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everyone is annoying asf

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i’m trying so bad but i’m at my lowest

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honestly i need some more money. everything evolves around money. i’m just tired of not being where I would like to be financially 😞

i’ve been applying for jobs since july and only have received we regret to inform you. now i’m down to my last and i just don’t know what to do. i want to have a little more financial stability before I have my child.

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does this sounds like a narcissist person?

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no one understands me.

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honestly i’m not sure. i’m super nervous abt all of this. i don’t even know 😔 im gonna just keep praying and trying to be positive and have peace. I just want peace

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so update on me

head space is a little better

relationship better

and i’m having a baby!

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i’m so annoyed ngl. i think it’s just my cycle coming but idk what it is. it’s the simplest things for me and i just can’t send men. i just want to love but then i don’t. i’m hurting myself, i’m frustrating myself. i’m so over loving someone more than i love myself. i need to snap out of it and get myself together fr fr.

i’m treating people how they’ve treat me and i feel as if i’ve been truly disrespected and unappreciated these past few months. i never thought this is how my first rodeo would go down but i’m so deeply invested and confused it hurts. i’m hurting me bc things aren’t going my way. i’m hurting me bc things are continuously bothering me.

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no matter how many times i express how i feel he continues to do what i do not like. you can give this bitch time of day but me it’s not the fcking same. i’m grieving and he yelled he didn’t care. lmfaoooo this is bs

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i genuinely wanna b left alone

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realizing some conversations aren’t even worth it.

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i have had a day. whew. going to give it to God.

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starting my cleanse today

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i’m very upset w myself. i hate that when i’m drunk i act out. i hate that i’m not fully able to get over things. i hate how i always feel like a burden. i hate how things have to b done on one’s time.

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things i don’t like it to be ignored and hung up on.

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I just am never fully happy. It’s always something, i could possibly be the problem. I’m so tired of a long distance relationship and I’m tired of the unknown. Yeah it’s cool being a girlfriend but i want to b together. I’m tired of sleeping alone, I’m tired of commuting far, I’m tired of falling asleep on the phone. But i just have to tough’n up if u want this relationship.