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A song for @acevc

I never thought I could get any better

And my past only made me feel worse

I remember you said it was all in my head

And I need to forgive myself first

Now I know that I'm not without purpose

And you know that I'm not too far gone

But I hate that try to make up wasted time

And I let it all go on too long

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“Jealousy is a dangerous emotion, my dear friend. I am the ultimate dilf.” He chuckled and shook his head. “And I’ll find you Whatever person you want. My job as your wingman will be taken very seriously.” He said with his best straight face. “I mean, you’re handsome and your personality is okay. I’m sure we can find a couple of people who would love to take a ride on your disco stick.” Honey tilted his head to the side and studied his friend. “The real question is what kind of person do you want?”

Bros Over Hoes

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“I’m still in my twenties, asshole.” He smirked and leaned back in his chair. “But being with a man that’s old as dirt kind of ages you? I don’t mean that in a bad way either. Like he helps me to keep my shit together. Cause we all know that I can be extra as fuck.” He chuckled. “Well, before I was turned and shit, I was a remarkable student. I just kind of gave up after I ended up on the streets. I didn’t think that I could go back.” He shrugged. “As for the whole suddenly being a dilf thing, yeah, that wasn’t planned. Like, I wanted kids with Sam I just didn’t think it would be before the wedding.” Honey leaned forward and studied his friend. “We should get you laid. I can be the perfect wingman.” He grinned, running a hand through his hair. “What do you say?”

“Age has nothing to do with being an old man”  Jisoo smiled shaking his head a bit.  Jisoo was glad Honey had someone to keep him together not that he wasn’t together before but he seemed happier now. “Your fun when you extra as fuck” Jisoo laughed then shook his head again.  “you wish you were a dilf”  He joked then smiled.  “Hmm I suppose you got that status for some”  He nodded sure he found his friend attractive but it was like you knew you brother was attractive to others. “And just what kind of person do you think you should hook me up with hmm?”

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Did Honey need a motorcycle? Probably not. Did he want one anyway? Absolutely. So, when Dae offered to take him to pick one out, who was he to deny his soon to be brother in law? Honey was dressed in ripped black jeans and a black turtleneck. His blonde strands were styled to perfection, not that he ever really did much to his hair anyway. Grabbing his phone, wallet and jacket, he made his way towards the door. Honey locked up the house and met his future in-law outside. “So, I’m doing this for the aesthetic. Is that bad? I mean, I’ll ride the bike but basically because I’ll look really fucking good.” He grinned at him. “Also, hi. How are you?” He greeted, finally. He didn’t really spend much time with Dae. It he figured he might as well get to know him better. He was Sam’s brother, after all.

ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ ʙᴏɴᴅɪɴɢ

ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ / @vchoney

Honey and Dae did have their differences. Dae was annoying, Honey was annoying, he got it. But alas, he was marrying his newfound haven’t-known-a-year brother. Half-brother but technicalities. Basically, he wanted to be on both their good sides, and he tried not to let Soka’s words, the way she didn’t like Honey, get in his head. Even if everything was true. Honey was a diva, Dae could see that. But Dae was trying to be civil. One part of being civil was bonding. And bonding over motorcycles, Dae could do. So, that’s why he slipped himself into his sports car, and drove his happy little ass over to where Honey and the rest of his family lived. He had agreed to pick him up, take him to view motorcycles, and hell, maybe they’d even get a bite to eat. 

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Honey knew that Hisoka still wasn’t sold on him and that was honestly the only thing that he was afraid of. Because Sam and Hisoka had such a close relationship. He wanted her approval so badly. What if she told Sam not to marry him? What if she told him that Honey wasn’t good enough? Honey gave a soft smile and then got out of the car. “Yeah, no problem.” He mumbled. Suddenly, he wasn’t so hungry. He opened the door for her and followed after, trying to figure out how he could show Hisoka that he was serious about his family. “What do I need to do, to prove to you that I’m very serious about Samuele and Luci and this gang? The past year, I’ve tried my hardest to make up for the shit storm that was last year. I know how wrong I was but I was hurting. Which is a bad excuse, I know. But Sam is the only man I’ve ever loved and sex is something that I was saving for someone that meant the world to me and I had assumed that Sam felt the same way about me.

