wait til I was high to put genuine stoner thoughts but I have none and haven't smoked in a couple of days.*

The next day at school I'm pissed and it's known to everyone except a certain someone who can't keep his hands away from me.

"Hey, how'd you like the za?" I shoot him a side eye to which he furrows his brow.

"I bet you would know wouldn't you," I say as I shove past him.

"Why are you mad at me? I helped you out?" I scoff.

"Helped me out? Are you shitting me?" I turn my voice lower as I look around at on lookers. I grab his arm and pull him to the side of the hallway.

"You fucking laced it." His eyes go wide.

"What the fuck do you mean?" He asked bewildered.

"When I smoked it and started feeling it, all I saw was you. So what the fuck did you put in it?" He looks like he's seen a ghost or he's listening to someone speak gibberish.

"What do you mean all you saw was me?" He asks

"You, your face, your body, as if you were in the room next to me. And there was this weird feeling in my chest, my heart was pounding." He takes a breath, and then starts to... laugh.

I stare at him as if he's disappeared before my eyes.

"What the hell is so funny to you?" He chuckles a little before talking some calming breaths.

"Sorry, sorry, I'm done, I'm done" He coughs before continuing. I stare at him expectantly.

"I hate to inform you but thats not laced weed. You have a crush on me."

"Are you fucking stupid? I don't have a crush on you, you fucking laced that shit." He smirks before taking one step closer, making our bodies practically chest to chest.

"Its ok, I like you too. When you asked to buy from me I wasn't surprised but I was a little disappointed that that was all you wanted from me." I stare at him, shocked.

"No, i- I don't have- wait what? You like me?" He smiles and puts a hand on my hip.

"Yeah, I've liked you for a while and I've tried to flirt with you before." I think back to the math class I have with him.

"Wow, I'm an idiot." I look at him and he says nothing.

"You're supposed to disagree with me." He laughs.

"Sure thing, whatever you say." He smiles and we walk to class together.

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happy pride month🤗❤🧡💛💚💙💜

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Hi its the Tim Shepard slut here again wondering what your first time would be like with him when you get the chance? No rush and only if you're okay with it ofc.

Ooo I like this idea !!

Normally he's a super closed off person who doesn't show emotions in public, unless hes showing you off. When you guys are in private, he'll become a bit more open about his feelings.

that being said, Tim would either make you feel really loved on your first time, or he wouldn't think it was that big of a deal. To him, virginity was just something that losing was bragged about so his time wasn't really special.

If he wants to make it special for you, he'll:

Light some candles, maybe put some nice music on

Be gentle, or as gentle as he can be

Make you feel loved and wanted

Leave kisses all over your body and focus on your pleasure instead of his

Go at your pace and not what he wants

Make sure you're ok afterwards and clean you up followed by some cuddling (you curled into his side)

If he doesn't see it as that big of a deal, he'll probably try to make you feel loved and appreciated but focus a little more on his pleasure. He still will be gentle because he doesn't want to hurt you too bad, but keep in mind Tim's never been big on feelings, to him sex is just sex.

thank u for the ask !! :)

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congratulations on getting through the day even if it was really, really hard. you’re doing great.

[unlikelymilkshakedream]

“What’s the worst thing I’ve stolen? Probably little pieces of other people’s lives. Where I’ve either wasted their time or hurt them in some way. That’s the worst thing you can steal, the time of other people. You just can’t get that back.”

— Chester Bennington

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u think i am joking but this is genuinely how i look while writing: “god, you’re so fucking wet” and “such a good girl” for the hundreth time in my miserable existence

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Just wanted to clear this thing up

Friendly reminder that if I haven’t answered your ask the same day, it means either: 

I want to treasure that ask forever

I dont feel up to social interaction

I didnt have time, and ended up forgetting about it

What it does NOT mean:

I dont like getting asks

You’re bothering me by sending asks

SAME APPLIES FOR UNANSWERED TAG GAMES!

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A/N: Hello everyone, I want to take a quick moment to apologize for how distant I've been lately, everything in my life is basically falling to shreads rn and I'm not doing the best mentally. I used to be able to cope through writing and it seems I can't even do that anymore! I am not sure when this blog will be updated anymore and I'm trying not to force anything in hopes of salvaging my health and not producing crappy content. I'm sorry for what this space has become and I hope some day I can return to my passion I used to have, but for now I need to take a moment for myself. I hope you all can understand and in the meantime, enjoy the content posted. Thanks for everything❤

My boyfriend dream knows I had a long day so when I climb in bed and can't physically move any of my limbs, he does all the work for me.

