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Aaay

I'm alive and happy and I found a place to live with my girlfriend. I have not been on here because I have been living life and haven't had the free time. It isn't so bad anymore. I'm happier than I have ever been I believe. Things are ok.

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I want the FUCK out of quarantine NOW. I am bout to kick through these walls. I've been locked down for 2 weeks because I had COVID. The only reason I was able to see my love is because she was waiting outside and I snuck out the window, slipped past security cameras, and hopped a tall fence. I should be able to get out of this room today because I am better now. If I cannot, I am going to lose my shit.

[venblack]

Last night my girlfriend and I were intimate for the first time. It was really beautiful. I melted under her. After that night we spent together, there is no doubt in my mind, she is the one for me. I love her heart and we are equally crazy about each other and want the same things. The connection we have is so special. We don't fully speak each other's language but I am quickly picking up Spanish and loving it. I believe I have met the one I am going to stay with for the rest of my life. Most beautiful heart I have ever had the privilege of calling mine. I'm completely devoted to her.

[venblack]

My girlfriend bought me over 20 roses today and I adore her. They're beautiful. There are 3 yellow ones. I love them and I love her.

[venblack]

I think I met the girl I'm gonna marry. We don't even speak the same language. I'll keep y'all updated. I just got a construction job. Things are going so well. I saw my dad for the first time in 6 years.

[venblack]

To the only woman I love,

Who doesn't give a fuck about me

Who won't even read this

I love you and I miss you. I'm moving on but you'll always be the one for me. Goodbye baby..

[venblack]

I have so many girlfriends. Like they're all just pouring into my life this is great..I'm happy lol

[venblack]

Yeah we ain't gonna talk about it rn. Life go boom very fast . Oops.

[venblack]

I have girlfriend. I sleep in parking lot again. Leveled up tho

Better than ever

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I met her mom today. As we were driving she was like "I can hear it now. T has a new girlfriend..and she's young!" 🤣 we both laughed. Yeah I like this woman. I might hold onto this one.

I'm making lots of friends. I'm happy. Today was good.

[venblack]

Oh GOD I think I could really fall for this woman. Uh oh.

[venblack]

Hey I kissed her today. Things are actually....yeah ayyyy. So..I love Hispanic women. That's it. Period. 100% baby.

[venblack]

I'm sick of it out here. Idfk sometimes. My life isn't what I meant for it to be at all. I don't think I'll ever see it the same again. I feel some type of way...just off...like something is not right.

[venblack]

I don't know what I want. I could just run away and fly to LA and say fuck it. I have a friend here who is about to go. Not yet though..I have some affairs I need to get in order first..idk what I'm doing sometimes. I feel very depressed today.

[venblack]

there’s something deeply, fundamentally wrong with you. can we kiss