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yeah i need to re-read it AGEN.

i finished re-reading the alchemist and my heart is SO full. i am so inspired. this book is so life changing bc it changed the two things that are so powerful in your life, the mind and the soul. there’s so much I could say on this right but I’ll just keep it in my heart for now. but basically I’m looking at life differently and hoping/manifesting I keep this same energy in following my dreams. there have been so many signs that I’m not meant to live a conventional and I’ve tried to go against that by trying to fit in SO HARD and also trying to be the good African child of my parents. and I’m glad the latter part is becoming a thing in a genuine way now rather than a forced one. it was SO important for me to move to Nigeria lol like I was so meant to come here and life and know that I CAN live here long term if I really wanted to. I feel like my possibilities are endless and that’s why I don’t know where to start. there are so many things I can do in my lifetime to help people and change lives encounter by encounter and I know that’s part of my path but idk how to implement that yet. anyways I just have so much love in my heart right now for God, myself, and every person and piece of my journey that I’ve had and that I have to come. wow.

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this is freaking beautiful, like i wish i was here rn

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‪i’ll never think i’m asking for too much regarding wanting a more intuitive communication based relationship when the friendship i have with elaina exists lol‬

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i’m too adaptable sometimes.

like a chameleon, i blend in naturally as if it’s an instinct but really it’s a learned behavior turned defense mechanism.

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sometimes i feel like i was destined to experience this earth all alone but i value relationships so much it’s hard to really conceptualize. i’m such a loner though. always feel like i’m on the outside looking in & it’s not a bad thing. just something i have to come to terms with. and the only relationships i don’t feel that way about are my closest ones. my actual best friends & probably because we’re so similar that they have an unspoken understanding of me that makes it so i don’t have to verbalize as much and just makes me feel seen.

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God really does laugh when you make plans.

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i am overwhelmed with feelings...my chest is literally heavy. tis the season mane.

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last night I got drunk for the first time in months & was reckless & now I feel terrible about it. wtffffffffffffff

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God really works in the most mysterious ways. And sometimes it comes off really simple but a million tiny things needed to happen before you noticed that "simple change"

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I feel like I'm definitely an older soul. my mom said I was a calm baby which is funny considering how extra I can be.

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unknowingly posted this at 3:33 wow (well German time anyways lmfao)

my life just changed in the course of 4 hours and it’s thanks to drugs so I’m so glad

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my life just changed in the course of 4 hours and it's thanks to drugs so I'm so glad

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just finished having a convo with my brother on how unbelievabley blessed we are and that shit was so fire. I'm forever grateful that we repaired our relationship over the last few years so effortlessly. we just started to grow up...together but separately and it's wild. then we just linked up at diff paths of our growth and became closer each time.

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"too blessed to be stressed" is real as fuck

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i finished re-reading the alchemist and my heart is SO full. i am so inspired. this book is so life changing bc it changed the two things that are so powerful in your life, the mind and the soul. there's so much I could say on this right but I'll just keep it in my heart for now. but basically I'm looking at life differently and hoping/manifesting I keep this same energy in following my dreams. there have been so many signs that I'm not meant to live a conventional and I've tried to go against that by trying to fit in SO HARD and also trying to be the good African child of my parents. and I'm glad the latter part is becoming a thing in a genuine way now rather than a forced one. it was SO important for me to move to Nigeria lol like I was so meant to come here and life and know that I CAN live here long term if I really wanted to. I feel like my possibilities are endless and that's why I don't know where to start. there are so many things I can do in my lifetime to help people and change lives encounter by encounter and I know that's part of my path but idk how to implement that yet. anyways I just have so much love in my heart right now for God, myself, and every person and piece of my journey that I've had and that I have to come. wow.