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i am happy and grateful and at peace and exactly where i’m supposed to be. if anyone reads this i hope you are too<3

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i keep being happy and i’ve accepted who i am and that imperfection is perfect. with every doubt you can put the perfection in imperfection. i am perfect you see. i became all i ever wanted to be, but had forgotten on my way here. now i get to do the things i’ve always dreamt of doing. only things i ever truly cared about. there was one part of my life and then a 10-15 year stupor of death & misery and now that’s over and it’s the next part. it’s not possible for me to have that stupor anymore, so this is basically act three out of three. it will be exactly as long or short as it has to be. i am right here and grateful for every moment of it.

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fully happy & at peace every day like i’ve never been before and hitting my emaciated two-step. but being wary of the souls’ tendency to rot if it is not exposed to any suffering. it might be so that you have to die before it wilts within you, or start to suffer again

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jag har aldrig trott mig fattigare än när jag grät utan sällskapet från tårarnas sälta

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it’s back and i am sooo

the store is opps why’d they quit selling my 198kcal sourdough

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will eating below my generously overestimated bmr make me gain 10kg overnight or no?

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i have to lose weight slower because i am very sick and i don’t want to get sicker because last time i was sick in low res i was locked in a room for three days convinced i was going to die but not on my own terms. eating like 1000 below tdee but still terrified i’ll gain. i just want to get better so i can be back on my bullshit

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this is exactly what we charge where i work

Paperbacks should be $1 and hardcovers should be $2

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i am losing weight rapidly, but i think most of it might just be my hair falling out

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we never should have let shorty develop good vocal technique

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rest in peace joey jordison

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oooh ooh ohh the bugs is in me Lord help

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men with ven

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for what fid he cook him. Jackson was on demon time

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how bad is 3 big cups of coffee before 2pm. it’s one for breakfast & one for after breakfast & one for makeup (with a coke zero) & if i have left it’s another one for fuck all. one for the road

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ohhh fucj