unstableblond

[unstableblond]

why do i feel so tired? no matter how much i sleep, i always wake up feeling exhausted

[unstableblond]

crying so much my eyes burn and hurt

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i'm literally so fucking stupid. i believe i deserve to get fucked up for always being stupid

[unstableblond]

crying my eyes out and feeling extremely stupid

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it feels like some kind of curse, something is always happening to me

[unstableblond]

i'm feeling terribly horrible, ugly, freaky and rotten today

[unstableblond]

i'll never talk to a mexican guy again

[unstableblond]

that's what i get for being stupid

[unstableblond]

i don't even know how to feel

[unstableblond]

so now it looks like i'm going to some kind of therapy because my mom wants a diagnosis for mental illnesses that she assumes i have

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god if you hate me so much then why don't you just kill me once and for all

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and she starts the same old conversation again

[unstableblond]

everything was so good until that damn fan fell

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i just accidentally dropped the fan and it broke

my mom is gonna kill me

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better to cut ties than stay in this thing that is hurting me so much

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it seems like today is the last day i'll be with him

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i even translated it into spanish for him since he doesn't even speak english