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Jungkook Angst Imagine

Summary: you catch him cheating, and it he cheated in a very public way and everyone knows about it. Kookie wants to make it up to you, but you`re not willing to forgive him yet.

Also, no hate to IU, it just fit the story I thought.

And English isn`t my first language, so I`m sorry for any misspelled words.

You were still in the studio, finnessing your tones before starting your group`s europe tour tomorrow. You weren`t really nervous anymore, when it came to performing, because your group already had a big fanbase that was so supportive of you. Even when you and Jungkook made your relationship official you were expecting hate, but the majority was supporting you two. You and Jungkook were still newlyweds, you got married just 9 months ago, but you two had been a couple for over four years by now. So in this stage of your life, you felt secure when it came to your job and to your husband. 

You got ready to leave the studio, when your husband walked in, kissing your neck before asking if you were ready to go home. You just smiled and nodded at him, and you two walked out of the building, hand in hand, talking about what movie you two would watch later on. After a short drive you finally arrived home, and Jungkook unlocked and held the door open for you, as he always does. 

You went to the bedroom to change your clothes to something more comfortable, in the meanwhile, Jungkook put a pizza in the oven and he poured soda in two glasses with icecubes, bringing them to the livingroom where he set the glasses down on the table by the TV. He laid back relaxed on the couch, while he waited for you. 

When you exited the bedroom end entered the livingroom, he patted the spot next to him on the couch, inviting you to cuddle. You happily did so, sitting down next to him, and he placed your legs over his thighs, holding you close to him. You leaned into his chest, listening to his heartbeat. He pulled the remote from behind him and he opened Netflix, searching for the movie you two wanted to watch. We decided on a comedy, not wanting to watch anything scary tonight. 

While you two were sitting in the dark room, watching the movie, with Jungkook gently stroking your back, his alarm on his phone went off, lettig him know the pizza was done. Even though he didn`t want to stop cuddeling, he got up to get the pizza, cutting it and placing in on the table with the sodas. When he sat back down, wanting to cuddle in the same position as before, he kissed you before he settled down. You could tell there was some kind of sadness in his eyes. You knew it was hard for him, last year, when you left for tour, he cried before you left. And you also cried when he went on tour, that might be the hardest thing about being a idol yourself, and to date an idol also. 

You stroked his cheek, trying to comfort him, but you could tell he was pretty emotional. You kissed his cheek gently, telling him softly that you knew it was going to be hard, but that the tour would be over before he knew it. He nodded, and kissed you again, trying to let you know he was okay, but he couldn`t fool you, he was still hurt. You two started eating the pizza and watched the rest of the movie. Even though it was a funny movie you were watching, the atmosphere was so heavy. When the movie ended, you two didn`t get up immediately, laying there, close to him, just talking about the movie. You got up after a while to clean up after the food. While you were in the kitchen, still in the darkness, you were rinsing the plates and glasses before placing them in the washingmachine. When you dried your hands, Jungkook came from behind, wrapping his arms around your waist, and resting his head on your neck. You intervined your hands in his, and you felt a tear on your shoulder. That`s when you turned around, even though it was pitchdark, you could tell that his eyes was wet from tears. “I don`t want you to feel this bad about me going on tour, I`m sorry…” you said softly, he shook his head, knowing it wasn`t easy for you either. 

You touched his cheek gently, kissing him lightly. He kissed back, more passionate than you did. One of his hands caressed your neck, and the other one was holding you close to him. Your hands were on his neck, stroking the back of his neck gently. He then lifted you up, holding your thighs, continuing to kiss you. He carried you to the bedroom, laying you down gently, hovering over you while you were laying down. You wiped away a tear on his cheek, ready to fall. You sat up, letting him pull your sweater of you, you weren`t wearing a bra underneath. You then pulled his tshirt off before getting back to the kissing. He pushed you down, so you were laying down on the bed. His body was laying on top of you, skin on skin. His body was so warm. He started pulling at the hem of your sweatpants, placing on of his hands on your lower back, lifting your lower body up with ease, pulling your pants and underwear off. He started kissing you down your neck and collarbone, getting down to your breasts, kissing and gently biting them, making you squirm underneath him. You let out soft moans, while your hands were in his hair. He went up to kiss your lips again and he whispered how much he loved you, you told him you loved him to before kissig him again.

