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13 November 2024

Every time I have to study electrochemistry something inside me dies. I love chemistry, okay? Truly it's my biggest passion. General, inorganic, coordination, analytical, spectroscopy, thermodynamics? Yes please! Nuclear, kinetics, quantum? Not necessarily my favorite but still cool. Organic? I detested it but I was still pretty good at it. But electrochemistry is the bane of my existence. I hated it in analytical, I hated it in pchem, now I hate it in instrumental analysis. I suppose we all just need to have that one aspect of our beloved field that makes our skin crawl ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Day 13

13.11.24

I WOKE UP AND WENT TO COLLEGE TODAY EVEN WHEN I WAS CONTEMPLATING WHETHER OR NOT I SHOULD SACRIFICE MY SLEEP OR MY ATTENDANCE

LETS JUST SAY I DID NOT WANT TO SACRIFICE MY ATTENDANCE AND I GOT UP AND LEFT WITHIN 10 MINUTES OF WAKING UP ZEPTO NEEDS TO STEP UP THEIR DELIVERY

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♡ Day 7/100 of 100 Days of Reinvention

- went cycling today too it feels so good I'm going to do it everyday but also try not get burnt out

- classes went OK same issue with math I really need to practice the basics

- had a lil children's day celebration at coaching it was really fun like since a while I haven't felt this relaxed

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♡ Day 6/100 of 100 Days of Reinvention

- FELT SO GOOD IN THE MORNING. rode my cycle around and then had a cold shower, it was so refreshing

- math class we did really simple problems but i wasn't able to do them too for some reason so I need to go through everything I kept forgetting once

- asked a few of my math doubts (a lot are still left) and did physics homework. Revision is left ill habe to do thay tomorrow morning

- did some stretching because my back hurts from all the exercise

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Day 5/100 of a 100 days of productivity

- woke up early!!!! got some old chapters done. Still very unplanned need to work on that

- went on a walk and got coffee

- chem lecture got cancelled 🤪 spent that time re doing some physics problems

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missed 2 days, u can consider that a break not happening again hopefully 🙏🙏

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My final year at university is really going great so far! Full of music, coffee and group studies. || Lux, 07.11.2024

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Day 4/100 of 100 days of reinvention

- Classes went well today. Math was harder than phy which is a rare occurrence.

- revised math and physics, need to do chem now + a hw sum

- played my uke for half an hour most of the tabs online suck, rekearnt a little bit of house of gold

- journaled in the morning and it felt sooo good

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where's the mitski quote. where's the goddamn mitski quote.

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Day 3/100 of 100 days of reinvention

- attended class and stayed back to revise

- did phy hw and asked all of my math doubts

- went to bed early hopefully will be more energetic tomorrow

im really struggling with physics right now so I have to do something about that. after this weeks test on sunday im planning to spend rest of it on physics (com, rotational gravitation) then revise again next weekend. need to make a plan I'll actually follow. I also need to journal maybe tomorrow?

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Day 2/100 of 100 days of reinvention challenge

more productive than yesterday. was able to pay more attention in class and revised the material well. im really struggling with some physics problems like REALLY need to find time to work on that if ONLY I could get a hold of the the teacher . played uno in the big break at coaching that was pretty refreshing <3

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"Do I deserve this?" "Am I worthy of this?"

So irrelevant. Do you want it?

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1/100 days of reinvention

unfortunately wasted a lot of today. didn't stay home because my house is a very distracting environment but then got even more distracted at class. have a lot of work to do. Going to work on it for an hour go to sleep wake up at 5 and continue. tomorrow ill try harder. work out too. going to read for a bit too.

- attended class

- rewrote chem notes, glanced over ncert (thermo)

- did some rotational homework

- worked on some cmi 2024 problems with the other math sir

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studying is something I can do forever. there are days and months when I don't feel like studying at all. i procrastinate, I binge watch shows on Netflix, I cry, I get anxious but it's okay. you got to feel worse before feeling better. life isn't perfect and if there's no struggle then there's no fun. I'll continue to capture these moments and let the world know how I feel and accept it with open arms. idk who needs this but let me tell you bud, it's okay to feel however and whatever you feel. you're not alone in this journey. feel free to ask, say or write anything to me