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thank you for speaking up about Palestine and the cruel injustices happening there. the fact that people are denying / trying to say this isn’t a genocide aren’t ignorant nor uneducated : they know what they’re doing and are doing so proudly.

7000+ palestinians confirmed dead in the past 20 days. hundreds upon hundreds more being massacred as we speak. even if a ceasefire was instated immediately (which it won't be) so many more lives will be lost to infection/disease/wounds because the hospitals have had their fucking fuel and electricity cut off. denying these facts is being complicit in an ethnic cleansing intended to wipe out every last palestinian. but because palestinian/arab lives are so dehumanised by the western world people feel comfortable supporting their genocide. shame on them all.

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Susie Yan and Februarytrash photographed by Neil Tam for Extra Virgin

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Hands… hands…. HANDSSS

Like damn

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“that’s ok i understand!!!!” but it actually made me sick to my stomach

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Josie and Isabel kissing while covered in the blood of football players? This is why we fight for gay rights

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please unfollow me if you are an israel supporter. this is a pro palestine account. please do not try to argue with me about this. israel is committing mass genocide against the palestinian people. this is not coming from antisemitism because i am not anti-jewish people, i am simply anti israeli government and it’s mission to wipe out the palestinian people. if you are angered by this or feel like our beliefs do not align, then please unfollow me because you are not the type of person i want associated with me.

i also do not want to hear anyone saying that this has nothing to do with fanfiction and this isn’t something that we need to be talking about. it is so important to keep the people of gaza in your hearts and minds. human lives should not be collateral damage as a heavily armed state forcefully occupies palestine.

this is not a war between israel and palestine, it is not even a war between israel and hamas. this is the mass genocide and ethnic cleansing of the palestinian people.

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Joi photographed by Jason Isip

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Adual Jok Akol photographed by STAR for New Currency and S_.ein

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₊˚🕯️♱‧₊˚.

cw: knife kink, kinda blood kink (?), nothing too extreme, dom!ellie, r!receiving, tlou universe

“Thought you said you wanted this, baby”

Your girlfriend’s voice mocks you as you squirm under her from feeling of the tip of her knife over your soft skin. Two of her fingers inside you, moving at an agonizingly slow pace. And in all fairness, you did want it, you asked for it, even.

It was sick, wasn’t it? Wanting to be undressed beneath her as she pressed it against you. It was sicker that you had thought about it after seeing the way her she maneuvered the weapon with such ease during patrol. Gliding it and moving it swiftly in between her slender fingers after having made use of it. And as shameful as it was, you couldn’t help the the way your stomach flipped when you witnessed the act.

So when you half joked how it “could be hot” to do this, Ellie insisted on you elaborating. She wanted to make sure this is something you truly wanted. Once she got the green light: You were so fucked.

“I do want it”, your voice is shaky. The adrenaline and the tinge of fear making you feel dizzy, intensifying the pleasure.

“Yeah?” she curls her fingers, the motion followed by a sweet moan that escapes your mouth. She drags her knife to your chest, right in between your breasts, “then stop moving so much, princess. Wouldn’t want you getting cut, would we?”. Her voice is sickeningly soft, a conspicuous contrast to the sharp blade she’s holding against your sternum.

She lowers herself down to pepper honeyed kisses on your neck. Sucking and nibbling on the skin there. Her fingers quickening her pace, causing you to jolt upwards slightly. The feeling of the knife making you hiss quietly from the sudden pressure.

“Fuck, told you not to move, babe”

She drags her knife to your breast now, carefully toying with your nipple with the tip of it while her mouth latches itself to your other one. A strained whine emerges out of you, making her grin against your skin. The cold metal against the sensitive area making you get goosebumps.

The rhythm of her hand inside your core slowly fastened and it’s completely ruthless now, making it next to impossible not to move. You almost do and, of course, she notices.

“You know, doll, I’m starting to think you want it to cut” she chuckles, her raspy and low and the statement only makes you drench her fingers even more. She drags it even lower, softly circling the skin on your lower stomach and all the way to your hipbones.

“Fuck, Ellie, please please” you plead, feeling your high approaching. Ellie knows, she can feel you clenching around her fingers.

