v4mpskir4a

[v4mpskir4a]

[v4mpskir4a]

[v4mpskir4a]

The urge to relapse is growing stronger every day

[v4mpskir4a]

I want scars all over my body

not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars not enough scars

[v4mpskir4a]

I need to keep telling myself it’s not normal to look at sharp objects and wonder how it would feel to cut my skin open with them

[v4mpskir4a]

I hate how I never have enough scars.

[v4mpskir4a]

you ever just want to cut even if you don't really have a reason just because you miss the feeling of the cuts or am i losing it

[v4mpskir4a]

(Repost)

[v4mpskir4a]

Oh, I'm fine. I'm just stuck in the cycle of

3ating until I feel sick -> 3ating because I feel sick -> the thought of 3ating making me feel sick -> not 3ating until I feel sick -> 3ating so that I can be sick -> scared that 3ating will make me sick...

Yk how it is 💀

[v4mpskir4a]

please can i cut, please? i need to feel okay again. i dont care if is only for a moment, i need to feel okay again.