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i just want

all the yelling to stop

i don’t know what i did that was wrong

and yet you continue to yell and your words eat me up alive

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i miss when we use to talk and i miss your hugs

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finished my book

but i can’t tell him about it

i’m crying while gagging because i’m sick

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i feel really pretty lately

but there’s still an empty void where you used to be

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i feel sick

and he won’t even belive me.

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my dad yelled at me

i couldn’t help but cry

because it reminded me of when i was little

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i didnt mean to hurt him

maybe i’m the problem

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i started crying so hard

i couldn’t even breathe

my throat felt raw

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you are so deeply apart of me

i don’t even know myself

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i feel so numb

idk i have never felt anything like this before

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i want him to hold me

but he’s so far away, i hate being on break

even though it’s supposed to be “time to think” and even though i need it i seem to not be able to keep my mind off him, maybe that shows how much i needed him to live, and i realize now that i can’t depend on a person for my sole happiness and i have to make my own sometimes :( so maybe this break is a good thing, so i can make my own happiness and realize how much i need self love

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"I want you. Your bones. Your body heat. The bite marks your teeth leave. To see how bad and beautiful those eyes look beneath me."

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just saw my boyfriends hands.

i can’t think anymore

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unknown

i use to know you

i rember our talks

and our moments

but then time went by

and i got busy

and so did you

and then you disappeared

and you became unknown

by me, to an old friend who vanished

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literally!!!

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invisible

when im next to you i can’t feel you

even though i see you and i can touch you

i don’t feel you.

its almost like you’re invisible

you’re not the boy i fell inlove with

you’re the monster taking him away

all his thoughts, his emotion, everything.

you’re taking it from him.

making him, turning him

invisible.

by me, to my lover who is being stripped of himself

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WELL YES!!

Literally ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