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I think I'm gonna throw up. I ruined everything

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“I don’t think my mum likes me very much. That doesn’t matter, because I don’t really like her either.” ― Alice Oseman

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Masturbating to cope with loneliness.

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the first day of not eating is always the worst. You can feel the pain of your stomach being empty. You get tired or emotional because your body craves its nutrients. You're exhausted all the time bc it's adjusting back to not having anything. It gets worse as the hours tick by. More pain. More tears. More exhaustion. Less food. The second day should be better. And you can't ever feel it by the third or fourth day.

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I don't like lying to my friends but I'm not eating. I need to be skinny

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moaning doesnt mean someone wanted it

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orgasm isnt consent btw

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ok so a tip for all my darlings who cut. do not cut yourself with rusty blades EVER, and try not to touch your blade when you cut, i personally use a piece of tissue that i wrap around the blade where i hold it. also it’s okay if you do ‘only’ styros or cat scratches, beans are where we have our arteries, veins, arterioles, everything important so it’s normal if it feels scary. sh is not a competition and we all have our problems and own pains. of course it’s better to never touch a blade and talk about what’s going on but if that’s the only thing you can hold on with at the moment, it’s better to do it safely.

love yall be careful🖤

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haiiiii! as someone who usually only cvts cat scratches how do you take care of styros? i accidentally hit it and im kinda panicking TwT

i love ur blog btw!!!!!

Guide to heal , baby cuts , styros and beans :3

IM NOT A MED PERSON , YOU SHOULD ALWAYS GO TO THE DOCTOR (I’m talking from my research and own experience)

baby cuts •

This one is very easy ,just clean the blood ,wash it with neutral soap and if it’s bordering you a lot put a bandage over them :3

styros•

I’m going to separate this one in two baby styros / deep styros

for baby styros clean the blood ,don’t wash it ,use medical desinfectan , cover it for some days until you see it’s starting healing :3,continue with the medical desinfectan

for deep styros ,try to clean the blood the most you can , use some medical tape to create a butterfly bandage ,use medical desinfectan,and cover it for at least a week then you can take the butterfly bandage off (the process can be slower for you ,if you see it’s closing take them off if you see it’s not don’t take them off ) ,now just make sure it doesn’t get infected,use the medical desinfectan

now beans• ( if you reached beans you need urgent medical attention)

here clean the blood and then use put a clean bandage over them ,the next day you are going to change it for a new one and now you can use medical desinfectan (I don’t recommend using a butterfly bandage ,because If the fat is like out it can heal weird ) ,change the clean bandage at the morning and the night until it heals

(signs to be scared off : green or white liquid , bad smell ,fever , pain )

I’m going to left here some web sites that can help :3

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OKAY

I just saw the most horrible infection on here and I realized not a lot of people are properly taught first aid.

PSA: I am by no means a medical professional, this is just what I do. I don’t have the best clean up for SH but I have been doing this for 8 years and have had very few problems so far.

Stay safe y’all 🫶🫶

Here are my easy SH care tips

Cat Scratches:

- wash with unscented soap

- you don’t need a bandaid but if you want one go right ahead

-apply some kind of lotion or cream a few days later to help with the itch/healing

Styros:

-clean with warm water

- I recommend a bandage or just clean cotton strips (I use those men’s cotton undershirts and cut them into strips when I can’t affford real bandages)

- make sure nothing gets stuck in the wound and clean every day with unscented soap (I do less but I also live with 2 medical professionals)

-avoid picking!!!!

-once the wound is closed and beginning to scar apply lotion or salve

Beans:

- I like to skip soap for these and rise out with saline (contact solution)

-bandages are a must!! Clean cotton strips or bandages!

- you’ll want to use steri-strips or some kind of wound clousure

IF THE BLEEDING SPURTS OR DOSENT STOP BLEEDING FOR 10+ MINUTE PLEASE SEEK MEDICAL HELP!!!!

-keep clean and bandaged until a good scab forms (5-10 days) cleaning every day with warm water

- once the scab goes away use salve or lotion to help with scar tightness

Muscle or Bone:

HOSPITAL. NOW.

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Mother.

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Mom I'm sorry. Mom can we try again? Mom I promise I'll be good this time

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screaming crying scratching at the walls pulling out my hair why can't she just love me like she used to I'm trying so hard to be a good kid why can't she just be there is it that hard to love your kids the way you should

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Never leaving my house again

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Might kms idk anymore it doesn't really matter ig idc that much

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You can scratch and bite and beg, you can cry until you're screaming, you can fight until your bones are broken, but you can never go back

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Hi, Mom.