"Baby I've missed you all day"

"I'm sorry dream I could pass out right now"

"Baby, let me help you and let me do all the work" I nod slowly.

I lay on my back as he spreads my legs and preps me by rubbing his thick fingers between my folds.

I let out small moans until I can't take it anymore.

"D-dream please," He sees my tired expression and smirks.

"All you had to do was ask doll" the cocky lil shit.

"I need u so bad" I pant

"I know" He smiles lovingly.

He slowly lines up and pushes in as I lay on my back.

The most intament moment we've had in a while. Face to face torso to torso legs intertwined slow and sensual.

These are the moments he shows just how much he truly loves me.

His hips rut perfectly against mine as he leaves small kisses all over my face, lips and neck as he tells me how proud he is of me, how im his good girl, how he loves me.

I start to feel a tightening in my stomach and beg him to go faster which he does but he keeps it gentle never thrusting hard just picking up speed.

This is exactly the vanilla sex I need after the day I've had this is exactly the affection I was craving.

My moans get deeper and my head flung back tells him how close I am.

I feel euphoric as I reach my peaking letting out deep moans as I grip onto the sheets for dear life.

My walls clenching causes him to cum inside me as his hips rut against me one last time I feel his white ropes shooting out into me.

We stay there for a moment or two after wards as im too tired to move and he loves being this close to me.

He gets up as I feel every part of me fill w pure exhaustion my back is tight my legs feel like jello and my mind is surging w dopamine and serotonin.

He cleans me up gently as my eyes start to drift shut until he has to physically turn me over into his side.

He kisses my head as he whispers sweet praises into my ear until I pass out cold in my lovers embrace.

The perfect ending to the worst day.

[unlikelymilkshakedream]

Its better to be pussy drunk than blackout drunk

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Can't you see that you're smothering me?

Holding too tightly

Afraid to lose control

I thought the ones I loved cared for me, I thought I had a say in our friendships, now I realize I was only being used.

Now I see how foolish I was to think I was cared for, and how blind sighted I was to not realize I was being used. I never thought it would end like this, I truly never did, I thought we would be together for a long time. Multiple wasted opportunities to show me if he still gave two shits about me, which he doesn't. I've been holding on for too long, trying to prove the last 9 months weren't wasted, but they were.

I wasted 9 months trying to build a life with him, just for him to go shove the 9 months of work down another girl's throat. All that work, all the time I spent believing I was loved, believing I was important, that we truly had something, and for what?

For nothing.

One last night I tried, to see if there was any hope left for us, but there simply wasn't. He told me multiple times that he was over his ex, he talked right in front of me about her, all the times I checked if he was still hung up on her, and I was begging for it to not be true, begging for him to be over her, until of course I had to find out by walking into his room where he told me to meet him, just to see her in my place, where I was convinced she would be forever.

He couldn't be serious, all the nights I prayed it wouldn't happen, all the times he's assured me there wasn't anything left between them, all the nights I broke my heart convincing myself that it was I he was in love with, not her, all for it to get thrown away in one night, one I should have seen coming, but told myself to not worry, I believed him, and it was all for nothing.

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there

Become so tired, so much more aware

Is there a point to it anymore? If he doesn't see potential in me, how could I ever think anyone else would? How could I even see potential in myself?

It seems like every day I wake up is harder than the one prior, I just don't see a point anymore, it feels like this sorrow will never leave me. I can't remember a time when I felt this alone, it feels like an endless tunnel with no light, and I just so happened to be destined to walk it forever.

Months had gone by, friends hadn't heard from me, messages stopped being answered, I barely had the energy after days in a row to get out of bed and eat something. Eventually it seemed all messages stopped coming in, which made me relieved, no one was counting on me anymore, so I didn't have to keep disappointing people by not having he strength to answer them, so in time, the messages stopped coming from everyone, well, all but one.

Long after all messages ceased, the occasional one would still come through, from the same lovesick boy that I didn't have the courage to respond to nor pay much attention to, Darry Curtis.

Spiraling in my room alone, darkness filling every corner like a bottomless pit, I was left with nothing but my crippiling brain swarming with self-deprecating thoughts.

