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So someone I still believe in my soulmate ❤️ is dropping a song tonight finally about me and years of understanding and struggles of my life while being behind a screen with me for nearly 15-30 years of my life. Thank you exactly at midnight tonight! It was surrounded by secret even to coworkers and other project proposals of feature artists and their crews. Now I know. Greatly appreciated thanks 🙏 Namaste love 😘 So I am here again against all odds 💞🙏❤️ 🌹Thank you Suga-nim much first an army hidden in plain sight always one.

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I also have ruination over night night terrors after drinking one. And that's why I cuddle more in my sleep and hense why the shirt tugging or short tugging is a thing of comfort and seeking hugs after recovering from a hang over or constant headache from radio music. And right now legitimately sitting in backyard with noise cancalling earphones on to make the freeway noise go down into the waves of the ocean ASMR of my life

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Thats because I have an asshole older brother that since childhood has traumaized me with imaginary sharks coming to get me. 😂 😂 Friendly fire for Lee know. Also another pain in healing moment from a fight or flight walk downhill. I think I have sprained my inside hip area and it's cooling down in temperature after a so Cali deserved heatwave, two days. Also my mom whom is a distraction driver went over the trolley rails and held up a trolley travel today with me in passenger side that in an excuse I am a cinnamon roll but looks can kill .kitten is actually as softer on the inside as a golden retriever seeking its owner for pets and cuddles after being lonely all day

Elder brother has been saying he will sell me to a Mexican carel if I don't behave with my mom. Either sex trade or organ donation lol but no one wants my smoker lungs.

Facing my doctor phobia and trauma today still triggers anxiety but been racing grumpy since but finally calmed after the drop of medicines in my body.

Hiiii! Can I please request a female reader spending the day at the pool with boyfriend Bang Chan and the rest of Stray Kids? The reader isn't a good swimmer and doesn't like the deep end of the pool. Super fluffy please!

Yes of course! I hope this is what you had in mind!

Facing Your Worries At The Pool | Christopher Bang

{Stray Kids Masterlist}

Members: Bang Chan (ft. rest of Stray Kids)

Genre: fluff

Summary: Chan, you and the rest of Stray Kids spend the day at the local pool, but Chan doesn’t know of your fear of deep water.

Word Count: 1.4k

*reader is female

Ever since a couple of days ago when Chan told you about the day at the pool he was planning with the rest of the boys, you had been slightly anxious about the whole ordeal.

The issue was, you weren’t the greatest swimmer. Ever since when you were a little girl when you almost drowned in a rip at the beach and a lifeguard had to come help you, you’ve had a fear of swimming in oceans or pools that you can’t stand up in.

You were thinking of bringing it up with Chan, but he had been so excited about spending the day with you and the boys at the local pool that you felt bad, because you didn’t want to ruin it for him.

So you decided to keep quiet about it. You were sure it would be fine, as long as you stay in the shallow areas.

When it came to the day, you, Chan and the rest of the boys all piled into two cars and made your way to the pool. Everyone was so excited to spend the time away from stressful schedules and have some enjoyment in the refreshing water.

You however, grew more nervous as Chan drove closer to the venue. You began to realize although you and Chan had been together for a while, he’s never seen you swim at all. On the few occasions when you two would go to the beach together, you would always use the excuse that you didn’t feel like swimming or that you had period cramps, so Chan never really questioned it.

When you got to the venue, everyone climbed out the car and grabbed their towels before making their way inside. Chan walked beside you and held your hand tightly.

“Are you excited? We’ve never gone to a pool together before,” Chan asked while rubbing your lower back comfortingly.

“Yeah, I am!” you lied.

The indoor pool was huge. It stretched across the entire bottom floor, although it wasn’t too busy so it was the perfect day to spend a few hours there.

You sat down on the chairs near the edge of the pool and watched as everyone else took off their normal clothes to get in the water.

Felix was first in, trying to do a majestic dive but failing miserably and landing with a smack as his belly hit the water harshly. Everyone else laughed at him hysterically when he stuck his head above the water again grimacing in pain.

That didn’t last long as Minho decided to pick up Han by his legs and walk towards the edge of the pool. Han freaked out and began trying to wiggle out of Minho’s grip while yelling at him. Minho fell sideways into the water bringing Han with him, almost falling on top of Felix.

You began to feel more relieved. At least you could have fun watching the boys being idiots instead of swimming.

