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Incoming face up compilation! I can’t wait for them to come home!

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him bc yaoiful week

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dark academia power couple

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUUYA!!!🥰🥰🎉

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Happy birthday, chuuya!🧡🎉

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balloonfish travelogues

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I really need to make a checklist so I know which photoshoots I've already posted on here, cause I have absolutely no idea at this point.

Anyways, here's Jae-Seong

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from the heartless to the heart being your driving force. oh wow

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‘A not so Conventinal Family’

I know what I’m doing 👍 (I don’t)

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Caught by surprise?!

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Atsushi: and besides nobody wants me! That's how it's always been. Nobody has ever wanted me.

Akutagawa: I want you

Atsushi (doki, doki): the fuck are you saying?

Akutagawa: when I close my eyes, I see your face, mostly your lips. I remember your words like lyrics to a song, they ring in my head all the time. I keep promises for you even if it means going against my boss. I feel sympathy for you when you think of your mentor. I let you wear my clothes, eventhough they are my armour. I follow your every movement. I am there wherever you are. I think of you while taking my dying breath. I have died for you and I want to live for you. Do you know why?

Atsushi: woa-hhh shakespeare calm down--

Akutagawa: I probably hate you that's why. I want to kill you, kill for you, die with you. All these feelings show how much I hate you! You are my ordeal!

Atsushi: W-What? You dumb--

Akutagawa: Jinko, I need you to live so I can live with this hatred!

Atsushi: did you hit your head as a child?

Akutagawa: even if the grim reaper or god took you, I'll demand that they return you back to me!

Atsushi: *blushing* you're so embarrassing---

*Yosano who over-heard the entire conversation*

Yosano, sipping tea: tch, tch gay kids these days...

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finished reading the house in the cerulean sea

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Shame on me for making such a mockery of myself. Blame it on my wounded pride. The fact is that my fear of being ridiculed is so intense I’d rather beat my critics to the punch. That’s the epitome of cowardice. I must find a way to be more modest. Ah, humility.

Dazai Osamu, Flowers of Buffoonery

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Also, I learned the hard way on Bluesky that the younger generations are using BSD as an excuse to glorify and show off some really really not great topics/antics. If we could just… not do that… and instead seek literal help, that would be great. Only one character within the series/story actually showcases harm in that way, and it sure as shit isn’t Dazai.

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Can we talk for a minute about how at the end of the Beast light novel, Asagiri announces that he puts in the Dazai x Chuuya fanservice on purpose for Harukawa? Because I would like to thank the artist for being so involved in this.

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Asagiri be like "here's a new chapter!" and it's just Akutagawa being gay

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“Our Wish for the End, Me” by Clayshaper