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Today wasn't necessarily a fail but i wasn't as disciplined as I would have liked . I made foods so I had to taste it other than that I drunk my smoothies and just had a good day I really want to get a small workout in atleast you know. But anyways for the next 2-5 days I'll be on a fasting prayer. So I won't be able to eat :( kind of sad because I'm scared it will mess up my metabolism but whatever God is more important and he'll make it work. So yeah

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Thoughts

Ugh I really wish I would have finished last year what I started. Because it's so hard . I hate not being where I should be I'm so tempted to just give up but I keep feeling like I have this false hope that this diet will actually work. I'm literally barely losing lbs

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So sad. Just want it all to be over

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41

Omg I keep failing at everything I do :(( today was going good until I decided to drink a latte and eat baked potatoes and chicken 😣😣😣😣 I'm so mad I want to atleast do these 9 days really strict . Ugh I'm so mad at myself. Even though I probably met my supposed caloric intake I'm still really sad because I just want more discipline I'm going to go to sleep and pray for a better day tomorrow

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40

Omg 😢😢😢 just ten days until the halfway mark wow that actually just made me want to work harder !!!! I'm finally seeing change on the scale I think I'm down to 165 which means almost 10lbs lost 💜💜💜 I feel like I could be doing more but I'm just getting into the swing of things

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Day 39

I would rare today a 8/10 . I upped my vegetable intake it's usually just mainly fruit . But, yeah i did my smoothies and ate some Fritos just a sec ago. I'm getting a major headache these last two days I can't wait until this part is over, I actually feel really bloated from the Fritos I'm starting to regret it

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Thoughts

I've noticed I'm working really hard on the outer side of me and I really need to also focus on the inside . Working on my confidence, inner strength, spirit, soul and mind etc.. this is all a big project I'm happy to endure .

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Day 38

Ummm hellloooo guess who's back on board ? ME ASF lol so I juiced today and ate some left over cabbage for dinner . I'm thinking about trying to juice for a month ??? I'm going to start by the 10s so this is my first day of round one out of 3!! I'm done with training so I have the whole day back for a little while until I start back working probably next week . But I'll make sure to stay strong so yeah day 1 over 9 more to go . I feel good my back hurts again so I have to wait to exercise. Other than that I feel good and can't wait to get on board all the way

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P+H

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Day 37

Smh I don't even know anymore . I supposed to had restarted today but I woke up and went to the snacks . Wow I'm annoyed asf . And tired . I planned to get my life together but it didn't workout . Hopefully tomorrow I can get back on track

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Day whatever

Ok so it's probably day 36 but I've Fell off the wagon since my cheat day , smh not because of discipline but because I'm just stupid . I've been at clinicals for the last 2 days and I had school all week and stress really kept me from getting done what I needed to get done . Ugh I'm so tired and mad but I know I will get back right tomorrow . I just really been busy.

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29,30

Hi I'm not sure what happened to day 29 but day30 was 2 days ago I've been eating normal every since . I'm ready to get back on track but it's hard doing school and trying to eat good thing these are my last couple of days . I'm still trying to debate if I should stay vegan or should I go low carb diet I tried on some old clothes and I kind of liked what i saw but not so much just a little I don't think I'm really losing weight which sucks I really want to be vegan but my main focus is finding out what helps me lose weight omg I'm so stuck I want to give up

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Just crying myself to sleep

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‘You only lost 1 pound’ Do not be disheartened!! Imagine that sitting on one bum cheek, that is a lot of fat loss!

Don’t give up, don’t be disheartened, don’t be ashamed, don’t get upset! One pound fat loss is a lot! Also isn’t it better than nothing!

Be positive! If you want to lose more next time reflect on your week and see what you could do to lose more. Could that be to eat healthier, drink more water, exercise for a little longer, skip than glass of wine every night, only treat yourself with that cake once a week. 

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So sad

I saw my sister YouTube thing and noticed she was watching videos how to stay positive because it makes me want to cry she fell so far off and is having a hard time getting her life together I really want to help her but she got to want to help herself she is on a diet right now and hopefully she can stick to it! I want to get her some hair and get her hair done and help with her acne :(

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But I do know what I spent a long time existing, and now, I intend to live.

Robyn Schneider (via thoughtkick)