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get a load of this! (cool fresh autumn air)

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every time i feel like i haven’t done enough things to be proud of myself during the day there’s the voice of louise glück that emerges softly in my ears and says if you missed a day there’s always the next and if you missed a year it didn’t matter the hills weren’t going anywhere the thyme and rosemary kept coming back.. and i feel like life is beautiful and kind to me again

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So,​ your life. There it is before you – possibly a road, a ribbon, a dotted line, a map – let’s say you’re 25, then you make some decisions, do things, have setbacks, have triumphs, become someone, a bus driver, a professor of Indo-European linguistics, a pirate, a cosmetologist, years pass, maybe in a family maybe not, maybe happy maybe not, then one day you wake up and you’re seventy. Looking ahead you see a black doorway. You begin to notice the black doorway is always there, at the edge, whether you look at it or not. Most moments contain it, most moments have a sort of sediment of black doorway at the bottom of the glass. You wonder if other people are seeing it too. You ask them. They say no. You ask why. No one can tell you.

A minute ago you were 25. Then you went ahead getting the life you want. One day you looked back from 25 to now and there it is, the doorway, black, waiting.

— anne carson, gloves on!

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I learn everything the hard way btw

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Janice Gould, “Earthquake Weather”

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“To try to not be more interesting but be more interested” literally changed my life perspective btw

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girl chill you can do anything & go anywhere whenever you want

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endearments in letters to véra (pt.1)

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you have to let yourself be a weird woman or you will not survive

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We should wear each other's clothes...

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So silly when I forget how special I am

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Frankly some of you should be hornier over weirder shit. The fear of being too genuine is the enemy of art. Be a bit of a pervert. It's good for the health. Doesn't have to be a sexual thing just own up to being a bit obsessed in some cringe shit it's fine.

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…….thinking about this………..always thinking about this…..

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august by Mary Oliver

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may to december by Megan Fernandes

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Waiting for God

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Chelsea DesAutels, from “Hot Blood,” in A Dangerous Place