One day, what felt like years since I had locked myself up in the darkness, I finally decided to try to get out of bed, doing so by deciding to take a shower. It must have been 3 hours I stood under the skin burning hot water and just stared at the wall, multiple times, I couldn't help myself but to let the tears stream free. Thoughts just kept swarming my brain until I finally came upon the realization, I was wasting away.

I could mope around and be sad, or I could choose to not let this get to me, after all, I didn't lose anything except a shitty revolving door. I gained clarity, seeing that I should have trusted my gut, I should have believed in myself and knew in my heart that I was right and ultimately, I know now that it's all for the better, I'm stronger now, better off without something like that in my life.

As soon as I stepped out of the shower, I went into my kitchen, I had put clothes in the laundry in my kitchen last night after I had cried my eyes out and made a mess of my sweater. The second I pulled my shirt over my head, there was a knock on the door. I looked at the time, just after noon.

I went to my door, sighing heavily as I put my hand on the doorknob, gathering all my strength I opened it slowly.

Standing in front of me was Darry Curtis, the boy from down the street who had always secretly made me knees go weak and my cheeks heat up.

"Oh, um, hey," I said weakly, to which he only responded with a smile.

"Hey Y/N, I heard about what happened, I'm so sorry." At his words, I swallowed the bile that was creeping up my throat.

"Thanks," I got out meekly.

"Well, I was wondering if you wanted to go for a quick bite, I haven't had a free day in a while and I wanted to see if you were feeling up to it?" Darry said as I pondered, it had been a while since I got out of the house and Darry was such a sweet person. Before I knew it, I was agreeing and getting my shoes and jacket on.

We walked down the street to a diner and ordered some coffee and sandwiches and just talked for what seemed like hours but was probably only one. It was so easy to talk to Darry, he was charming, handsome and caring, he made it easy to forget about everything that had happened.

Long after our dished were taken by the waitress, we sat there talking about life, he told me about his brothers and how his job was going and I tried to keep the conversation off of me, which thankfully he understood and didn't ask too many questions. It was nice to be out with him.

"Well, gee, would you look at the time, I think I have to go. This was so much fun, thank you for inviting me out." He smiled at my words and got up alongside of me. He took me back to my house and for some reason I found myself agreeing to get coffee with him the same time next week. I smiled as I entered my house and watched his smile all the way back to his truck until he drove away.

I'm becoming this, all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

It had been a week since I had last gone out with Darry. In the time since Darry left my house, I had felt like I was almost back to my old self. I no longer second guessed myself or cared for someone who obviously stopped caring about me a long time ago. I had improved since I was a bundle of nothingness in a dark room and was now finding myself happy again.

Soon enough, I saw Darry's pickup truck pull up outside my house and waited for him to come to the door. Once he did, I was greeted with a huge smile upon opening said door. We went out for coffee again, but this time at a much quieter setting, we went to a little cafe that was cute, and we sat down and did the same thing again, talked for a long time.

This time, he did ask more questions about me and my life, which I can say I was happy to answer, I told him about what happened and how much better I was doing. We talked for a long time and had a great time; it was all going really well.

"I'm glad you're doing better Y/N, I'm glad you did it for yourself." I smiled at that.

"I am too, really glad." I smiled upon that, happy with how much I've improved and how much better I was doing. As we talked later into the day, we realized the sun was starting to set.

"Oh my, the sun's setting already?" I laughed; we really did lose track of the time. At these words, Darry smiled.

"Good, come on, I want to show you something." I was confused, but still took his hand as he led me out of the cafe and to his truck. In a few short moments, he was parked in a back lot of some building, with a perfect view of the sunset.

"Darry, what are we doing here?" I chuckled a little as I looked around our location.

"I just thought it would be nice if we could watch the sunset. The lighting is beautiful." I chuckled at this and ran my palms over the front of my dress while nodding.

We sat in a comfortable silence for a while before I slid a little closer to him, and he rested his arm on the back side of the seat bed of the truck. I smiled as I leaned against him, resting my head on his shoulder.

Soon enough, the sun was just above the dip to darkness. I looked up at Darry who looked back down at me with a smile, I bit my lip.

"Thank you for showing me the sunset, Darry." Our faces seemed to naturally be getting closer.

"Anytime," and with that, our lips connected as I smiled.