He started kissing down your body, getting down to you pussy, He placed your legs on top of his shoulders, while he worked his magic on you. Soft sucking and licking, leaving you breathless and squirming. After a short while you were a moaning mess, getting close to your high, and it hit you so hard when it came. Making you shiver underneath him. He`d place himself on top of you again, skin og skin, kissing your neck until you got down from your high. He then pulled his pants and underwear down, before placing himself near your heat. He was kissing you again, but he paused the kissing when he pushed himself inside you, you both let out a moan. He stay still for a little while, letting you adjust to his size. When you started kissing him again, he started rocking back and fourth. 

He was going in a slow and steady pace, whispering sweet nothings into your ear, and the he was going to miss you so much when you`re gone. After 20 minutes he picked up the speed, reaching his high. When he cummed, he`d lay down on your body, resting his face in your neck, kissing it. And you were stroking his back. When you both got your breath back he`d roll over, having you laying on top of him instead, letting you rest easily. You were both exhausted, and you both fell asleep fast after. 

When you woke up the next day, you felt so gloomy, you really didn`t want to leave, especially after seeing Jungkook crying last night. You were still wrapped in his arms, and you turned over, kissing his cheek, making him wake up. He`d smile sweetly at you. With a rapsy morningvoice he said, “I`m sorry for being so emotional last night, it`s just that, this is the first time any of us is going on tour after we got married, so it just really hit me…” You`d  smile at him, telling him he didn`t have to apologise, and that you understood why he was feeling like that, making him feel a bit releaved. 

You jumped in the shower, while he made you breakfast, evne though you told him not to. When you got out of the shower, you dried yourself and put on some makeup and a cute outfit before bringing your suitcase out to the livingroom. You entered the kitchen where Jungkook had scrambled eggs ready for you. You give him a smile, not making a big deal out of it. He was really happy watching you eat your eggs, normally you didn`t like the food he made, but you liked it today. When you finished your eggs, Jungkook had already put your luggage in the car, ready to drive you to the airport. The drive was silent, but not in a bad way. He was holding your hand while he was driving, stroking and kissing it from time to time. 

He drove into a section of the airport, where the paparazzi wouldn`t see you, wanting to say goodbye in private. You both got out of the car, and he unloaded your luggage from the car before pulling you into a hug. He`d kiss the top of your head several times, holding you close. When you pulled away you could see he was tearing up again, so you pulled him into a kiss. It seemed like the kiss helped a little. You told him you loved him and that you`d call him everyday, he`d smile and said “plase do Jagi, I love you so much”. At that you grabbed your luggage and started walking towards the airport. Jungkook didn`t get into the car until he saw that you had entered the airport.

The drive home made Jungkook overthing, and he had to pull over because he started crying again. He normally didn`t cry this much when you were away, but it just felt different now. He got home to a empty house, hating the feeling of it, but he kept telling himself, it`s just one month, she`ll be home again soon. 

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Three weeks later. 

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You and Jungkook had talked together every single day, even if you didn`t have anything to tell him, it was nice just hearing his voice. Jungkook was thrilled to know it was only one week left, but that last week felt like hell to him. He had done the most awful thing. He and his members had a fanmeeting out of town, so they stayed in a hotel, but there were several other idols living there as well at the time, including Jungkook`s former crush, IU. You and Jungkook had just talked on the phone, but it didnn`t really go as all the other calls did. He was really upset, and you couldn`t calm him down, you apparently made it worse. He was so angry at the fact that you had been gone for so long and that this was hurting the relationship. You didn`t really say much, knowing he was just tired of waiting. After that phonecall, he and his members went out to drink some alcohol and eat food. It was that night he somehow, had ended up talking to IU in the hallway of the hotel. She was flirting like crazy, and he was “too” drunk to top her. He didn`t really know why he didn`t stop her, he was married, and IU knew that. And Jungkook loved you, he was just frustrated at the situation. 