When everyone else was in besides you and Chan, leaned his head on your shoulder and asked you why you weren’t going in.

“Um, I’m going to wait for a bit before jumping in. I ate some food before coming here so I want to make sure it settles before swimming so I don’t feel sick.”

Chan smiled and kissed your cheek sweetly. “Okay, just call me if you need. I’m going to go in with the kids for a bit.”

You sat by yourself on the chair for a while. You looked up and down the pool to see what side looked the shallowest so you could stay there when you got in. The boys were swimming in an area that was just in the middle. But knowing Chan, he would stick around you anyway.

You stood up and walked to the change room to put your swimmers on. When you came back, you shuffled back to where everyone else was swimming. Chan saw you standing near the edge of the water and came over while smiling.

“Hey baby! Are you coming in?” he asks looking up at you happily.

“Yeah, but I might get in over there,” you point to the more shallow area.

Chan looked over and frowned, but didn’t question why. “Do you want me to come with you?” he asked.

“No, it’s fine Channie.”

You made your way to the shallow end and sat on the edge with your feet in the water. It wasn’t too far away from everyone else, but you still felt separate.

You felt kind of guilty. You’ve tried hard to be a stronger swimmer but for some reason you can never get the hang of it. It was annoying when it came between events that should be fun like this. You wish you could just get over it and swim with Chan and the rest of the boys with no problem.

You got into the water and swam around for a bit, enjoying the cold temperature on your skin. It was relaxing.

You suddenly felt someone wrap their arms around you from behind and placed their chin on your shoulder. Obviously you knew immediately who it was.

“Do you want to come over with the guys and me? I don’t want you to be lonely,” Chan pouts.

You thought about it for a second. I mean, you would be with Chan and it’s not too deep where they were so you thought it would be fine.

“Okay, I’ll come over,” you answer, grabbing his arm lightly so he can pull you over with him.

When you got closer, you noticed that the boys weren’t in the same area as before. They had moved down to the deeper part of the pool, that was too deep for anyone to be able to stand in. So naturally, you begin to panic a little.

“Wait, Chan,” you hesitated. Chan stopped and turned around to you. “Yeah?”

You lowered your head a little, not looking Chan in the eye. ‘This is embarrassing,’ you think to yourself.

“Sorry Chan, I- I don’t really want to go over there,” you murmured.

Chan glanced at you puzzled. He put a finger under your chin and lifted your head so you looked at him. “Hey, look at me baby. Why don’t you want to go over?” he asked in a soft voice.

You went quiet for a short second, obviously being a bit embarrassed. Before you could answer, Chan took the words right out of your mouth.

“You can’t swim well, can you?” he asked and you nodded slowly.

Chan smiled and pulled you against him. “Oh my god baby! I thought something was wrong! You could have just told me that,” he says laughing. He wasn’t laughing at the fact you can’t swim, he was laughing more at the fact that you thought it was a big deal.

“Sorry babe, I just thought it would be annoying for you,” you said snuggling into his bare chest.

“You could never annoy me. Let’s go! You can jump on my back and I’ll swim around with you on me so you aren’t worried,” he says, pulling away. He gives you a quick peck on your lips then turns around waiting for you to climb onto his back.

You smiled, glad that Chan didn’t make a big deal out of your fear.

You wrapped your legs around his waist and grabbed onto his shoulders and he began to walk towards the boys in the deeper end.

As time ticked on, you became less afraid while being on Chan’s back. It made you feel a lot more secure. After a while, you asked Chan if he could let you off.

He let go of your thighs and spun around to hold your hands. “Are you okay?” he asked. “Yeah, I’m fine,” you said. You felt better being with Chan, because you knew that if you did start to struggle with keeping afloat, you could always clutch onto him like a koala.

“Do you want me to show you a few things to help you swim?” Chan said while looking at you hopefully.

You agreed and Chan showed you a few methods like treading water and lying on your back to keep above the water. You managed to get the hang of them after a while with Chan’s help. He enjoyed teaching you how to swim better, because he felt like he was helping you face your fear.

“Thanks so much, Chan,” you said after getting out of the water with everyone else. “Anything for you baby. But tell me next time something like this happens! I felt awful leaving you by yourself,” he scolded you like a mother.

You laughed it off and gave him a big hug. “Okay, I promise.”

Authors Note: Sorry for the wait with this one! I hope you enjoyed it anonymous!

