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false alarm

holy rsd batman

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holy rsd batman

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im dumb and i know that and i want to stop being so dumb but every time i just make things worse

im so tired of myself

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watching myself fuck everything up to the point of no recourse without any way to stop myself is my new favorite hobby ig

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haunted by things people apparently didn't even mean when they said them to me

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this is fucking it isn't it

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The best part of worldbuilding is making something that sucks. Magic schools with bullshit rules that don't work. Spaceships that are built stupid. My favourite thing to do is to make an inconvenient world that is full of stupid things for boring reasons, and then putting a character int here and making them live with that.

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i get it im pretty disgusted with myself too

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bad

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People who get excited over the stars, the moon and sunsets are my kinda people

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the funny thing is i saw a fox today on my way inside and it made me so happy and excited for a minute but i already forgot what that felt like lol

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stupid bitch

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concept: me not wanting to fucking kill myself

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im dumb and i know that and i want to stop being so dumb but every time i just make things worse

im so tired of myself

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it wasn't the worst but i was right that I can't deal with worse because I'm at my fucking limit

i hope this is the worst day ill ever have because i can't bear anything worse

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i can't even sleep this off right