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К. Беньямин. Видение . Коллаж, 2014.

C. Benjamin. Vision. Collage, 2014.

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You should draw a puma wearing puma shoes.

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DRUG of CHOICE

Drug of Choice by tampupot

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On a scale of cuddles to rough sex i need everything on the fucking scale.

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gryffindor-chick:

THIS IS WORTH EVERY DIME

Your tax dollars at work

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The Controversial Relationship

Teacher-Student relationships. I don't really care what your opinion is on them because I know that they are wrong. Teacher-Student relationships in the circumstance of two consenting adults. For example, my fire/VRT instructor. We have spent every weekend together since February but only started really talking a few months ago. He assisted me and most of my fire essentials class to pass our Fire I with flying colors. I messaged him on facebook after completing the test thanking him for everything he had done. And it kind of just took off from there. 

I had always thought he was attractive and hell so did every other woman. Its not just his looks that make him appealing. He's also just a wonderful person. I spent months drooling over this man.  We have been talking non-stop since the beginning of November. You could say that we have grown quite fond of each other.  My significant other was not very happy of this new found friendship in my life. He felt threatened.  He was right to be. 

I never cheated on him. He will always think I did.  But it is what it is. I can't change what is in the past. But I can change the future.  I have another date with tall-dark and handsome on Thursday. I just wish he wasn't as old as he is.  Our age difference is greater than my current age. I know I can never have anything official with this man because of the age difference. This sucks. 

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I have recently developed theeee biggest crush on one of my fire instructors.. and he's old enough to be my father. What the hell is wrong with me? 

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I Like Men.

I like men because the don't complain about how much their life sucks to everyone they come in contact with. Women suck because they have the tendency to do that, especially my roommate, we'll call her roommate F. When one single thing goes array it is the end of the world. I have successfully gotten cursed out by this little girl multiple times in the past semester. She wonders why she doesn't have any friends. This is why. 

Today, I was informed by another one of my roommates that roommate F had failed her physics exam and it brought her from an A to B. I texted to saying something to the extent of I'm sorry you failed, but you can still bring it up and its not that big of a deal. In return I get a minor freak out (which is acceptable, I mean hey- she failed). But we can't forget that I also received a nice lengthy text message on 101 ways that her life sucks more than mine ever will.  "You don't understand imm about to jump out a window. I've also felt sick all day and can't focus, my head is pounding and I'm about to saying fuck it to everything"

I responded saying that i do understand because I as well am sick, I don't feel like studying and I have so much catch up work to do that I thought about saying Fuck It. 

To which I got the nicest text in the world back: "You don't, you focus on anatomy and that's it. I'm fucking dying over here" Is it really necessary to lay the F-bomb out? Yes, I understand that this is her hell week. I had mine a few weeks ago while I was studying for my Anatomy test as well as the largest firefighting test I probably will ever do (Firefighter 1). 

And theeeeeen I get sent what pissed me off the most. "But you don't need your fire 1 to do anything in life, you got it because you wanted it. I need these classes to do anything in my life so donmt tell me you understand"  Don't you eeevvvveeeerrrrrr tell me that firefighting is not doing anything in life. It is in my blood. I grew up around it and its something that is extremely respectful. I am in the position to save peoples lives. Firefighting is what made me want to go to nursing school! All of the MVAs that I have responded on made me realize that I wanted to help after the initial scene. 

But I did not say any of that to her. I figured I'd let her have her way for the upteen millionth time. I was the bigger person and just said "Whatever Roommate F. Good luck. Breath. Remember to eat." I took the high road. But apparently that did not end our conversation like I had wanted it to. 

"Yeah, because you know I'm right. I'm sick of all of you telling me you understand. I would LOVE to see you take the shit I take" I think she wanted me to start a fight with her. I really do. I'm sorry that your a Chemistry major and can't handle two large tests in a week. But once again, I took the high road by trying to end the conversation again. "Please just stop talking Roommate F. Taking your frustrations out on me is not helping you deal with your school work. Yeah life sucks."

Annndddd once again she tried to continue the conversation "Imm not taking my frustrations out on you, imm just sick of you all telling me you understand when you don't"

You're not taking your frustrations out on me? REALLY!? Then what the hell are you doing. You are telling me that all of your nursing major roommates don't know how you feel while you are trying to cope with stress. Uhm Wrong. 

I can't wait until this semester is over. 

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Just a few of my button designs from my feminist shop. (x)

And go here to find out how you can win any three buttons from the shop (as well as a ton of other cool feminist content). ✿◕‿◕✿

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10 of the Most Scenic Roads in the World

Highway 1, Big Sur, California

Guoliang Tunnel Road, China

Stelvio Pass, Central Eastern Alps, Italy

The Atlantic Road, Norway

Road Transfagaras, Romania

Chapman's Peak Mountain, Cape Town, South Africa

Glacier National Park in Montana, US

Tianmen Mountain Road, Hunan, China

Seven Mile Bridge, Keys, Florida

Dades Gorge, High Atlas, Morocco

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David Spriggs - 4 Color Separation (2013)

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Do you ever get so emotional and you just

more relatable?