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Okay fair enough 😂 I was all yelling and anxious over loosing my keys in my house again just moments ago but this person has pushed the giggle excitements button ✅ in me outside my house and I am so not awareness of my surroundings. 😆

Last few things after the mom and me cat fight of verbal abuse cursing and just nawing on gum to take out my frustration. Also it's one of those days grumpy and just withdrawn from society pressures and each person has their own issues. I don't have any too much anymore. I got a friendly lawyer on my signal app and I am going outta town 🔜 so much it's gonna be funny 🤣🤗

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Request - Anonymous said: I loved the BTS catching their s/o admiring them 🥺🙌🏻 I was wondering could you do one for stray kids?

A/N: Just so you guys know, when I do finally open requests back up (which should hopefully be soon!) I will be opening them for a few new groups as well, so expect that! Requests are closed currently, but only until I get through all the ones currently in my inbox and then they will be back open!

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Yall know those fucking days where u just are fed up with everybody bullshit and like go off the handle in angry at the littlest of trigger stuff. Unmotivated and angry but something's someone soulmate energy is making me puke giddiness in giggle fits right now. Chan did u really do that? Title it with something official? !!!!!!;) went from sulking chain smoking to side hurting tummy aches ROFL laughter lightly also I am a product of ur mannerisms because ur former friendship was longer than most to get u to catch up to my feelings ❤️💖💋

That's a ya listening to the intro of connected to drive my mind into music 🎶 streaming overdrive on a summer time afternoon here

I got good news for u throughout my reflection. Two weeks ur blessings are incoming along with mine own. Congratulations 💋 Good luck hunny 💐👏

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Did I give up hope on you while grieving my dad by myself no. Been working through it and I really need good ole times back too very sooner than what I may hopefully expect. :)

And to be honest and trusting again I believe you all still belong here in my heart of my parents house when I too have been breaking down emotionally a lot

Just can't do life without you seriously.

Etched on my heart and soul ♾️

Chan thanks for letting me secretly meet Berry and her friend at work the other day on her birthday July 4ththat was cute I noticed and I just knew it was her. Wanted to pet but too many people was like calmly watching her cute happy walk. Also spotted sister the week prior smelling of dank so do t think I do t know ur here around already

Do you think 🤔 that I will take u and our group of adventurious friends back. Yes.

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Set Up: After a month apart, post break-up of your year-long relationship with  (member’s name) they can’t help but feel like everything was better when you were in their life. You’d mutually decided to end things after your 1-year anniversary because with both of your busy schedules it was hard to actually find time together, and you just didn’t feel like he was putting in enough effort to make time for you. You both had qualms with the relationship, but at the end of the day he still loves you- and wants to try again. 

Genre: Angst (not gonna lie I didn’t really include a fluffy part where you forgive them or take them back bc that’s up to you, it’s mostly just them being upset soo)

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stray kids: mtl to take things quickly

most

hyunjin

felix

changbin

jisung

chan

jeongin

seungmin

lee know

least

hyunjin: hyunjin falls in love alarmingly hard and fast. he really is the definition of a hopeless romantic and when he feels like someone is the right one for him, naturally, he’ll go with the flow and fall deeper and deeper in love. he tends to take things quickly because he just loves being in love so much, and if it’s with someone who loves him back just as much as he loves them, he definitely won’t hold back. also the type to fantasize his entire life with someone after one date—everything about spending his life with someone he loves makes his heart feel so full. he rushes because he can’t wait to find his forever love.

felix: he’s the type to get caught up in his own daydreams, which is why I think he’d take things quickly. he has so many hopes for his relationship that he would chase after those dreams without thinking twice. if it’s love, it doesn’t need to follow a pace, right? for him, love should come naturally, and that means a love that comes quickly and without restraint. also another hopeless romantic. he loves deeply and isn’t shy with his affections; his relationships move very quickly because he makes it easy to grow comfortable and fall in love with him. how could you not love felix?

changbin: now, changbin is a man who knows what (and who) he wants. I don’t see him having a type, but rather he looks for someone he can connect with easily and someone he feels can understand him. and once he finds that right person, he’s not the type to hold back. he puts his whole heart and faith into his relationships—his sincerity in how he loves his partner is why the relationship would move fast. because it feels right to follow love as it comes, regardless of how fast or slow.