He told me he loved me and I was so happy, Hisoka.” He sighed, knowing this wasn’t the time or place to be saying all of this. “But then he chose Jungsoo and I was crushed. I trusted him with my life and my heart and nobody had ever told me that they loved me. So, it hurt a hell of a lot. I felt betrayed and nobody was really trusting me as SIC and I snapped. I just felt that everyone was against me and I know that sounds childish but fuck, I’m still young. I’m still learning. But I had nobody to talk to. Nobody to cry to. And then Chinhwa came around and he was doing and saying all the things I had wanted Sam to say and do and I felt like I finally had someone that cared.” Honey shook his head and tried not to get overly emotional, thinking back on that time. “Look, I don’t expect you to love me or even like me I just want to be accepted by you and not just as SIC but as Sam’s husband. I don’t think I can even go through with the wedding if I know that you’re against it because I know how much you mean to Sam.”

I Would Dye for U Pt 2

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He snorted. “So, I ended up feeding and I used my new life to start doing things differently. I used fear to get what I wanted and sex. It was a dangerous combination, honestly. That’s how Sam found me.” He smiled a bit as he pulled into the restaurant lot. “He gave me the name Honey. He said I looked sweet as honey but I was dangerous. It’s cheesy but I loved it. He brought me in and I worked my way up from the bottom, as you already know. And yeah, I’ve had some bad times but I’m doing so much better, Hisoka. And I need you to know that I love your dad more than I love myself and that’s a lot.” He smirked. “But seriously, I’d never want to do anything to hurt him or you or any of the Howlers.”

Hisoka had actually been rather desperate to know his backstory. She wanted, so, so desperately to understand where this man came from, to try and understand how he came to be who he is- to see if she could even begin to understand how he became as twisted as he could be. She listened to him intently, soaking up every little detail, and the more she listened, the more she could feel her stomach drop. Not for how sad his story was, but for how similar it was to her own.

Hisoka was never the type to compare traumas. She wasn’t the type to sit here and say ok, but I had it way worse and I’m not a fucking lunatic. And maybe she didn’t entirely have it worse- again, it’s nearly impossible to compare traumas like that. She had hoped that perhaps hearing some great travesty in his story would make all the pieces come together in her mind, but all she was left with was disappointment.

“Hmmm,” she began, carefully thinking about her words, “I suppose where we came from isn’t all that different after all…” she didn’t want to comment on his final remarks, though. While he might love her father, she wasn’t entirely sold on that. Rather, she believed he was in love with the idea of her father. The absolute last thing she wanted to comment on was about how he didn’t want to hurt him, or the Howlers. He’d admitted to threatening Sam when he was bedridden after the attack last year, for fucks sake! How could she ever trust him after that? Not to mention while all that shit went down, he’d abandoned his duties. Admittedly, it was for a short time, but even still- Ace had needed his SiC, and Honey had been no where to be found.  

“I get’cha,” was all she replied before unbuckling her seat belt and gingerly sliding out of the passengers seat, her heels making a soft clack against the pavement. “Thank you for sharing that with me,” she offered him a soft smile, “you didn’t have to, but I appreciate that you did,” 