IU ended up kissing him, it took a while before Jungkook pushed her away, shooked by what had just happened. And the worst thing, that Jungkook didnt`know was that the streets were flooded with paparazzies, given the fact that so many idols were in the same hotel that night, they all wanted photos of the different idols. But one paparazzi managed to get a picture of the kiss between IU and Jungkook, because the hallways of the hotel had huge windows, going through the entire hallway. The paparazzi was satified with this photo and then left, knowing he was going to make some good money of this photo. But what the paparazzi didn`t get a photo of was IU walking towards Jungkook again kissing him again, and they ended up going to her hotelroom and slept together. Jungkook took all of his frustration out on the sex with her. Being rougher with her than he was with you, he was never rough with you, you were his dearest of things, he would never want to hurt you. But he felt nothing for IU, it was just a quick fuck, to get the edge off, nothing else. 

When he and IU were done, he was so shocked by his actions, he`d scramble for his clothes, putting them on in a hurry, not even answering IU`s questions about where he was going. He`d just leave her there, running to his own hotelroom. When he pulled out his doorcard, his hand was shaking so much he barely got in in. 

Once he was in his own room again, he`d fall onto the ground pulling his knees up to his face, bawling his eyes out. Not understanding why he`d do this to you. He wouldn`t sleep that entire night, the day after he`d try to call you, but he wouldn`t get any answer, he`d think it was because he snapped at you on the phone last night.  He thought he`d just never tell you, knowing it would make you doubt him, and his love for you.

Around 1 pm. he got a lot of notifications on his phone, from his hyungs, sending him a link to some article. There it was, the photo of him kissing IU. This would send him into panic, falling to the ground again. “Was this the reason why you didn`t answer your phone, had you seen it already?!” was all that was going through his mind. He`d continue to try to call you, to no avail. He was a crying mess, when his hyungs were knocking on his hoteldoor, he wouldn`t answer. He couldn`t face anyone right now, he was overwhelmed with fear and guilt.  You went to check your social medias, and the article was all over your walls, you knew, without a doubt. 

There was only six days left of the tour, so you didn`t want to see or talk to him before the tour was over. Besides, you were too ashamed to talk to anyone at the moment. His countless of calls, only made you more and more angry. You were reading though all of the comments on the article, most of the comments said that you couldn`t stay with someone like him, that you deserved much better. Others said that they knew that Jungkook never stopped loving IU, and that he should never have married you in the first place. These comments were so damaging to you, making you fall apart. Your members wanted you to not perform, given your situation, fully understanding of you didn`t feel like performing. Even though all you could think was that all those thousands of people that you were about to perform in front of, have seen those pictures, thinking of you like some weak person, would only make you want to perform even more. You wanted to show him that just because he fucked up, it didn`t mean that it would ruin everything for you. You performed all the last days. Ignoring every text and call from him. And because that paparazzi only got the photos of him kissing her and pushing her away, everyone thought that nothing else had happened, but you felt like it was more than just a kiss.

Jungkookhad arrived home two days before your tour was over, getting home made him feel even worse, what if you didn`t forgive him? He couldn`t bare the thought of living without you

It was finally the day that the tour was over, it was bittersweet, you didn`t want to go home and face Jungkook, but at the same time, you really missed home. But you just couldn`t face him right now, it was too fresh. One of your members offered for you to stay at her house, which you decided on doing. The entire day that you were supposed to come home, Jungkook would pace the house, waiting and waiting. Calling and texting you, pleading with you to please come home. When the night approached, he lost all hope, once again, he would cry himself to sleep. The fans` upraor had ended, forgiving Jungkook, thinking he was drunk and that it was just a kiss, but you and your members felt otherwise. They were on your side 100%, no matter what you choose to do, they were going to support you. 

You had stayed at your member`s house for two days now, and you decided to get to work, wanting to write some new music for the next album. You spent your entire day in the studio, writing and composing. Jungkook was at home, feeling sorry for himself, evenr though the public had forgiven him, t didn`t matter to him, you hadn`t forgiven him, and that was all he needed. So when he got a text from one of his hyungs, that you were back to work and that you were in the studio, Jungkook would run out to the car, driving to the studio you were at. 

He was so nervous, what was he supposed to say? How could he make you forgive him?