jisung: jisung’s a little more cautious when it comes to love. he’s not the most confident and the thought of falling in love can intimidate him sometimes. but at the same time, he can’t help the way he feels. if he truly loves someone, he’d be so overwhelmed with that feeling that he’d blindly follow it and see it out. he wants to be in love, so when he finds that love, he will chase after it and take things very quickly. even if it scares him, he’s willing to risk getting hurt if it means he might find the love he’s always hoped for.

chan: he’s very level-headed compared to the last four members. he’s not the type to follow his heart blindly and worries a lot about the consequences of his actions. he’s scared of hurting his partner, but he’s also just as scared of getting hurt himself in the process. I only see him taking a relationship quickly if he is 100% sure that him and his partner are end game and he just doesn’t want to waste time when he already knows they’re the one (important note though, I think chan is a hidden hopeless romantic, i.e. his undying love for ed sheeran, I just think he’s too scared to embrace that side of him because of his responsibilities).

jeongin: definitely one of the more logical members. he doesn’t see a need for taking his relationship quickly. if he’s sure of his feelings towards his partner, wouldn’t he want to express those feelings thoroughly to them? and there’s no rush, either. he has his whole life to love, he just wants to enjoy the experiences as they come and he’s not looking to rush into anything. he prefers to express his love comfortably, without feeling the pressure of having to take things quickly—it’s just how jeongin loves.

seungmin: I think seungmin takes all of his relationships quite seriously. he doesn’t make it obvious, of course, but he works hard to keep his relationships fulfilled and strong. he won’t ever take things quickly because he wants to be sure that the person he’s interested in will commit to a relationship with him. seungmin values his connections with people a lot, which is why he keeps his circle small. even with the person that’s right for him, he will be careful and take things slowly. he wants to know the person he loves completely, and that takes time—time he’s willing to take to create a love worth pursuing.

lee know: one thing about lee know—he’s not going to waste his time. if he’s interested in someone, rather than rushing into a relationship and potentially missing any red flags or things of that sort, he would want to take his time and get to know someone slowly and thoroughly. don’t get me wrong, though—the man can commit. he just won’t do it until he’s sure about someone. he’s not at all the type to date around or take chances. lee know also tends to be kind of guarded when it comes to his true emotions, so it would take him a lot of time to become vulnerable enough to show someone that side of him. he can absolutely do it with the right person—he just needs some time, understanding, and patience, which is why I don’t think he could ever take a relationship quickly.

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yall I just now figured it out hyunjin does have a sneaky way to contact me like always thought not only on the grape vine old highway 395 lol 🤣 it's been three months since the last check in. I just checked in with a fetus picture of chainbin. He doesn't use a picture of himself ever. And he tries to decide his name by switching the first two letters. Confirmed Also in fairness I have known for months he's been moving when he feels me traveling. Just letting y'all know I exist to be with y'all. And legitimately he made me spew water from giggle excitements of joy after I figured it out. I hope you like the feeling of jumping in a pool and getting water up nose then choke on it. I don't think I like that feeling. Can I ride on ur bike yet for figuring this out? Also again with you cuter than bold very protective racing self on that motorcycle racing me in the slow lane and still beating me to Murrieta. Guess what I saw on the grape vine two weeks ago on the mountain horizon our kindred starseed people a mother ship et upside down triangle at sunset. They were warning me of the Murrieta 🔥 that I had to sleep through but was contained that week. We aren't living on earth alone and I just can't leave you alone after our two year connection on an dating app. It's so ridiculously radiant of you to do that. Meet me on circus 🎪 video for a chilling session because it sets my happy mood after being extremely stressed and angry.

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I am concerning myself with a specialized specific gift to send my friends maybe in June 2525 to say I uncontionally love you 8 in Stray Kids. Some of you more plonatically than romantically but one more romantically than the rest. I hope my respect to you all is well deserved. Truly appreciate and grateful for you 8 people. I hope I can send it to bangs address as encouragement. God bless you 8 special cherished people in my life. 😘💖💗💜💙❤️🤍🫂🌹🎊👏💐Hyunjin I love you, your my happiness always. 💋 😘

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Would stays like to see me on their lives again? I miss yall little shits always. Might get an personal invite from Hyunjin this time. First was Felix. Always in ur corner Felix. Nah it was Jisung. Do u forgive Lixie Sunshine? :<

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Yall I don't know how he took that news about my dad. But it's one of the most painful thing to go through without hugs and care. I really related to my friends now and I hope everybody can forgive me. Sorry for not feeling like myself. I am dying living a lie or a life I shouldn't be leading. It wouldn't make my father proud of me. Hyunjin thanks for being there to let me explain. That's always a grateful for everything moment for sure. You are loved.

