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do yall think hayden will every release half-cocked or am im i delusional? it's my fave

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so who got tickets to Toronto night one!! see yall there!!

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‘They all know something ain’t right’

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now that mothercain is gone, i have to memorials my favourite post of hayden's:

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YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES TES YES

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no re-listen of perverts will ever compare to the first time i heard it. ever listen is just a chase of my first high i can never replicate. the silence, and fear i felt that first time was my heaven that i keep chasing

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@mothercain

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Punish

@mothercain

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this is such a beautiful way of visualizing this line

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taken on my campus while listening to perverts

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i find it funny that conservatives try to paint me calling for the death and destruction of multi-billionaire CEOs as some radical "woke liberal" standpoint. as if that even has anything to do with politics, especially in this era of surface level circus politics. the same way they try to politicize the hurricanes or the wildfires destroying parts of america, as if climate change is somehow a red vs. blue issue. it's no secret i'm from a deeply conservative family in the sticks of florida and i still grew up hearing "i fought the law and the law won". the healthcare system has fucked each and every member of my family in a different way at one point or another, as is the case with pretty much every family in this scorched earth nation. remember when country music, the genre currently associated the heaviest with the most conservative faction of america, used to be staunchly anti-government and about sticking it to the man? remember when the coal miners, grandfathers to the "trump-er hillbillies" of appalachia that everyone loves to write off as ignorant, fought tooth and nail for unionization because the companies that were built off their labor didn't give a shit if they lived or died? since when has "upholding traditional values" gone hand in hand with... defending lawmakers and oil tycoons. my family and i complain about the same issues at the dinner table. the men in charge better hope they can keep their digital smokescreens running as long as they can because the moment the rednecks and the hippies lay down their swords long enough to realize they have the same enemy, all hell is gonna break loose.

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i find it funny that conservatives try to paint me calling for the death and destruction of multi-billionaire CEOs as some radical "woke liberal" standpoint. as if that even has anything to do with politics, especially in this era of surface level circus politics. the same way they try to politicize the hurricanes or the wildfires destroying parts of america, as if climate change is somehow a red vs. blue issue. it's no secret i'm from a deeply conservative family in the sticks of florida and i still grew up hearing "i fought the law and the law won". the healthcare system has fucked each and every member of my family in a different way at one point or another, as is the case with pretty much every family in this scorched earth nation. remember when country music, the genre currently associated the heaviest with the most conservative faction of america, used to be staunchly anti-government and about sticking it to the man? remember when the coal miners, grandfathers to the "trump-er hillbillies" of appalachia that everyone loves to write off as ignorant, fought tooth and nail for unionization because the companies that were built off their labor didn't give a shit if they lived or died? since when has "upholding traditional values" gone hand in hand with... defending lawmakers and oil tycoons. my family and i complain about the same issues at the dinner table. the men in charge better hope they can keep their digital smokescreens running as long as they can because the moment the rednecks and the hippies lay down their swords long enough to realize they have the same enemy, all hell is gonna break loose.

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”I will dislocate my jaw to fit it all in”

@mothercain

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i love that hayden included a part of AM's monologue, i can not describe how i felt when i heard it. it was like i was transported to a cage while the low fan of AM's hard wear spun to keep him cool

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this is the soundtrack of my life

this was track 8 until the week we mastered Perverts and I made 013/Thatorchia on a whim and loved it so much I called my mastering guy and told him to swap out the tracks because I thought it needed to be on the record that badly. here's the 000 rework that would have been wellwater. i still love it and didn't want it to go to waste

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i've had this book on my list of books to read since 2023 and now i'm going to read it immediately knowing that my fave sing off the album was influenced by this

what inspired the title for houseofpsycoticwomn? that name stood out the most for me when looking at the track list

kier-la janisse wrote a wonderful book by that title. i had been reading it the week i recorded the song and it just felt apt at the time. i felt wrong to change it when i decided to include it on the project.

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#i was litterly thinking the exact same thing #especially cause some part reminded me of the the original 1977 Suspiria soundtrack (my fave movie soundtrack)

i should be able to log my experience of perverts on letterboxd bc that shit was a whole cinematic experience and i feel cheated that i cant do that