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Honey shrugged as he turned at the light. “I just feel like a burden when I actually complain about shit. But I’ll try to be more open about being upset or stressed.” Honey hadn’t expected Hisoka to really want to know about his life but it was about time he told her the whole story. “Well, I never knew my father and my mom died during childbirth. She was a witch. I’m not sure if he was too or if he was just human. Who knows? But I was born witch but I was pushed right into the system and had no idea what I was.” Honey stopped at the light and bit down on his lip. “Bouncing from house to house was sometimes fun, as a kid. You don’t know any better. But when I got a little older, like ten or so, I started noticing all the shit that was going on. That was also around the time when I started realizing I was gay.” He went on. “Some of the families would keep me away from their kids or they’d feed me less or not at all. Some liked to hit some were just verbally abusive. It was like a roll of the dice, trying to see which one I’d get next.” Honey sighed and glanced at Hisoka. “I was about fourteen when I started living with my last foster family. By that time, I’d started wanting to wear heels and wanted to express myself more. I was bullied but I didn’t care. I was at the top of my class and I looked damn good.” He chuckled. “My foster father hated it. He tolerated it for a year or so. And then told me to get out or ‘dress like a man’.” Honey’s grip on the wheel tightened. “So I left. I didn’t want to feel uncomfortable in my skin. I wandered around and lived on the streets and I did what I had to do, to earn money. Prostitution was my best bet. I lost my virginity in an alley and all I earned was enough to buy dinner.” He hated thinking about how shit had been back then. “Sam was the first man I’d been with that wasn’t a client. I had never trusted another man before him.” He smiled, softly. “But yeah, a few years passed and I’d learned everything that went on on the streets, subconsciously. But I ended up with the wrong client and he was a vampire. He thought he’d killed me but I lived. The change was painful. I thought I was dying and maybe it’s because I was.” He snorted. “So, I ended up feeding and I used my new life to start doing things differently. I used fear to get what I wanted and sex. It was a dangerous combination, honestly. That’s how Sam found me.” He smiled a bit as he pulled into the restaurant lot. “He gave me the name Honey. He said I looked sweet as honey but I was dangerous. It’s cheesy but I loved it. He brought me in and I worked my way up from the bottom, as you already know. And yeah, I’ve had some bad times but I’m doing so much better, Hisoka. And I need you to know that I love your dad more than I love myself and that’s a lot.” He smirked. “But seriously, I’d never want to do anything to hurt him or you or any of the Howlers.”

I Would Dye for U Pt 2

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Honey had never really gotten too deep with Hisoka about his life and everything before he was turned. “I mean, you know my past but do you really know how I got to where I am? Like the whole story?” He suddenly questioned. “Wow, sorry that got intense. I should have just gone with ‘I’m good and you?’ Shouldn’t I?”

The blonde knew that much about her father was true, he did have a habit of worrying about everything. Not to say that there wasn’t a lot for him to be worrying about, but in any case, he worried more than the average person. That didn’t mean that Honey had to suffer in silence and carry his burdens alone, though. Hisoka pouted, brows furrowed in concern. If nothing else, Honey was a Howler, and that alone was reason enough for her heart to ache hearing how much stress he’d been under. 

“Of course you can complain. Just cause someone might have it worse, or have it better, or you have good moments in life- none of those things invalidate the struggles, ya know? You’re just as entitled to vent your stress as anyone else,” she shrugged, “The ‘I’m good, and you?’ answer only makes sure you keep suffering in silence. That’s not fair to you. I mean, I know I’m hardy the person you’d want to confide in, but-” Hisoka let out a soft sigh, blonde tresses falling gently as she looked down at her feet, “Sam would hate it if he knew you were suffering alone.”

It occurred to Hisoka that no, she didn’t know anything about Honey’s past, aside from a teeny bit about how he was turned. She never cared to know. She had a very firm belief in the phrase ‘sad story, still an asshole’, and she stood by that. But that sort of thinking wasn’t going to take her very far if Honey was going to be married to her father. “Tell me? I-if you’re okay with that, I mean. I’d like to… I dunno. Understand you better, I suppose?”

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“I’m still in my twenties, asshole.” He smirked and leaned back in his chair. “But being with a man that’s old as dirt kind of ages you? I don’t mean that in a bad way either. Like he helps me to keep my shit together. Cause we all know that I can be extra as fuck.” He chuckled. “Well, before I was turned and shit, I was a remarkable student. I just kind of gave up after I ended up on the streets. I didn’t think that I could go back.” He shrugged. “As for the whole suddenly being a dilf thing, yeah, that wasn’t planned. Like, I wanted kids with Sam I just didn’t think it would be before the wedding.” Honey leaned forward and studied his friend. “We should get you laid. I can be the perfect wingman.” He grinned, running a hand through his hair. “What do you say?”