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This is true I have had someone seen the wrist names on my wrist for my endless list of soulmates and I do know it exists

Just Jesus christ hides it from my moral sight from me.

work of art | xu minghao |

Soul marks were a fickle thing. They could be as obvious as having their name on your wrist or as confusing as switching eye color, seriously, do you know how many people have brown eyes?

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Tags: mention of sexual acts, nothing too descriptive

genderneutral!reader, soulmate au

The colors that painted against your skin never ceased to surprise you. It would change daily, splashes of cadmium yellow over taking the previous brilliant red on your forearms and splatters of blue made constellations on your face. Maybe it was this that made you pursue art.

Soon you were repaying the favor, burnt orange seemed to be a permanent fixture on your skin when you took up pottery. That didn't fulfill to create beauty and soon started painting. Unlike the harsh colors your soulmate used, yours were light and airy. Sometimes you wouldn't even use a canvas, pastel pinks and blues climbing up your arms in patterns that didn't even make sense to you.

It wasn't until you were 19 that your soulmate wrote on their body directly to you. Symbols you didn't understand stood out against the soft sunflower you had doodled on your arm during your free period. It took a lot of people to finally figure out what it said. Please stop would forever in your mind, even the symbols, that you later found out were Chinese characters, were seared into your brain.

After that you had been more than careful, always wearing long sleeves and gloves to paint, making sure not to wipe the sweat from your forehead on particularly hot days. Although it was a hindrance, it didn't stop you from becoming a highly well-known artist, mostly being known for your piece inspired by the haunting words that swirled in your head.

It was a simple three-piece set. The first canvas had miraculous colors splattered onto it. It seemed like a mess to the naked eye, but with the two other pieces it told a sad story. The second canvas was mostly dull watercolors running down and eventually smearing towards the bottom. The Chinese characters in the center, the only part of that painting being pristine and sharp. Finally, the last canvas. It took you months to decide how you wanted to finish the piece, not knowing quite how to display your emotions. The last canvas stays blank, not a drop of paint or even dust touched the canvas. Separately the art would not make sense, but when you put them together it shows the hard truth that having a soulmate can bring.

You entered it into your first ever art competition and it was also the first time your artwork made someone cry. One of the judges had to be excused, later telling you that something similar happened with his soulmate who was in love and unwilling to leave.

You couldn't part with it, though.

Over the years, art had lost its luster to you, constantly trying different methods only burnt you out more. You didn't feel the passion until you were commissioned for an unusual piece. A rich, old man hired you to paint him and his new young girlfriend. It wasn't strange until he told you how he wanted to be painted. Watching him be balls deep inside his tight girlfriend should have been strange for you, but you were a natural in the situation. The passion, the sensuality of it all was what you were missing. Watching a man pop a Viagra and then bang his girlfriend for hours on end until you were done inspired you more than you had ever thought possible. Plus, it was the most you had ever been paid for your work.

When he was satisfied and showed off your immaculate work to his friends, your empty schedule filled to the brim. It came as a shock to people who knew your work. How could someone who painted beautiful rolling hills turn to something so raw and unfiltered?

You began having opportunities to display your work in exhibits, soon having whole opening nights to show your newest works. Your exhibits were definitely something special. Waiters and waitresses donning BDSM gear offering champagne flutes to the prestigious clientele as they looked at sex centered art was strange at first. A-list celebrities being on the guest list and talking to you about how your work awoken something in them and their significant others. All of this while your very first piece of art hung solo in a forgotten corner.

When you were in your bouts of creative block you took up sculpting. Sensual, life-sized scenes soon made their way into your shows. The way the skin looked soft contrasted to the rough nature of the poses you put the figures in. The way you unabashedly showed the realness of sex and captured moments no one else had before quickly skyrocketed you to a whole different level of success.

That's how you ended up in South Korea. Although it was a conservative country, there were still a strew of pervs and sex activists who loved your work. A studio, completely of your own, was rented to you in the promise of having an exhibit. Working countless hours every day proved to be worth it, as a year later you were ready to show your new pieces.

Your studio was the center of news outlets all over, although censoring most of your work. Paparazzi stood outside for hours on end, hoping to see which celebrities indulged in the crudeness of your work. The weekend was filled with masked and hooded people filing in your door. Only behind the privacy of completely tinted windows could they finally show their faces. Athletes, actors, politicians, and idols who you would've never guessed would take the risk of tarnishing their reputation were some of your main consumers.

