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I couldn’t decide whether to make it black and white or autumn colors so this terrible color choice happened 🤣🤣

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When you hear a new song on the radio and you’re desperately trying to pick a notable phrase so you can google it later

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Suwabe and Tosshi's comments on ICE ADOLESCENCE cancellation.

Suwabe commented pretty fast after the official message, but I knew Tosshi would have a hard time saying anything because he's so connected to this character. He loves Yuri so much. So I was waiting for his comment, and it indeed came a whole day after.

The memories will never fade! Thank YOU both <3333

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When you were born to make history but your studio preferred shonen

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the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this

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I can't describe how much I love them

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fucking cryingg that from his coworkers' pov will doesn't have a personality

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my ass will see a cunning older man with the kind of heartrending trauma that could burn down cities and a younger man who holds a devotion toward him that could tear apart whole landscapes and it's instantly over for me

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Shinjuku, Japan; 1980s

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i just have to make it through the next few or tens or hundreds or thousands of weeks. until i'm dead

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are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

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i wish i were rich because that way i could comtinue being Insane & Useless and it would be fine like not even a problem

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how to stop being depressed how to get rid of depression fast how to not be depressed anymore how to become undepressed how to end depressive episode and/or disorder

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“I destroy myself repeatedly, without remorse.”

— Six Word Story #79 by absentions

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I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! continues not only living like this but in fact gets actively worse with time