He entered the studio and there you were, standing with your towards the glassdoor. His hands were shaking when he gently pushed the door open. You noticed the door opening, but you didn`t know who it was, so you waited for the person to say something before turning around. “Jagi…” he said in a sad voice. You really didn`t want to turn around, but you didn`t really have much choice. So you did.

When you turned around and your eyes met his, you saw how rundown he looked, giant bags under his eyes, and he looked tired. His lip was quivering. You didn`t say anything, not knowing what to do. You wanted to go back to how it was before he cheated, but you didn`t know how. Not only had he betrayed you, he had also embarrased you. He closed the door behind him, taking one step closer to you. You didn`t want him any closer. He cleared his throat, “I know you hate me right now, and that you haven`t forgiven me, b… but i`m begging you to please let me fix this… Please, jagi…” His voice was not the same as before, it was laced with so much hurting, it almost made you feel bad for him. 

You shook your head, “I don`t know what I want to do yet about you…” This sentence made his tears start rolling. “Jagi please, I miss us, I need us…  I can`t… I can`t go on like this… please come home…” He was pleading. You finally looked back at him. He walked closer to you, not breaking eyecontact. You started tearing up, you missed him, so much it hurt. But would you be weak for taking him back? “Did anything else happen between you two?” you asked, even though you knew, you wanted him to say it. He looked down at his shoes, and more tears was falling. He nodded while whispering “I`m so sorry jagi, I was drunk.. I know it`s no excuse… I don`t love her, at all… I love you, more than anything, she was a mistake…” He was sobbing, then he noticed your hands, your weddingring and engagementring was gone. “wh-where is yo-your rings…?” he said in a weak voice. You looked down on your hands, no rings, you had taken them of the day you saw the article, you had the rings in your purse. 

“I took them of when I first saw the article…” you said. He had still tears falling down his cheeks. He`d gently grab the hand you usually had your rings on. Ypu let him kiss your hand, some of his tears landed on your hand when he kissed it. You hadn`t even noticed it, but you were also crying at this point. You didn`t want a divorce, you loved him, even though he`s a huge moron, you still loved him.

“Could you ever forgive me?” he asked. You looked away, “I don`t think you understand Jungkook, I want to forgive you, I don`t want a divorce”, the word divorce made him shift. “But if I forgive you, I`ll look like the idiotic wife that forgives her husband everytime he fucks up…” He was crying, knowing what you were talking about. He had made you look bad in this whole scandal, he made you look like a fool. He hadn`t thought about this before, making him cry even more. “I`m so sorry I put you in this position jagi, I wish I could take it back…” 

He was still holding your hand, and you suddenly came closer to him, and you gently wiped his tears away. He leaned into your gentle touch. You then hugged him, burying your face in his chest that wouldn`t stop moving because of his crying. He held onto you as if his life depended on it. He kissed the top of your head, and you pulled away from the hug, looking up at him, “you can`t ever do that to me ever again, you got that?” you said. He nodded, pulling you back into a hug saying “never”. 

A week had past, and you had moved back in with your husband, your members understood why you did it and was still as supportive as ever. You and Jungkook were good again, and you felt like you were back to normal. Having your loving husband back by your side, and your rings were on your finger again, where they belonged.

It was time for award shows, and both your group and Jungkook`s group was attending. All of Bts` members had reached out to you, asking if you were okay after the whole scandal, it was nice to know that they didn`t blame you.

The awardshow was cool, both your group and Jungkook`s group won awards, so the evening was going good, up until one performance that you didn`t know of. IU was performing one of her songs. When you saw her on the bigscreen, your heart dropped. You put on a mask, pretending your didn`t care, your members weren`t that good at putting a mask on, they rolled with their eyes, annoyed at IU performance. Jungkook`s reaction when IU performed was just embarassment, he kept looking over at you, trying to see if you were okay or not. He was furious that nobody had said anything about her performing. He knew that this was just some publicitystunt that the awardshow had pulled, knowing the ratings would go up like crazy if they`s put the “unhappy couple watching the mistress` performance”. 

