utsuroh

[utsuroh]

you can (never) look back. (you want a war? you've got a war.)

independent au blog for mukuro ikusaba

preference for icons over game sprites

deals with nsfw themes; but not sex

will only do prose follower greetings

+ only if those are requested

focus on interpersonal relationships over plot arcs

this is not the ikusaba you know; except she finally is. this is the wolf, the sister of despair, the same awkward loser who laughs before the punchline of a joke. she’s harder than you remember, one eye a flatter grey than the other, a frown etched into her face even at rest. her teeth look no sharper than they were but you check again just to make sure. the girl that you shared jokes and sarcastic glances with is still there, obviously, but the mask is slipping. you forgot how dangerous it was to assume that a person could be only one thing. she tells you she rigged the machine to help the others escape the mutual killing and you finally begin to wonder if that was really the kindness that she makes it out to be.

you will (never) retreat. (dasanteki: mercenary, calculating.)

[utsuroh]

semi-hiatus

i’m sorry im just really gettin worn down on how casual this fandom is with transphobia and stuff and i dont want to pick fights or be a problem but tbh tbh fuck that and also kind of (wrt certain people) fuck you??? im gonna go and remake my skype and just idk avoid all of yall until i feel either certain enough that im Not Coming Back or certain enough in how willing i am to lose friendships by calling out shitty things that i Do Come Back like

idk see you all on the flip side i will probably only be on here for like 3 threads and dani lmao

[utsuroh]

semi-hiatus

i’m sorry im just really gettin worn down on how casual this fandom is with transphobia and stuff and i dont want to pick fights or be a problem but tbh tbh fuck that and also kind of (wrt certain people) fuck you??? im gonna go and remake my skype and just idk avoid all of yall until i feel either certain enough that im Not Coming Back or certain enough in how willing i am to lose friendships by calling out shitty things that i Do Come Back like

idk see you all on the flip side i will probably only be on here for like 3 threads and dani lmao

[utsuroh]

also tho lmao every character you love is trans. and not the kind of trans that you approve of where they use she/he/they pronouns only and never ever ever say anything bad abt cis ppl, nah, theyre the kind that made up their own pronouns and fucks with gender presentation for fun + spite and if you ever said half the shit to them that you say on here they'd fucking glass you, that is the kind of trans all ur faves are, they are starting a biker group and you would cross the street to avoid them

[utsuroh]

Okay, so here's what's going on.

I've moved skype and am officially archiving this blog. If you want my new skype you can ask for it but I reserve the right to be like "no". My personal is bitchmodus, so, you know.

In a week-ish I'm going to make yet another Mukuro blog and it's going to be closed and selective and I'm basically going to use it purely for roleplaying because I don't feel safe being myself and having opinions in this fandom. That doesn't mean I'm going to sit up in my castle and refuse to interact, it just means... I'm only going to be interacting. No more OOC, no more fun crack jokes, just. Me trying to save what's left of a fandom I really did used to love.

I'm going to carry over as many IC relationships as I can.

I'm going to try, I really am, to find my feet here and feel more comfortable calling people out on stuff that makes me feel sad + unsafe, and I am going to do my best to fucking cauterize the constant drama that it feels like this fandom needs.

In the meanwhile, here's a list of fucking awesome Mukuro blogs for you to check out and interact with while I'm gone - because god knows, this solider nerd is the best character in the whole series, right?

sutorippa is a darling OOC and her Mukuro is fucking spot on. You don't like stripper au? That sucks and I feel genuinely bad for you because this is the kind of blog I wish I was.

maleficentmercenary is a super fucking rad MM!Mukuro blog that makes the effort to flip the entire setup onto its head instead of just picking up where Junko left off. Super cool, super nice, I love.

fumeiheishi -- I haven't interacted with this blog yet, which is a giant fucking shame, but i can assure you they are wicked rad

deseteur FLAWLESS. FLAW??? LESS?????? tbh if you weren't following this blog before i have to doubt your commitment to sparkle motion quality rp

reineloup i don't know how many times you can type "basically perfect" before it stops sounding real but this blog is BASICALLY PERFECT thats some fucking mary poppins shit up in here

deluctio isn't here any more (or hasn't been for a while) but i love this blog and i love this mukuro so u know what it's goin on the list. threads packed with character and charm are just as inspiring when they're a month old as they are when they're new

tkhila is so far down on the list so my blatant favouritism doesn't shine through but dear god this. this is the mukuro blog i dreamed of running, this is the character and the construction and the prose i've been painting pentagrams on my floor to summon up and just. jesus fucking christ someone hold me down this blog is THE blog, this blog is mukuro ikusaba in the flesh, this blog gives me the worst inferiority complex but also inspires me to keep writing more than any other mukuro blog ever has (even tho lbr here they are all flawless)

inuiolatum is another completely stunning mukuro blog that i wish was more active more often but you know what: quality, not quantity, and this combat baby has quality in near-deadly droves

feragee woah how did junko enoshima get on this list (woah how did the actual in-game dr0+1 junkuro set up a blog and why is nobody stopping here, woah will the mun who runs this ever not be perfect)

fenrirfang PLEASE COME BACK I MISS YOU

cadavred PLEASE COME BACK I MISS YOU

[utsuroh]

semi-hiatus

i’m sorry im just really gettin worn down on how casual this fandom is with transphobia and stuff and i dont want to pick fights or be a problem but tbh tbh fuck that and also kind of (wrt certain people) fuck you??? im gonna go and remake my skype and just idk avoid all of yall until i feel either certain enough that im Not Coming Back or certain enough in how willing i am to lose friendships by calling out shitty things that i Do Come Back like

idk see you all on the flip side i will probably only be on here for like 3 threads and dani lmao

[utsuroh]

semi-hiatus

i'm sorry im just really gettin worn down on how casual this fandom is with transphobia and stuff and i dont want to pick fights or be a problem but tbh tbh fuck that and also kind of (wrt certain people) fuck you??? im gonna go and remake my skype and just idk avoid all of yall until i feel either certain enough that im Not Coming Back or certain enough in how willing i am to lose friendships by calling out shitty things that i Do Come Back like

idk see you all on the flip side i will probably only be on here for like 3 threads and dani lmao

[utsuroh]

feelin  shaky and sad and defensive and shaky so im jsut gonna. gonna just .  personal blog please nobody add me back into the fapchat i just

night

[utsuroh]

please do not ever use slurs because i can detach my jaw like a snake and i will eat like at least two of your limbs

[utsuroh]

replies due on komdiv gimme ten secs

[utsuroh]

shslsweetheart

No, really! how will you intercept your enemies communications and crush their ambushes otherwise

That sounds far too complicated for an illiterate grunt like me. I just shoot people.

[utsuroh]

gyaruyatte 

Its true. Every time Mukuro picked up a book, since childhood, I’d find a way to manifest and slap it out of her hands. Even when she’s halfway around the world. Even when she’s in a bunker being shelled by mortars. I’d find a way. And I’d be there.

It was terrifying. I started using this certainty to break out of prison cells.

[utsuroh]

headrnaster 

I’m always watching ;)

Shit, it's the cops.

[utsuroh]

shslsweetheart

But a soldier must know how to read!

Not a word.

[utsuroh]

Back from the hospital. Time to dodge Kirigiri Sr.

[utsuroh]

Oh no, Ikusaba-san! Why can't you read?

I never learned. It's tragic, really.

[utsuroh]

What is Mukuro's mbti type?

I have no idea, honestly.