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Dear close friends,

I’m sorry for all those hours where I’ve forced you to listen to me rambling about the same problem over and over. I know you are sick of hearing me talking about how she broke my heart and how a new girl came along, stealing my heart again.

I’m sorry that I can sit for hours and hours describing how she makes me feel and for talking about stuff that really doesn’t matter.

I’m sorry that I talk so much that you barely can get a word in because I get over-exited.

I’m sorry that I can never shut up when we watch your favorite movie, I just have so much too say.

I’m sorry for all the times I’ve been too loud in public, sorry for embarrassing you.

I’m sorry that I’m so insecure that I apologize for everything I do, and that I constantly seek approval.

I’m sorry for the times I ask you if you think something is wrong with me, I’m sorry for the late calls when I’m crying asking you why no one will love me or why people never stay.

I know I’m flawed and for that, I’m sorry.

I know I often get caught up in my mind, and I never let you in. I talk about the obvious, stuff that may not matter. I know you think that I don’t let you in enough.

I’m sorry for not telling you about my childhood traumas. I’m sorry for not telling you why I have issues with saying I love you. But I do, I love you.

I’m sorry for not telling you why I flinch when you try to embrace me. I’m so so sorry for not being able to be with you in bring crowds because it gets too much.

I’m sorry.

I’ve been broken so many times, that talking about what’s really going on inside of my mind, about all the dark things, I just can’t bring myself too. Because I’ve had so many people leave because of what goes up in my mind and so few understand, and for that I’m sorry.

I wish I could let you in, but it isn’t as easy as it seems. I’m sorry.

But I hope you find the courage to stay with me, even though I have so much to apologize for. I hope that you know how much I appreciate you, and that I do love you.

Thank you, for the times you listened to every meaningless thing I have to say. Thank you for still bringing me out in public, and thank you for being patient with me. Thank you.

~ An open apology letter to my close friends ~

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How we can be two steps ahead of Crystal (AKA my plan)

Alrighty. To start this post off, I want you to know that I’ve been a fan of 5SOS for about 9 months now. But I’ve gather enough information to know how they really act when the cameras are off. I will stay anonymous throughout this post so I wouldn’t butt heads with anybody. Let’s get this started.

This is for all the Michael girls and boys (Because 5SOS can have male fans). Get ready. Because we’re going to take down a controversial topic that we’ve been talking about for over 8 months now. That’s right. We’re talking about Crystal Leigh-Lauderdale. 

So, ever since 2014, Crystal has actually known who the bandmates were and by the end of 2014, she tried to be relevant by being around Calum and tweeting him. Her tweet about her phone to him made the fandom lose their shit because of her. However, after the band signed “Hey Violet”, Calum and Nia started to hang out with each other and Calum forgotten about Crystal.

Now, let’s take things way back to memory lane. Crystal, according to her linked in profile, attended South Georgia University for a business degree. After she got her business degree, she moved to LA and worked with Interscope (One of the most famous music labels in America) as a manager. After working there, she started working for the notorious “White Label” PR buisness. I’ve heard stories of her from employees on Tumblr that she will act nice in order for people to kiss her ass and that she would steal ideas from her workers. She also would get her co-workers in trouble on purpose so she can have more attention on herself. 

Now grab some popcorn and some gummi bears people, because this is the part where the fame shit goes on. Ever since 2010 or somewhere belong there, Crystal started dating Spencer Peterson, who was the drummer of Pete Wentz (of Fall Out Boy fame) and Bebe Rexha’s band, Black Cards. Pete is famous on Twitter, Youtube, and Tumblr. Look, I’m mot saying thay Crystal dated/is dating Spencer out of fame since I don’t know them personally, but Pete Wentz is famous on the internet due to his success with FOB (Not to mention his nudes). During this time period when Black Cards was going on, Crystal hung out with the band as much as possible and she gained some attention online and she started to live the good life because of her status with the band. After FOB got back together and Black Cards disbanded, Crystal and Spencer were still dating and they share/have lived together in an apartment with puppies.

Crystal then became friends with 5sos’ most perfect little angel (Cue eye roll), Bryana Holly. Now, what do these girls have in common? They both fat shame others, are hypocritical, and have very basic snapchats. But this isn’t about why people don’t like the girls associated with the band, this is about how Crystal is always managed to get one step ahead of us. Anyways, Crystal signed Bryana to “White Label” and manages her modeling business. Before Brashton was a thing in the fandom, Bryana dated one of the Kardashians’ guys and Leonardo DiCaprio. I’m not saying that Crystal setted Bryana up to date these famous guys because again I don’t know them personally, but what I’m saying is that isn’t it a little weird that a not-so-famous Playboy bunny is suddenly relevant because she’s dating two very famous guys? It seems pretty weird to me. I know it’s pretty normal for Hollywood guys to date models and stuff, but I think it’s a bit sketchy. During this time, Crystal also took advantage of being socially relevant by hanging out with Bryana’s boyfriend’s and their families. Even though I don’t like Bryana, the fact that Crystal is somewhat using Bryana for fame is just wrong. I’m going to repeat myself, I don’t know them personally, but this is just my theory on how Crystal uses others.