“Please what, baby?”

“Please, I wanna cum”

To that, she presses down the knife a little harder against your hipbone. “Come on”, she kisses your stomach, “let go for me”.

You feel the knot in your stomach finally snap and you can’t help but arch your back. The motion makes the blade push down your hip and cut. It’s not deep, but enough to make you wince from the ache. You had never felt anything like it; the rush of the slight pain from the cut escalating your climax, making you squirm under your clearly amused girlfriend.

The sight makes her clench her thighs, and she could swear she’s about to drool all over your naked body. It makes it impossible for her to contain her fingers from thrusting faster inside of you to drag out your orgasm.

Once you come down she rubs the sides of your waist as she reaches down to the cut with her mouth. She takes out her tongue and licks it, making the small droplets of blood disappear. Only to then place a velvety kiss on top of it to soothe the pain.

You giggle making her come back to eye level with you, her arms caging your sides.

“What?”

“That was so fucking hot, you know?”, you cup her face and pull her in for a sloppy kiss. She pulls away only to place another one on your forehead.

“You weren’t too bad yourself”, she says nonchalantly. You punch her arm playfully at her dull excuse of a compliment, which causes her to laugh and surrender to you “Okay okay, you were really fucking hot too”.

You chuckle and kiss her one last time.

She gets up to bring you a pair of her boxers and one of her oversized shirts (that you love to steal from her). She tenderly helps you get dressed before you two surrender to your weariness and fall asleep holding each other.

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a/n: in honor of halloween, succumbed to my knife kink. also first time writing smut lmao. non knife kink havers pls look away i’m shy

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i love hearing girl’s ugly laugh like yes bitch gimme that witch cackle

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omg love love this

NEW BAND!AU CHARACTER PAGES!!

theres also a tiny bit of stuff about this in these!

pls pls pls read these cause i spent so much brain power on these (and kam @digit4lkam !!)

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Wonyoung for AMUSE ･ﾟﾟ･｡♡

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YOU'RE BREATHING SPORES… YOU'RE HER

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god i need to sit on her

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all i want is a masc gf who is super clingy and doesn’t mind me being super touchy that’s literally it

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happy thinking about kissing women monday

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Okay, so I keep seeing posts where people say that the ending of TLOU Part 2 was stupid and nonsensical and that Ellie lost her kindness when she became this heartless. But I actually think that there is a lot more to this when you read between the lines and try to see it through all the emotions the game offers you.

I keep seeing people complaining about Ellie being heartless all of a sudden (saying that she used to be a sweetheart in the 1st game) but they tend to forget the most important thing of all: that Ellie going after Abby wasn't about her becoming a hostile killing machine. Ellie was still a nice and kind person, even after all this.

You could see throughout the gameplay that she regretted killing even those people who had something to do with Joel's murder. I'm not trying to say that killing them was right, but all I'm saying is that she didn't want to kill any of them villingly. She wasn't killing because she would have been enjoying it. She was killing because she thought she owed it to Joel. You have to sink deep inside Ellie's mindset to undertand this with your heart.

It was actually pretty sad to witness Ellie like this. I felt so sorry for her the whole time because she was hopeless and didn't know how to deal with so much pain that the only thing she thought was right was to kill everyone who hurt the only person she cared about the most. When Abby killed Joel, she didn't just take away his presence from Ellie; she also robbed her of the opportunity to forgive him in her own time. So in her mind, when he was murdered, he died without her forgiveness, and she couldn't forgive herself for putting him through this feeling. She kept seeing his dying face in her mind wherever she went, and all she could think about was that when he was lying there, he felt alone and unforgiven. But he wasn't alone and unforgiven. She forgave him the second she knew he was in danger. But in her mind, Joel didn't know that. In her mind, he thought she still 'hated' him.

And just a few moments before she almost drowned Abby, Ellie remembered Joel and how he was sitting on the porch, strumming his guitar. And at that moment, she realized that in order to let Joel know she already forgave him and that he is not alone, she must forgive herself too, and to be able to do that, she must let Abby go.

Part 2 is not stupid. It's actually pretty poetic. The most heartbreaking thing I've ever had a chance to feel, but so beautiful in portraying deep feelings of love.