When the exhibit was closed for the first night, you allowed journalists and paparazzi in to show the public what only the elite could witness in person. Tall figures being bent over and savagely fucked were photographed, as well as paintings of men finishing each other off with white spurts all over, and, too your surprise, your very first piece of art, which, once again, hung idly in an empty corner.

That night you had gotten more emails, all from managers requesting entrance for their clients into your sex dungeon look alike.

The pictures flooding Twitter is what made Minghao conscience of your existence after so many years of not seeing your work on his skin, but the words written on your only non-sexual piece brought him back. How could you, the one who drew sunflowers and little stars on your hand, turn into a sexual deviant?

He was with Hansol when he saw the pictures, both awkwardly scrolling through the pictures together. It seemed like a weird time, but he brought up how he thought you were his soulmate, explaining how your first piece perfectly described how the bright colors that once graced his skin faded into nothing at all, all because of him and becoming a trainee.

It seemed to be a no brainer to go and check out your exhibit, even bringing along Mingyu and Wonwoo who were also intrigued by the promiscuous images. The talk with the VP, however, was less than smooth, but with proper instructions and veiled threats if they were to be found out, he secured the four entrance.

The next day couldn't come sooner. There was a large queue of people waiting to be let in and out of view from the nosy Dispatch workers. Once everyone was securely inside, the mask and hoods come down in an instant. Almost all were enamored in the artwork, asking you about the inspirations when they could get a moment of your time, while a few were more interested in the scantily clad servers, which you had to point out to security in case the hungry looks turned into physicality.

You made your rounds, speaking to people you never thought you'd have the chance to meet in person, but your star struck nature had been long gone after once talking to Beyonce and Jay Z about their inquiries about a portrait.

Only one person seemed to stand out to you. Alone, in the forgotten corner where your first piece hung, some stood, staring longingly at the basically forgotten canvases.

"It was my first official piece," you spoke to the stranger. You didn't notice them turn to look at you, too invested in looking at the one piece of art you had ever made that still took your breath away when you thought of the meaning and memories behind it.

"What was the inspiration?" He asked, voice smooth and velvety. It was then you looked at him and got drunk off his features.

"My soulmate. They gave me the passion to begin art, and then also took that passion and shoved it into the dirt." Your words were harsh, but the voice you used was anything but.

"It doesn't look like you lost any passion," he remarked, gesturing to the filthy canvases and statues that littered the exhibit.

"I had to find my own." It was a simple statement, but it knocked the wind out of Minghao. He never really thought about the things running through your head when he wrote those words. He didn't know about how you would ruin painting after painting by throwing buckets of paint on them because they displayed emotions you hadn't even known. He didn't know how so badly you wanted to finally be free to pant in tank tops and shorts again, or how you felt suffocated in the long sleeves and long pants, trying to keep your soulmate happy.

You were quickly to depart from him and mingle with other guests, showing fake excitement when they would point out intricate details, like how you added taste buds on the tongue of a statue of a woman and how the veins on the cock she was licking seemed to pulse from how real they looked. Or how people would comment on the intricacy of the naked men and women you painted, pubes on full display to show people in their most natural form.

You didn't want your guests to know that even now, showing the intimacy and delicacy of sex, that your passion was once again burning low. The things you created were a part of you, but a part hidden away that even you couldn't find it anymore.

The night was growing to a close, mask and hoods went back up to hide the identities of the sexual deviants who took pleasure in your art, hoping to keep their clean image intact.

It wasn't until only one person was left that you let out a sigh of relief. The same man from the empty corner was there still. He seemed to want to stare at your oldest work until the very end of the event.

"I don't think I've seen you look at anything else tonight. Nothing else interests you?" You almost sounded defeated. Even though thousands of people reveled at your artwork, the ones who didn't always made you feel bad.

"It's all interesting, but this just hits close to home."

"Did your soulmate reject you, too?" You asked, unsure of how the question would make him react.

"No, I rejected them," he took a deep breath. "I used these exact same words. Little did I know the effect they would have." Your mouth was hanging low. Your soulmate was standing right in front of you. More importantly, your soulmate was the person you confided in about them being the reason you had once lost your passion.

"Maybe you can be the one that reverses those effects, too."

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Life with Minghao was anything but expected. The way his kisses left your lips burning for more, or how when his fingers left your body they were replaced by coldness.

