v1mch3n

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I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.

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when i’m hurt, i shut down, i turn into a total bitch i shut off my emotions i act differently towards everything and everyone and i hate it

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Keine Motivation, aber dafür hochgradig Depression.

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Cutting deep for the first time in years is scary

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i feel like a doll sitting on a shelf waiting until someone wants to play with me in order to feel alive again

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Psychosis memory #24: helplessly scaring away both "family and friends".

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destroying myself so others can't as the only form

of control i've ever known

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"And the sad part is I was getting better.

And now I'm not"

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"Ich respektiere Menschen, die mir die Wahrheit sagen. Egal, wie schwer es ist."

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Meiner Erfahrung nach werden die Menschen immer kälter zu dir je mehr Liebe und Verletzlichkeit du Ihnen offenbarst.

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Ich hoffe du heilst von den Dingen, für die sich nie jemand entschuldigt hat.

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"Ich will Dir einen guten Rat geben:

bleib Deinen Freunden stets nah

Denn ein paar werden zu früh sterben

und die anderen,..

Die anderen werden Dich verraten"

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“Hey, don’t just mumble. Say it properly.” I hadn’t even been audible. Getting desperate, I shouted. “I love you! I love you!”

Otherside Picnic, File 26

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Mir geht's nie gut nur momentan wird es wieder schlimmer.