When her performance was finally over, the show went on as if nothing had happened. Once the awardshow was over, you and your members left right away. Jungkook tried getting to you, but you had left with your members so fast he wasn`t able to catch up. Instead of eating out with his members he went home  where you were laying on the couch, crying. He walked over, sat down beside you and pulled you close, kissing you on top of your head. “I`m sorry that happened Jagi, I didn`t know…”. You were crying into his chest, “I know, it just hurt, and it was so embarassing, I felt like everyone was lokking at me…” you said. “I know Jagi, I`m sorry…”.

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NCT U reaction to cheating on you (Requested)

Taeyong:

He`s a total crybaby (we all know this, it`s facts) so he would be sobbing when he came clean to you. He had made out with one of the makeup artists after a show. He couldn`t bare lying to you about what he had done, so he`d tell you while crying, he would try anything to make you stay, even begging on his knees.

Jungwoo:

Another crybaby, he would try his best to not cry but he would without a doubt start crying when he saw tears in your eyes. You had caught him with a trainee. You had tried to get out of the building, but he ran after you. When he had cought up to you he`d block your way so you wouldn`t go anywhere. He was crying so much that the words wouldn`t come out because he was so choked up by the crying. He would also do anything to make you stay. 

Lucas:

He was also caught in the act, he would be able to get  you by your wrist before you could even got out of the house. He`d pull you in to a hug, even though you punched his chest and told him to let you go he wouldn`t becuase he knew you`d leave. So he`d hold you while you cried into his chest, giving up on breaking free from his grip. He would have his face in your neck, crying onto your shoulder.

Doyoung:

He would be quite silent, he wouldn`t dare to get into an argument with you after you caught him kissing some fan. He wouldn`t say or do anything (beside crying) before you went to pack your things. That`s when he`d step up, he still could barely talk, so he just grabbed the stuff you had put in your bag and putting it back where it belongs, and when you started yelling at him, telling him to just let you leave, he`d hug you and would whisper apologies. 

Jaehyun:

He would be so angry with himself, so when you caught him, he`d let you have some space. Thinking ht eboth of you needed it. He`d still text you good morning the next day, asking if you were alright, and if he could talk to you. If you told him you weren`t ready, he`d wait. He wanted the both of you to be as calm as possible when he was going to apologise to you. He would be patient, waiting for as long as you needed.

WW:

This uwu guy wouldn`t know what to do in this situation. When you started crying was when he`d try to reach for you hand, when you pulled your hand away from his, he`d be so hurt. He never wanted you to feel disapointed in him, he always wanted to be a good partner to you. He`d be disapointed in himself as well, and even if you forgave him, he`d still beat himself up about long after.

Mark:

He would tell you right after he had kissed that other girl, he would not want to lie to you. He`d sugarcoat a lot of it, thinking that giving you all the details would be a dealbreaker for you. He would say how far he went with the girl, and he would do his best to convince you that it was all an mistake, which was true. Would silently beat himself  up for it.

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dating baekhyun would include~

he would be such a cute boyfriend omg

like, “oh, you’re hungry? do you want me to cook something for you real quick? or maybe we can go get some take out? that food place you love is still open, i think.” and the boy would already have his shoes halfway on before you could even reply

but, “baekhyun, babe, im just a lil’ hungry. there’s some chips in the cabinet that i can eat - ”

“oh, no no no.”

he would give you the disapproving finger wag

like if you were doing the dishes after a long day at work, he’d come up to you and insist that he did them

but whenever you tried to argue, he would stick his damn finger in your face and give it a little wiggle before tapping it on your nose and kissing you on the forehead

in fact, he wouldn’t want you to do anything that might make you tired?

like he wouldn’t want you doing laundry, the dishes, or even cook

and some nights you would have to put your foot down ‘cause you aren’t a baby and he works really hard everyday so he deserves to rest

“but, baby, you are a baby…”

“……..?”

