v0idcaller
v0idcaller
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a sideblog for discovering my different Parts, as per my therapist's suggestion. all Parts have their own tag & corresponding feeling/behaviour/theme. they do not have names unless otherwise stated. i do not have MPD/DID. pinned post will be a masterlist of Parts for my own reference.
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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whenever i talk back and forth to the parts in my head, i imagine the part as masculine, which happens to also be the same amount of masculinity that was present that one time i felt raped. when i either dreamt it. or i was raped in spirit. it was when i had sleep paralysis and couldnt move. i heard the voice, masculine, deep, gritty—"pathetic." and then i felt him so deep inside me it hurt so fucking bad and at the same time, i touched myself to that memory hours after it happened.
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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i have to go to the dentist today & that's something i have a lot of anxiety towards. so i think 🐈‍⬛ is in hiding, same with 🧿 & 🌸 because i feel very alone right now.
i also think i've got another part identified , 🤖, who is my autopilot for when i have to get things done but i feel unsafe so my usual parts arent cooperating.
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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some favourites of mine when searching for my name in the #unsentproject
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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ok maybe i romanticize everything a little a lot
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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Custard Pudding Hello Kitty
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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this made me physically recoil
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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#j
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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By Fabio Viale.
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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hm living w mental illness really is just like well i feel insane!! just gonna keep going about my day tho
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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v0idcaller · 4 years ago
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Parts List (TBA)
🌸 - energetic, bouncy, child-like. age slides 13-16.
🐈‍⬛ - neglected, trauma holder, very sick looking
🍃 - appears only when under the influence of thc/alcohol, easy, neutral, careless, abrupt
j - masculine, sexual, confident
🖤 - feminine, hypersexuality, trauma holder
💢 - self critical, angry, punisher, berates all parts
☀️ - mothering, compassionate, loves everyone, feels basically like a warm hug or standing in a ray of sunshine
🧿- paranoid, trauma holder, agoraphobic, superstitious, hallucinates and worries
🤖 - autopilot function part
🏳️ - the rest (representing the unseperable, unrealized parts)
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v0idcaller · 5 years ago
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ok not to be dramatic but if i spill ash on my sweater one more goddamn time im going to kill myself
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v0idcaller · 5 years ago
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