After Bryana stopped dating those two guys, she and Crystal moved onto All Time Low. Bryana started to date Jack and Crystal also appeared with Jack quite often herself. You see what she’s doing here? She’s using a bandmate for her own good.

Now onto 5SOS. When the band blew up in 2014, the band were also apprentices of ATL, who was mentoring them on how to be pop punk. To call back on that paragraph I posted at the beginning of this article, Crystal was hanging out with Calum and tweeting him, causing the fans to lose their shit. Also at the end of 2014, guess who were talking to each other? That’s right. Brashton. While Crystal was buddies with Calum, Brashton were either friends or secretly dating and nobody noticed. Doesn’t this seem sketchy to anybody? They were doing something with a band member at the same time. I’m not saying Bryana didn’t love Ashton because the way they acted it seemed real, but it’s just a hell of fishiness that they were doing something at the same time period.

Ladies and gentlemen, this is the moment of truth. This is the most controversial topic that everyone is talking about: Michael and Crystal. Ever since January, Michael posted a ig photo of him and her together in Bali. The caption quoted “You rid me of the blues. I’m sunburnt anyways”. The caption seemed friendly. To be honest when I first saw Crystal, I thought she was a sweet and pretty boho chick. That was until I seen that Bali video of her telling fans that they were never going to meet 5SOS. My perspective of her suddenly changed. I did fall for her apology, but when I saw that apology was actually photoshopped, I knew she was no good. It seemed like after the Bali trip, the “Deadpool” screening (when her and Spencer are still living together), the Twitter stans shipping them, and her going to work in Australia then meeting up with Michael to go back to LA together as friends, she became gleeful with all these rumors and shippers and she started to snapchat with his shirts and like multiple of his tweets (with him liking only one) to mess with our minds. I then found out about her age and I was shocked because of how young she looked to me. After appearing alongside with Arzaylea in Spain, who’s also signed under “White Label” (I have a feeling that Crystal has to do something with Larzaylea), the fandom absolutely went bonkers and everyone started to question about her and Michael’s friendship. When the rest of the band left for LA after doing the vegamite challenge in Australia, Michael and Crystal were left behind. Here’s my theory why: Michael spended time with his family, mancave and planned Crystal’s birthday party while Crystal stayed there for attention and because, according to a fan, was working with Jennifer Phipps (Calum’s ex)’ sister, Kristine Phipps. The day when the airport photos came out, Crystal posted a snapchat of her on the plane. It seemed like when the tabloids came out saying about how her and Michael are an item now, she seemed extremely satisfied about what happened and she used her “good friend” act on Michael (Who has loneliness issues) and joined them on tour. Ever since then, the two friends became inseparable with each other.

TBH, I mostly think that Michael and Crystal are platonic but who knows?

So, let’s conclude with what we have here: Crystal seems to leech off of anybody that is either a social media star; a music artist or bandmate; or a model. Because of Crystal’s years of being in the PR buisness, we can see that she is observant, manipulative, obsessive, and two-faced. These type of people like Crystal are always a step ahead of everyone and when you think the coast is clear, she will always strike back.

So here’s my plan on how we can be ahead of Crystal: We need to be alert 24/7 (Not really, but we need to be focused) on what she is always plotting and prepare for the worst and best. If we are going to be one step ahead of this girl, we have to understand how this girl think. We are going to have to have a plan to everytime she does something shady, we strike right back by not being shady ourselves, but to be mature about it.

Now, who will join me and the revelation of being ahead of Crystal?!

I’ll join….who else?😏-A

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Landed on nias twitter and she tries so hard to be posi vibes on there and it just seems so fake. And she’s all into self help books and using the word swimmingly. It irks me so much bc I get the message she’s trying real hard to be someone she ain’t

Shes like that one nerdy chick that tries to be relateable and fit in

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Calum Hood Masterlist

Smoking Buddies: Reader doesn’t know how to face her feelings for her smoking buddy.

Hatefuck: In a party, Calum and reader find out that their chemistry is hard to resist. But their affair is soon broken when Calum gets caught under the sheets with another girl.(smut)

Don’t Leave: After losing reader, Calum fights for her.

Good For Me: In an interview with his girlfriend, Calum thinks he is not good enough for her. Luckily, his girlfriend has a way to show him that he is, indeed, good for her.(smut)

Don’t Wanna Be Your Friend: Reader plays hard to get, but she gives in and Calum and her have some fun between the sheets. Later, reader wonders whether it was a mistake or not.(smut)

One Last TIme: When Calum shows up at her door late one night a month after their break up, reader and Calum have to talk and see if they can try one last time.

Goodbyes: When Ashton passes away, Nora goes back to Sydney and Calum will find out what happened fourteen years ago, after he and Nora broke up. 

Goodbyes Part 2: Nora has to explain lots of things and Calum has to meet someone he didn’t know existed. 

Goodbyes Part 3: Even if Calum’s still broken hearted, he still has feelings for Nora and after spending a few days with his daughter, Calum and Nora end up spending a night together. (smut)

By Your Side: Reader has cancer and the boys find out.