Bros Over Hoes

@vc-jisoo

When it came to friends, Honey could only really name two people. Sam and Jisoo. He hadn’t really grown close to anyone in the gang or anyone at school. But with Jisoo, it came without him even realizing it. They were kind of close, in age, making it easy for them to find things to talk about. Honey sat across from Jisoo, sipping his iced coffee. “So, I told the bitch I was getting married. And he had the nerve to still ask if he could take me out.” He shook his head, running a hand through his hair. “Like, what is with some of these men? Clearly, I’m not interested.” Honey say his coffee down and scanned the cafe. “We should go somewhere. I e been so busy with school and Luci and planning this wedding. I don’t even know what it means to just hang out anymore.”

Honey wouldn’t give up fatherhood or studying no matter how much he complained. “Also what’s new with you? Any lovers? God, did I just say lovers? Wow, I sound like an old ass man. Oh my god, am I old?!” He groaned and shook his head. He’d missed just hanging out with Jisoo and talking about whatever. Usually, it was them talking about sex or whatever came to mind. Now, Honey was talking about fatherhood and exams. His life had taken a complete 360.

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Fancy Meeting You Here

@vcjungsoo

“Luciano, darling, are you hungry?” Honey kept his son’s hand tight inside of his own as he pointed towards the table filled with food. Luci noticed that the table had a surplus of sweets and nodded his head. “Where is Papa? Is he working?” Honey looked around the venue and sighed. “Yes, he’s around here, somewhere.” The pair, dressed very fashionably, made their way towards the buffet. But of course this couldn’t just be an uneventful night. Honey stopped as he stood right in front of Jungsoo. He hadn’t seen him since the night he’d stabbed him. “Oh, I thought that was you.” He smiled, sweetly. “Long time no see. Healed up nicely, didn’t you?” Luci looked between the two men and frowned. “Appa, is this your friend?” Honey almost laughed at the question. “No, sweetheart, he’s someone that I knew once upon a time.” Luci looked at Jungsoo and smiled. “Hi! You’re pretty, like Appa.” Honey scoffed. “Oh, no, Luci. Nobody is as pretty as Appa.” He teased. “But I supposed Jungsoo isn’t horrible.” Honey have him a once over and hated how attractive the other man ways. He knew very well what Samuele saw in Jungsoo. He was gorgeous and apparently that had something special. But Honey was in a better place. He couldn’t get caught up in his thoughts again. Reaching up, with his free hand, he pushed his hair behind his ear, engagement ring on full display.

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Bros Over Hoes

@vc-jisoo

When it came to friends, Honey could only really name two people. Sam and Jisoo. He hadn’t really grown close to anyone in the gang or anyone at school. But with Jisoo, it came without him even realizing it. They were kind of close, in age, making it easy for them to find things to talk about. Honey sat across from Jisoo, sipping his iced coffee. “So, I told the bitch I was getting married. And he had the nerve to still ask if he could take me out.” He shook his head, running a hand through his hair. “Like, what is with some of these men? Clearly, I’m not interested.” Honey say his coffee down and scanned the cafe. “We should go somewhere. I e been so busy with school and Luci and planning this wedding. I don’t even know what it means to just hang out anymore.”

Honey wouldn’t give up fatherhood or studying no matter how much he complained. “Also what’s new with you? Any lovers? God, did I just say lovers? Wow, I sound like an old ass man. Oh my god, am I old?!” He groaned and shook his head. He’d missed just hanging out with Jisoo and talking about whatever. Usually, it was them talking about sex or whatever came to mind. Now, Honey was talking about fatherhood and exams. His life had taken a complete 360.

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Hisoka’s eyes darted around, looking at the scenery pass around her as she spoke with a genuinely curious tone, “So what’s been new with you? You know, aside from Luci and dad and all,” 

Honey kept his eyes on the road as he drove towards the restaurant. How had he been? He smiled, sadly and glanced at Hisoka before looking out at the road. “Honestly, my good days are few and far between.” He admitted. “I don’t show it because I don’t like to worry Sam. And we both know he’s worry his ass off.” Honey had be stressed to the utmost level. “Since I took classes over the summer and I was able to start my second year with more credits towards my major. Which means that I’m already taking classes that I’d be taking in my third year and I’m on the road to graduating next year. Which means I’ll need to apply to law school, next year. I’m hoping to maintain my 4.0 but fuck it’s so hard.”