A/N: okay, I just want to say really quickly, that I hate this fic haha, I really do. So why post it? Well, I went through something, similar, to this recently and I was going to take it in a different direction, however I decided to turn into something happy. In doing so, I'm not exactly happy with what it turned into, but I spent too much time on it for it to just be thrown away, so hopefully this will bring someone some kind of joy? Idrk, anyways, enjoy if you can!

[unlikelymilkshakedream]

Walking through the door, I set down my keys with a loud huff. Today was by far the hardest day to get through in a long time. Part of me still doesn't believe I did get through it. I had four back to back hour and a half long lectures before I had to go to my full time job to launch my career. To say I was tired was an understatement, I was downright exhausted. I should go straight to sleep, I should get well rested for tomorrow, when I have to go back to work yet again, but, there's this part of me, that I can't hold back, that just needs to be released.

Walking further into the house, I ignore anything logical and everything except getting to my destination. I climb the stairs rapidly as I rush into my boyfriend's room. I see him sitting at his computer, and I can't even get my mind to recollect what he's doing on it, before I know it the words are flying out of my mouth.

"Sapnap, if you don't fuck me until I can't walk, I swear to God," slowly, as if time itself freezes, he turns in his chair to face me, his cheeks are tinted pink, and his eyebrows are raised as his face shows surprise.

"B-babe, I'm on discord." I freeze, we haven't seen each other in almost a week, both being incredibly busy, we're lucky if we get five minutes together before the day pulls us apart. At his words, my lust only darkens, and there's no way it's not shown in my eyes as I can't help the smirk that crawls on to the corner of my lips.

"Leave it on." He's even more shocked at my words as I race over to him and straddle his waist.

"bu-" he tries to speak.

"Shut the fuck up," I say as I slam my lips onto his, making him let out an involuntary moan, which is picked up perfectly by the two other men listening through the screen. His hands find their way to my waist as he roughly pulls me down on to his clothed erection, making me break the kiss and let out a loud moan as his lips connect to my weak spot just above my collarbone.

Suddenly, my moment of dominance is over as he stands up causing me to wrap my legs around his waist just before he slams me backwards on to his desk. I let out a loud moan as I open my eyes to see the mic is a couple inches from my lips, meaning George and Dream can hear everything as if they are in the same room, which they are, I guess.

Sapnap seems to see how close I am to the mic as he continues his assault on my neck, he's driving me insane and God does he know it.

"Fuck me, please" I beg and his eyes darken, and before I know it, he sinks two fingers deep into my pussy, I didn't even notice my pants were gone.

"I let out a high pitch scream as I look up to see a green circle around dreams discord profile. I don't realize what it means until I hear fast and loud footsteps pounding up the stairs and suddenly the door swings open.

Dream stands there, his erection completely prominent behind his basketball shorts.

"Need help?" I hear him say before he smirks and I'm lifted into the air and brought over to the bed. My legs around Sapnap's waist are quickly removed as he roughly throws me down onto the mattress making me bounce a little as the wind is knocked straight out of my lungs.

I lay there catching breath as both men look down at me with so much lust in their eyes. I return the look as I watch them darkly. After what feels like ages of them watching me, dream circles to my mouth.

"I want to feel those lips around my cock," I have to force myself to hold back a moan.

"I want this pussy right now," Sapnap says as he roughly pulls my hips to the edge of the bed and spits on my cunt. Without warning, he slams himself completely into me, making my jaw drop as a loud moan echos the room.

Dream sees this as the perfect opportunity to push his length past my lips and to the back of my throat. I gag at the unexpected intrusion as both men start thrusting into my holes in sync making me moan lowly.

As I suck dream off, he runs his hand through my hair, praising me.

"Fuck those lips are so good, fucking hell," he mutters as he slowly thrusts into my moan, making me hollow my cheeks around his length, to which he pulls my hair. This causes me to let out a loud moan around him as my back arches.

Both men see this as Dream pulls even harder and Sapnap fucks me even harder, making me lose my mind. I pull off of Dream and continue to run my hand up and down his shift.

"Fuck, Sapnap, fuck you're fucking me so damn good, please don't fucking stop." I moan out as he doubles his speed. I feel myself nearing the edge as I starts seeing stars. Sapnap hits that sweet spot in me that makes my brain short circuit and my toes curl.

"Oh, shit fuck right there, oh I'm gonna cum!" I moan out as Dream pulls on my roots again.