Fun On A Pick Up: The boys, Calum and his girlfriend go to the beach and on their way home, Calum decides to heat things up. (smut)

Paris: Calum is lost in Paris, but he finds a cute girl that is willing to help him. Although he doesn’t tell her that he’s in a famous band, the two start to fall for each other. What Calum doesn’t plan is that she ends up at his show after learning everything he hadn’t told her. 

Treat Him Better: Roommate!Calum shares his problems with his new roommate and she ends up falling in live with him. 

Coming Back: Calum disappeared years ago and his best friend was left heartbroken. But what happens when she comes back after he is finally found?

Winter: Cliché story about best friends who fall in love with each other but bad timing made their love impossible.(slight smut)

Midnight Train: Calum’s girlfriend has to take a very important decision, staying with her boyfriend of four years or leaving because of the shadows of the past have come back to haunt her.

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this is beautiful, 💙

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Calum Hood in the Sacconejolys vlog. Btw he’s holding a cig and smoking.(not judging,just observing)

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What Daddy Doesn’t Know - Calum Hood Imagine

Pairing: Calum & Y/N

Length: 8,239

Rated: SMUT

Summary: You snuck off to the closed indoor pool with a poor innocent boy you thought would be fun to play with. However, you are gladly mistaken when a very tan, slightly muscular, cigarette smoking, tattooed boy with dark hair walks in.

I was going to post this in two parts but, fuck it here’s the whole thing.

Coming to the country club to play tennis with your father was something you had done every Saturday morning since you were seven years old. You’d play a few matches then have lunch in the dining hall, where your father would tell you the ins and outs of his electronics company that he started when he was only twenty-eight. Most times you would listen, eating your salad in a mannerly fashion while he explained how one day he would pass it on to you. However, other times, much like today, you would pick at your food as his words went in one ear and out the other.

You sat absentmindedly, pushing the lettuce around the plate with a fork as your father elaborated on how the current economy affected the supply and demand of goods.

“I mean, don’t you think it makes sense?” you heard him ask from across the small table. You looked up from your plate as your head rested in your hand.

“Mhm,” you said softly, giving him a small, lazy smile.

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calum chatting to fans (x)

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Calum and Nia guys…

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Alright Ya'll this gon' be another rant

Everyone has seen those pictures of Calum and Nia out and about in LA somewhere right? Of course, anyway! It bothers me that some people are literally talking shit about Nia and how “she’s so clingy, oh she’s not kissing him, she’s whispering something in his ear like a friend would!” I literally do not have any friends that hold me like that just to whisper in my ear. I get it, you don’t want to accept it but seriously you guys. The one thing that really grinds my gears is some people create posts that’s basically an article trying to “expose” her and calling her “SataNia” or “N*a” like no, her name is Nia Lovelis, drummer of Hey Violet, not Bye Purple or Hey Viagra. I do not condone to rudeness or bullying like that. Calum and Nia’s relationship should be their business and as fans we should be supportive. You don’t have to like Nia or Hey Violet but don’t be a rudeass about them and make them out to be bad people when they aren’t. If “fans” love Calum like some say they do, his happiness is the only thing that should matter right? End of rant, I had to say something. Sorry not sorry 😤

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they’re not kissing cal isn’t even facing her, his head is literally looking the other way and her face isn’t touching his they’re holding each other, big whoop, friends touch all the time and with how her face is placed and the fact her mouth is open in the first pic i wouldn’t be surprised if she was just whispering slash saying something sure it’s a close intimate position but there’s countless times for me personally where i’ve been like this with friends don’t assume this is proof, we’ve seen mike&cal do this, cal&lu… don’t assume it’s proof just because it’s suddenly a girl instead of one of the guys assume it’s proof when lips are on lips and hands are interlocked

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i remembered this 🔁

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When ya boy simultaneously shuts down rumors while also saying y'all have the same relationship status 🙌🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽

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‘cuddly calum pls’

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“He has such a sound and a way to him. I lust for him in way that makes my love for him so much more interesting. The way he pulls strings on his bass. I couldn’t begin to coin the countless memories of hearing out for his voice in songs. I am smitten , tangled by silly cute things he does that reminds me of a pup. He was the kind of boy who loved to just laugh, smoke a cigarette a few times a day , play his bass , and sing in harmony. I wonder what keeps him up at night or the music that sings him to sleep. I don’t know much about him , or what he actually loves or likes one bit. I don’t know how many millions of cells he is made of and if they have any idea they are apart of something so beautiful and unimaginably perfect. It feels less now a days that I’m trying to get to know the real calum than remembering him. How every smile or every laugh. Every song that he sings. It brings to an impossible conclusion that I have known him before in another life. That I loved him before from a far or close in another time or different place. Or just a complete different existence. ”

Me and my thoughts about Calum Hood because I’m so Emo and I love him. Deal with it. (Also has some quotes from other poetry that reminded of Calum.)

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bABEEE???

That’s a bit older already but here’s calum’s hickey