Honey stopped at the red light and sighed. “I basically need to be in so many places at once. I’m second in command but I’m also a fiancé and, now, a father. On top of that, I’m helping at the shop and I have a full course load. And my mood is up and down because half the time I want to cry and the other I want to throw my laptop through the window.” He groaned. “But yeah, can I really complain? I’m marrying the man of my dreams and we have a beautiful family and I’m helping him keep his shop up.” He smiled to himself. “And I never thought I’d be able to afford to go to college.”

Honey had never really gotten too deep with Hisoka about his life and everything before he was turned. “I mean, you know my past but do you really know how I got to where I am? Like the whole story?” He suddenly questioned. “Wow, sorry that got intense. I should have just gone with ‘I’m good and you?’ Shouldn’t I?”

I Would Dye for U Pt 2

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vcxhisoka‌:

She rolled her eyes at his final sly comment and gently pushed at his shoulder, “Ohhhhh my god. Please keep the Howler chat PG, thank you very much. Am I going to have to stay at Sungmin’s again? Cause I don’t mind, but at least gimme enough of a heads up to grab an eyebrow pencil at least,” she grabbed her purse and her cardigan and shrugged it on, following him out the door. Reaching up, she undid her messy bun and let her blonde tresses fall in waves around her face, just the way she likes them, her scrunchie resting on her wrist. “Seriously, though, it looks bomb on you,” 

“I’ll try to keep it PG just because I’m in such a good mood.” He beamed over at her. Honey wasn’t dumb. Not even close. He could always feel the tension between them. He just always chose to ignore it. However, today he wasn’t going to. He figured that a public setting was best, just in case things got heated. They both knew it was far too risky to cause a scene. Honey grabbed his keys and swung them around his finger as he strutted to his car. His first big purchase. His Ferrari Portofino was something he was very proud of. Sure, he didn’t exactly work hard for the money he now had. But he did manage to get his name on the biggest entertainment company by just being himself.

He wouldn’t lie, the time that he dated Chinhwa had been a dark time in his life. He’d convinced himself that he wasn’t worth loving and that he was only good for a good lay. But Chinhwa has falen completely in love and helped him to see his potential. Honestly, the relationship would have been a good one, had he not still be irrevocably in love with Samuele Natoli.

And that fact was exactly why he needed to fix his relationship with Hisoka. They were better than they used to be but it was far from good. They played nice for Sam’s sake. But Honey needed her to know that he was serious about Sam and Luci. That they meant the world to them and by default, Hisoka was someone he always wanted to keep happy and safe. “So, I figured we could go to this Italian spot. I hear they e got amazing food and they have the fake blood on tap.” He said as he opened the door for Hisoka before getting into the driver’s seat.

I Would Dye for U Pt 2

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I Would Dye for U Pt 2

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It was no secret that Honey and Hisoka didn’t always see eye to eye. It was no secret that Hisoka didn’t necessarily like Honey and vice versa. They both tried, for Sam. Honestly, it wasn’t that Honey didn’t like Hisoka, it was that he knew if Hisoka were to tell Sam that if he married him, she’d leave, Sam would call off the wedding. It scared him to think about a life where he couldn’t be with Sam until they both died. So, days when they did spend time together, he tried to savor every moment of it, hoping that Hisoka was closer to the day where she would truly accept him.

His hair was a new length and freshly colored, thanks to magic and Hisoka. Honey ran his hands through his hair and smiled at his soon to be step daughter. “I love it! It’s not brown but it’s still darker. I think Sam will like it too. I hope he does. It’s not the color I want for the wedding but it’s really good, for now.” He grinned and grabbed his wallet and keys. “Come on, let’s go! We’re going out to eat and as promised, I’ll buy you donuts.” Honey grabbed his jacket and pulled it on before snapping two selfies. “I’m gonna send them to the group chat, on our way home. Just in case Sam really likes it.” He smirked and wiggles his eyebrows.

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Please Be Mine

@acevc

Honey had spent the past two days making sure that this night was fool proof. He and Sam hasn’t had a proper date night in weeks and it was long overdue. After the shipment being stolen, they needed a night where they could just enjoy each other’s company. Sure, if something happened, they leave and handle it but Honey was hoping that it wouldn’t come to that. He’s just stepped into their apartment. Sam was still in the shower and he quickly used Hisoka’s shower and made his way into their bedroom. He dried off and got dressed in a pair of slacks and a light pink silk shirt.