"Wait." Sapnap says and I practically scream. I rest my forehead against his as we stare into each other's eyes. He's hitting ever my little spot as my eyes fill with tears and I bite my lip until I know its going to bleed to try and keep from cumming.

"No, no daddy, please, fuck, please let me cum, I'm, fuck fuck fuck fuck, daddy!" Sapnap smirks.

"Ask George permission," he says as Dream reached down to rub my clit. I swear these men want me to go limp.

"George, mhu! George please, please daddy, please let me cum I'm so, so close, daddy, daddy, fucking, oh my god!" I scream as I hear him moaning from discord.

"Oh God, oh my fucking God, holy shit, yes, yes, fuck right fucking there," at this point I'm fucking incoherent as I try so desperately to hold off my orgasm. It helps not at all that Dream is still pinching my nipples and running his hands through my hair and degrading me as I stare into Sapnap's eyes. I can barely hold back my orgasm and I try one more time to get George to let me cum before I'm gonna have no choice in whether I cum or not.

"Cum slut" I George says as tears rush down my cheeks and I let out a string of loud moans and screams, shaking and squirting around Sapnap's length. He gives a couple more thrusts before he falls on top of me and I feel his seed explode into me. We cum together as I lose basically all of my senses and the only thing I can focus on is the pleasure coursing through my nerves.

As we lay there, catching our breath, a voice reminds us we're not the only people in the room right now. Dream's lust filled voice quickly reminds us he's still here and hasn't released yet.

"Fuck, that was so hot guys," As we pant to get our breath back, I look up and see his lust filled green eyes staring at us. I whisper in Sap's ear.

"Go finish him off, daddy," he looks at me shocked with a smirk, as if to say 'oh, now you're giving orders?' I push his shoulder lightly and he pulls out of me completely, making me let out a small grunt.

I watch as Sapnap sinks to his knees in front of Dream, as he looks up to the taller man, I can't help but love the scene in front of me. He wraps his hand around Dream's length and slowly kisses the tip of his dick. Dream lets out a grunt as he runs his fingers through Sapnap's hair. Before joining them, I walk over to the computer to see George's icon gone so I shut down the monitor.

I turn around to see Dream with his head thrown back as Sapnap sucks him off. I get on my knees and crawl over to them, surprising Sapnap as I suck on his neck, surely leaving a mark. Once his skin is a deep purple color, I move to help him suck Dream off, cupping his balls with my hand as I kiss his length with Sap. I look up to see his green eyes watching us intently and it looks like his veins are going to pop out of his neck.

"Fuck, this is so hot, it's so good, keep fucking going, oh god," he moans as I take one of his balls into my mouth and suck. His hand comes down to stroke my hair as well as Sapnap's and I can tell by the look of euphoria on his face, he's almost at his release. I move my lips from his balls to the inside of thigh and suck as hard as I can, being sure to leave my mark.

After that, I go up to Sapnap sucking his length and help him get Dream off.

"Fuck, you guys 'r so good at this, fuck right there, oh yes, oh my god, I'm gonna cum," he says as he groans. I pull my mouth off of his length and kiss Sapnap, all while stroking Dream until his white ropes paint both of our faces completely.

I break off from kissing Sapnap to continue Dream painting our faces until there's no more cum left. I look over to see my boyfriend's face covered in Dream's cum and can feel my face looks the same. I kiss him again as his hand reaches down to twist my nipple between his fingers.

We don't even notice when Dream pulls on his clothes from before, and excuses himself from the room. We're both too busy with each other's tongues down our throat to note his absences.

As Dream climbs down the stairs, he can surely hear the moans and groans from the upstairs room, and knows that we will be busy all night long.

[unlikelymilkshakedream]

Hello, I absolutely understand you skipping this, I would to. I just have to document this moment because I haven't felt this euphoria in such a long time.

Right now im nearly a hundred miles away from the home that I hate, completely sober and laying in a comfortable bed in a room filled by beautiful moonlight.

Its been a long time coming but right now, I can't remember the last time I felt this peaceful. I dont even want to go to sleep despite the fatigue gouging at my vision right now simply because there is no way in hell I will ever feel this amount of content again, and if I do it will be light years away.

I feel truly euphoric right now, and im elighted that that euphoria does not include any drugs or alcohol. It simply is because I am peaceful, and I am away from my home.

Thanks for reading my rant if you did, I never want this feeling to leave.

[unlikelymilkshakedream]

Yes, sir😍🤤