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I very rarely feel like I'm actually in the moment. like 95 % of time I feel like there's a thin veil between me and reality. I'm never present I'm never there

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there are so many wonderful things i could be doing that i'm just not. not because i can't, just because i don't. i say i don't feel like it today and i scroll through pictures of beautiful places i could be and wonderful things i could be doing. and i wake to another meaningless day.

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Du fehlst mir so oft, eigentlich immer

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How I look when I’m busy rebloging on tumblr

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Running late

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my favorite form of love is being loved without feeling like i was begging for it

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Clarice Lispector, from "Miss Algrave" in Soulstorm: Stories

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6 days in New York City

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today i walked outside instead of killing myself. it’s the first day of rain this winter in new york. it’s almost as if god was crying with me. washing me clean. maybe im not alone.

- sometime the beginning of fall 2023

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bag collection