“you’re my baby.”

he would do this thing where he asks you to give him a back massage and then take off his shirt so his hot as fuck, smooth back was right in front of you so of course you’d be like ლ(ಠ益ಠლ) because you couldn’t say no

and because you wanted to touch it

and scratch it

but damnit it’s just a massage don’t think about riding it right now

but as soon as your hands land on his smooth skin with some lotion

his approving moans would come out and he wouldn’t try to stop them

because he fucking knew what he was doing

and you would tease him straight back by dragging your nails down the surface of his back and he wouldn’t be able to take it anymore so he’d flip over somehow

and suddenly it wouldn’t be just a massage anymore

he would be the type of boyfriend to win you a stuffed animal at a carnival or something and insist that you name it something like, “coco” or “muffin”

but after the first few days of owning muffin, the stuffed dog would go missing and you would find it stuff under baekhyun’s pillow

and whenever you tried to steal it back he would whine

like, “but look how cute he is, baby. i want him. i won him.” >:(

and you would just laugh at your three year old boyfriend and give muffin to him because you had several other stuffed animals that he had won at previous carnivals

and you wouldn’t regret giving up muffin because baekhyun would take it with him on tour

like he would take pictures of muffin in front of new cities that he visited

but his mean ass would caption it as, “he’s happy that he’s with me and not you.”

and you would see cute lil’ photos of your dumb boyfriend carrying around a stuffed dog

and it’d be so fucking cute

like a relationship with baekhyun would be so cute

and there would be no end to all the mean teasing that went on in the relationship

and you guys would be just like best friends

and even a blind man could see how much you guys loved each other

baekhyun is my bias in exo and omf this. thank you for requesting, anon! sorry this took three hundred years but i love you and feel free to request again and i promise ill try harder to get the requests out quicker!

~ admin ali

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calm tf down

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In The Daytime

Him being playful and pranking you a lot of the time. He likes telling bad jokes and making you laugh even at the stupidest things.

But he also likes having down time with you, like watching movies and simply cuddling on the sofa where he can hold you close.

Cuddling is essential

Even when you’re playing video games. (No, you don’t have a say in this. He will get you to like gaming.)

Singing competitions

Dance battles

Sometimes the neighbours come over to check on you (tell you to shut the hell up) because you’re so loud.

Constant touching

PDA all the way

Probably to the point where people are going to start telling you to ‘get a room’ because Baekhyun loves to have his hands on you even if it’s something as simple as holding hands.

Have fun third wheeling when either Kyungsoo or Chanyeol come over.

Also have fun getting your own revenge when Baekhyun has to third wheel you and one of the other members.

But be careful, because making Baekhyun too jealous might make you unable to walk the next morning.

When he’s away he’ll call, text and skype in every free moment he has.

He’ll wish you a sweet dreams every night even when he’s away and will talk to you until you fall asleep because he likes to make sure you’re okay.

“Jagi I want to tuck you in every night on the phone while I’m away.”

Sooo much skinship

Him constantly teasing you because he loves seeing you blush or get annoyed

He thinks it’s cute how your nose scrunches up and your voice becomes more fiery

But he always gets away with it because he’s Baekhyun and he has his ways to make you forgive him

Dates

Lots of selcas

His lock screen is a selca of you and him

As we all know, Baekhyun is quite the blabbering type, so you’re going to have to shut him up with kisses (even though sometimes that is the purpose.)

Honestly, this guy is going to give you a lot of work, but it will all be worth it especially when he loves you wholeheartedly.

At Nighttime

And holding you close until you finally fall asleep.

So much teasing

You’re going to be able to have a lot of fun when he’s in the mood

Playing hard to get is only going to make him more encouraged.

Him moaning when you’re teasing him and he’s desperate.

Dirty talking because it really makes him feel dominant.

Sometimes he’ll be submissive, but he’s the kind of guy that would really love to see you as a moaning mess underneath him.

Neck kisses

Have fun hiding those love bites.

But when he’s not in the mood, he’s going to be a literal huggable bear

Lots of cuddles

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Stormy Nights & Hateful Fights || Byun Baekhyun

Requested: Yes / No

Word Count: 1,843

Byun Baekhyun + Reader + Angst

A/N: Woah I got carried away when writing this.. I actually wanted to punch myself when I reread this why why why. Well… Enjoy!

The rain outside grew stronger as the night grew darker. The coffee on your table remained untouched, getting colder as time passes by. Although at a time like this, you didn’t need caffeine in your system to wake up. Worrying about Baekhyun does its job well in keeping you up late at night.