His hair was styled normally and he smeared some gloss of his pink lips. “Okay, Jaehyun. You look damn good.” He smirked and waited for Sam to make his appearance. He wanted tonight to be perfect. Dinner at Sam’s favorite place and then a few other things that he had planned. He checked his watch and groaned. “Baby, hurry your sexy ass up! You’ve got about twenty minutes before we need to leave.” He stood up and stretched. Not wanting to wrinkle his shirt. He looked at his phone, seeing the notifications from the group chat. Sighing, he hoped that tonight wouldn’t have to be cancelled. “Sam, if you really don’t want to go, then say so.”

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Hello! Justus here with my baby, Honey. His bio can be found here. Below are a few things about him :)

Honey came into a lot of money, after getting with his ex

He used said money to fund the revival of The Howler.

He has struggled with impulsiveness and over-emotional moments

he would kill for any one of the Howlers

He is very vain

Honey will hurt anyone that tries to get with Sam

He loves to shop

has a bad attitude, at times

Don’t bring up his past. nope, just don’t.

He used to be a prostitute, before he was turned into a vampire...dark times.

he wants to go to law school

he is actually very intelligent

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acevc:

The witch wrapped an arm around the younger’s frame, listening to him as he spoke. Even though Sam had his situation with Jungsoo, and was slowly leaning off of whatever this was with Jaehyun, the thought of being just sex to him, to someone who used to have sex for the hell of it to get him by did hurt him, even when it shouldn’t have mattered. “I understand, I just…even if you didn’t mean it that way…that hurt a lot cause I mean, unspoken I thought I was more than that to you, I thought we were family and to be just dismissed for some random guy that had nothing to offer you but money, that hurt even more.”

He sighed softly, what he had said before was out of line, completely and utterly so. Though he wasn’t trying to throw it in his face, and only meant to bring up that his mindset and attitude towards life hadn’t changed, it still was a sore spot, and in front of the entire gang, was an even worse idea. “I’’m sorry…okay? I didn’t mean what I said, kind of. I did mean that you mindset hadn’t changed Jae, it’s like it’s your way or the highway but you can’t be apart of us if you constantly think like that, constantly go against my wishes or the requests of the gang, your gang, one you help lead. You disregard anything that doesn’t agree with your sentiment and it was just a irritating and I blew up and I’m sorry, if I have an issue I should bring it up in private, not in front of everyone and I don’t have to throw it in your face to do so.  Of course I don’t think you’re a prostitute…even you were one, I never thought of you that way.” He sighed, pressing a kiss to his temple. “I wont okay? And deep down I knew you weren’t going to sleep with him but the whole situation still rubbed me the wrong way. And I’m sorry for talking to you like that…okay?”

The fact that he didn’t respond to his very lowkey declaration of love didn’t go unnoticed by Honey. But he wouldn’t dwell on that when he was wrapped in Sam’s arms. It was times like these that he could pretend. He could imagine that he was the one that filled the spot in Sam’s heart. Deep down, maybe he knew that Sam was pulling away. Maybe he knew that there was a time limit on whatever they had. But he was damn good at pretending that he didn’t know a thing. “Okay.” He whispered back. He just wanted to lay there, because it felt like this wouldn’t last much longer. Whatever it was.

“Sammy.” He turned, facing the other. His eyes trailed over the features much too delicate for a man so intimidating. “Can you promise me that you’ll never give up on me? Even when I’m being an asshole, you’ll always reel me back in? Or if anything happens, you won’t leave me alone?” Honey knew that he was being dramatic but he was always afraid to lose people that he cared about and Sam was the person he held closest to his heart. He was the first person to ever truly care for him. He smiled, brightly. “You’re my best friend.” He laughed, softly. That was easier to say than ‘Sammy, I love you. Don’t leave me.’ He didn’t want to sound pathetic. He’d worked so hard to be this confident man. He wouldn’t let another man cause him to falter. Not even Sam. 

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