You started finding inspiration in everything about him. The pattern of his clothes that he had strewn across your apartment in his desperate need to get into you looked almost identical to your latest painting. His teeth left imprints in your thighs that you copied into one of your sculptures. His pearly bead of precum hypnotized you and you color matched it later as a base for a piece.

He himself was a work of art. Every breath he took as your head bobbed up and down on his cock, every wrinkle on his face when he finally released into you, even the hickeys his perfect mouth left on you, was beautiful. How his legs would shake when you rode him through his orgasm, how his nipples would perk up after just a fan of your breath across them, how his neck looked delectable with your fingers wrapped around it.

He was your muse. He was your passion.

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So I need another venting if I may please. March 29th the night my dad died before my 30plus plus plus plus plus plus birthday. I cried like 4 tears that day so 3 weeks it seems later, it's really been hitting stronger. Like increasing by day and well it just sucks my favorite parnet dad died to due battle finished with lung cancer and bone mastisis. May his soul rest in peace. I was a big time daddy's girl and will always be that. Please keep me in prayers. Thanks very much. But that's why I have been pushing down my emotions and not noticing much just seem to be feeling misunderstood again a little. Focus is on things, people, and artwork and crafts and hobbies that bring me joy and happiness thanks so very much for being in my corner 17.

[unlikelypainterpeacekitten]

Hii, I was wondering if you could do a stray kids headcanon with like a foreign s/o. Of course you don't have to do it. Don't feel pressured and please take care of yourself ❤️

stray kids with a foreign s/o

genre: general, fluff

warnings: none

please like and reblog if you enjoy! feel free to request anything <3

bangchan

it doesn't make a difference to him tbh

he's just happy with the person you are and doesn't mind where you come from at all

he's technically a foreigner too so you guys relate in that way

just as he talks about his beloved australia with all his heart, he could listen to you go on forever about your home country. he wants to hear everything: what your childhood was like, what traditions you have, etc...

just loves learning about his favourite person sm :(((

lee know

you guys actually bonded over sucking at each other's languages

learning other languages is not a strong point of minho's. and when you can barely speak his language when you first met him, it was like a match made in heaven

you would think this would be an awkward affair. but not at all! you both were laughing over the situation and using the limited vocabulary you both had to joke around with each other

very cute stuff

since then, you both have taken a lot more interest in learning each other's language, and communicate very well together <3

changbin

changbin loves variety in his life and you provide that for him

he notices when he is travelling, other than relaxing and taking time to unwind, he enjoys learning about the local customs of the country his visiting

culture is something he recognises as important and will be happy to learn about yours

especially loves it when you cook or teach him how to make a traditional dish from your country!

hyunjin

i mean he doesn't care where you come from

this hopeless romantic? no way is he gonna let anything as trivial as what country you come from come in between you guys

he loves you for you

you can come from a different country. a different continent. hell, you could come from a different planet and hyunjin wouldn't care

he defends you regularly because sometimes the media aren't too keen on him being with a foreign partner. but he doesn't care. why should any of that matter?

han

he likes how open you are about your culture

wants to hear different stories from your country and learn what life is like over there

is very interested in the type of music your country provides as well as any traditional dances you may have

will beg you to teach the dances to him; he's a quick learner and will master it quite quickly most of the time!

just loves how passionate you get about your country

felix

he views learning about your culture as a very important part of being your boyfriend

he wants you to know that he appreciates your background and he's so enthusiastic about embracing your differences

will buy gifts relating to your culture

also attempts to make different cultural recipes to really get into the spirit of things. even the hard recipes he gives a try, and while he's a little worried he might ruin them, felix, of course, ends up cooking them to perfection!

seungmin

spends a lot of time trying to learn your language

he's quite studious in nature anyway, so it's not really a chore for him

he wants to learn to communicate with you in a way you're comfortable with

is the type to totally take you off by surprise though. perhaps if you don't know he's been studying hard to learn your language and he just comes out with a couple of phrases he has learnt like it's no big deal and you're just like?? when did you learn this????

jeongin

you being foreign adds a new vibrance to his life that he didn't know he needed

similar to changbin, jeongin likes variety and he likes new, different things

he feels you can teach him a lot and open his mind to a whole different culture and way of life

you inspire him so much, knowing that the life you have led to get to and settle down in south korea hasn't been an easy one for you

this is why he values you so much as his partner even more!