The small hand on the clock points at 2, 2 in the morning. Baekhyun still wasn’t home. You were worried about him driving home alone this late at night, not to mention the heavy rain and wet concrete. You didn’t want to think negatively, but in this type of situation, who wouldn’t?

Despite all your worrying, you knew where he was. He may be at a different place right now, but he is always with the same person. Taeyeon. It was always her.

You don’t want to feel even a hint of jealousy. You knew about their collaboration and it made you so proud and happy for Baekhyun. This project can be another door to his success; to gain more popularity and opportunities. He was so close to achieving everything he wanted and you were so happy.

You don’t want to feel even a hint of jealousy but here you are sitting alone in your dark living room, anticipating for your boyfriend’s return.

Yes, you were anticipating if he will even return home. Most nights, you’ll get a short text message from him saying he’ll be staying at a friend’s house or a hotel near their office. As much as you want to believe him, you knew where he was. It was always with her.

No, he wasn’t cheating. Well.. at least that’s what you want to think. 

When you met Baekhyun, he was broken. Broken by the same person he’s with right now. But even though he had a damaged heart that was thought to never love again, you healed him. You gave all of your love in hopes for him to change and be happy again, this time with you in the picture. And you did. 2 years later, your relationship with Baekhyun is stronger than ever.

But why do you feel this way? Why are you being this way?

You’ve always thought trust and faithfulness are the most important in a relationship. But why do you feel like the two of you are lacking one of each? Can’t you trust him? Is he being faithful?

Your thoughts were cut off by the sound of the front door creaking open, showing no other than Byun Baekhyun.

His clothes were wet from the rain, small droplets of water were dripping from his hair, his shivers were visible. You quickly jumped up from your seat to grab a towel before putting it carefully around your boyfriend. You sat him down on a wooden chair that you pulled near to the front door (you didn’t want the carpet to get wet, but that’s not the case, is it?)

Grabbing him a new set of clothes from your shared room, you gave him a few minutes to change, taking the time to make him a cup of hot chocolate to warm him up from his shivering state.

He came out of the bathroom a few minutes later to be greeted by a plate of cookies and his warm beverage. He quietly ate and drank while you sat across him, waiting for an explanation that never came.

“This is the latest you’ve come home..“ you started. Your voice was low, almost like a whisper. You were cautious with your words, trying not to trigger him especially this late at night with his tired body. You waited for a reply. Baekhyun lifted the cup to his mouth, drinking the liquid. You don’t even remember if he have looked you in the eye right from when he arrived home. He hasn’t voiced a single word. He felt cold like the weather.

When did your relationship take a huge turn? It used to be full of sunshine. Butterfly kisses in bed, back hugs in the kitchen, laughter in the rain, and just plain love. It felt like the Baekhyun you knew suddenly had a drastic change, like a button was suddenly pressed and turned him into someone you don’t know. When you look at Baekhyun, you see him; his physical state. But his eyes looked empty. The ones that were filled with with deep affection changed into something dark and empty. You used to fall for the dark abyss inside his gaze only to be caught by his tenderness, but this dark abyss you see right now is nothing but emptiness that let you fall continuously, hoping for something to land on. This whole relationship was empty but you refused to believe it. You kept on filling the emptiness with your own endearment thinking it will help recover the once passionate relationship. But it only caused you to feel distressed, consuming your energy, and soon collapsing on the shallow emotions of Byun Baekhyun. You were desperate for him to save you.

His silence was testing you. Your once soft physique turning into desolation.

“Baekhyun, I need an explanation on why you’re acting up like this.“ your voice grew loud and stern, surprising Baekhyun. His head raised, his eyes finally falling on your own.

Empty.

“What explanation? You know damn well I’m busy with work.“ he answered. He leaned back on his chair with his arms folded to his chest. 

“This is the first time you went home in weeks and it’s 2 in the morning! You can’t give me a proper explanation on why you can’t even give your girlfriend a call and ask if she’s still breathing or some shit?“ you fired back. Your chair was pushed back when you stood up to tower Baekhyun. The rain fell hard on the rooftop, but your cries were louder in desperation.

“What do you want me to do?! Reject the opportunity standing in front of me just for you? For your selfishness?” Baekhyun stood up immediately, startling you. A few steps back were taken by you. His height making you feel small under his glare.

“Selfishness? Is a little attention coming from my own boyfriend selfishness?!“

“I come home after a long time and you greet me with your distasteful complaints.“ He turned around and walked away.

“Damn right I’m complaining. You don’t even treat me as a girlfriend anymore. I’m a mere decoration in this house or just for your convenience.“ you replied, following him to the living room. You saw him take his still soaked jacket on the couch and started walking to the front door. You stopped dead on your tracks at his actions. 

“You’re leaving again?“ you whimpered. Tears threatened to leave your eyes, your lips quivered, your heart sunk. It’s only been an hour since Baekhyun’s arrival, an hour filled with screaming and hatred, and now he’s leaving once again.

“Taeyeon was never like this. Why can’t you be more like her?“ Baekhyun whispered.

“Wha-what?“ you were taken aback. You were contemplating whether you heard it wrong and that all of your emotions are causing you to hear something else. But as soon as Baekhyun turned around, looking at you with wide surprised eyes you knew you heard it right. Looking at Baekhyun, you knew he was as shocked as you are. 

“Taeyeon? After all these years, it’s still Taeyeon?“ a sob escaped your trembling lips. 

“No.. No no no no.“ Baekhyun shook his head nervously trying to get a hold of your hand. His expression turned into guilt and hurt when you took a step back away from his grasp. He took another step towards you, but you mirrored his step until you started to walk away.

“(Y/n) please. That’s not what I meant-“

“Not what you meant?! That Taeyeon will always be the one who’s holding your heart? That I am nothing but a rebound?“ you screamed at him. Tears are now streaming down your face. Baekhyun stood in the middle of the room, looking at you with pained eyes. You felt mentally and physically tired. You wanted everything to stop, you needed to rest. But you can’t rest like this. You can’t rest when every time Baekhyun leaves, you can’t help but think and worry where he was and if he was planning on coming home; home in your embrace. You can’t rest when you are constantly giving your all in order for this relationship to work when it was clear that the fire that once burned bright started to die down into a faint spark. The spark that was left in your relationship supposed to motivate you, thinking there is still a chance for it to burn bright again. But the spark did nothing but harm you whenever you tried to touch it, to heal it. You aren’t supposed to be alone, you needed Baekhyun to endure the pain.

“No, you’re not that. Please, believe me. I love you, please.“ Baekhyun pleaded. He finally took a hold of your arm, his body slowly dropping to the ground, his arms around your waist and his head pressed against your stomach. “I didn’t mean it. I love you. I need you. Please, please I’m sorry.“

“If you love me, why are you hurting me like this.. You can’t say you love me when everyday you leave me anxious for your return.. You can’t say you love me when I’m the one that needed saving but I’m the one trying to save the both of us.“ your hand landed on Baekhyun’s arm that was wrapped around you, trying to break away from his hold but he he only held tighter like his life depended on it. His apologies were muffled by his cries, your shirt becoming damp with his tears.

“I’m sorry. I’ll change.. I’ll be better. Please, just don’t leave.. I can’t- I can’t do it if you leave. I can’t be happy.” 

As much as you want to refuse and ignore his plea, as much as you wanted to turn around and leave to finally rest, you didn’t have the heart to do so. Because you knew, that when you leave, everything will change. You knew the ‘rest’ you wanted wouldn’t arrive. Those sleepless nights would still be there knowing Baekhyun will never come home to sleep next to you. Those worrying will be endless knowing you will never hear from Baekhyun ever again. Your rest was impossible. The only moment you can rest is when Baekhyun can finally save you. And you’d do anything for that moment. The moment to stay.

“I’ll change, (Y/n). For you, for us. Just don’t leave me. I love you so much.“

The rain outside started to quiet down.The only sound that can be heard was your heavy breathing and Baekhyun’s cries. Your eyes shut close as soon as your fingers entwined with his soft hair.

“Let’s try again.. For us..”

Being tired didn’t matter anymore. For as long as Byun Baekhyun is there to mend you at the end of the day.

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wow i can’t believe they changed the hollywood sign again